Ch: love?
"Shizuo do you need any help with that?" haruhi yells down to the tall blond holding 4 boxes it
has been three days since she moved in with him in he has been like an older brother to her (with
a sister complex but a brother). He gets to the stop of the stairs putting down the boxes his
cigarette hanging out of his mouth making him look like a careless old man "it's fine girls
shouldn't have to carry boxes" he says low patting her head. Haruhi pouts slightly "I can hold
boxes I don't need your help" she liked to act like she hated it although she enjoyed it, Shizuo
just smiles pulling her into a hug "I know you can but I owe you" he says low sitting down
forcing her to sit on his lap her short legs hanging off like a small child on her father lap. She
turns mad about to pull away in hit him. When she looked at his face she had to stop her face
becoming rose like red as she sees his small smile, not his normal smile but one much sweeter
with slight sadness that mirrored in her own. Then he smiled "you're the first girl I have ever
hugged" he eyes widening in shock 'his just like me'. He holds her tighter like if he let her go he
never holds her again "I am 24 in you're the first girl I could ever even touch without hurting…"
'his just like me he understands maybe…I can be myself" she thought as images of her scared
past danced in her head knocking all the hopes out of her head 'you are a monster' she freeze
'don't play yourself no one will ever care for you.' Worst and worst images claws them self in
to her mind, Shizuo blushed looking down at her his fingers playing with her hair waking her up
from her day dream without him even noticing "I-I think I am falling in" haruhi jump up fast
'just use you like the trash you are'. She looked at his now shocked face and looks away
grabbing her bag "I am sorry Shizuo I- I got to go…" she runs out the house tears almost
forming in her eyes 'no one could ever love me'.
In the distance Izaya sit on the roof looking down at her "what an annoying girl she's getting
Shizu-chan to happy for my comfort." He walked down in began to follow her "this is going to
be fun."
A/n: sorry I deleted the last one by a mistake I hope it's as good or better than before thank you and please review