Hey, everyone! So, I know that I JUST updated for the first time in over a year, and I know that you've all been leaving really nice reviews asking for an update and saying you like this story, which I really appreciate, believe me. However, clearly, this is not an update. I felt like I owed it to explain something to you currently.
I regret to say that I will not be updating anytime soon. I debated actually deleting this story and deactivating my account, but I figured that would be unfair to any of you who like reading this and it would be unfair if I ever do get the motivation to write again (I had another account on another fan fiction site and regret deleting the account quite often). But I felt like I owed it to you all, considering I've been a horrible writer and person and updater, to explain something.
Recently in my life there have been a few major changes, none of them positive. And by recently, I mean, like, in the time span between Chapter 10 (my last update) and this very late hour in which I am typing this. I won't bore you with the details but it has to do with a combination of the loss of a family member, the intense pressure of school, and just a lot of hectic stuff going on with me, mentally (I have an Anxiety disorder AND depression apparently, ridiculous!); lol sorry I actually did sort of bore you with the details. But basically, I need to take a break and remove myself for a while. I think I really need just to remove myself from a lot of my stresses, and to do that, I need to remove myself from this story (because this also stresses me out: I worry about what people think, I worry about my bad writing, I worry about my unrealistic plot, I worry about a lot of things about this…). I know I just updated and said I would update more often, and I had planned to update again this week, but some bad things have been going on and I really need a break from a lot of things, so I figured I better just tell you guys and warn you and say I'm sorry. I'm also sorry if this AN is a bit random and if you're sick of reading such a long paragraph because I don't know about you but I hate long paragraphs because I'm a skimmer when I read, I love dialogue because it's short and not boring omg I'll stop
So, yeah, I hope you understand that at least for the moment I am taking a break. I don't think I'll be updating this soon until I work through the stuff going on in my life. Basically. I really don't know what I'm writing because I'm super tired and I have school tomorrow and I'm really tired but have 0 motivation to go to sleep so I just decided to write this for all of you
Alright, that's all. I'll stop writing because I am rambling. Rambling rambling
Thank you for your understanding, and if you don't feel understanding, sorry
Alright. I'll let you all know if something changes, but for the moment this story is on a hiatus. And I'm sorry if you thought this was an actual update; I hate when it says someone updated but it's just an Author's Note, especially one as long and boring as this one
OKAY I'm actually going to stop typing now. Thank you, and I'm so sorry but I hope you can understand. Goodbye.