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Edward's POV

I was utterly shocked at what she had just said. How could my sweet Bella be saying such hurtful, cruel words? Is this what I had done to her? I had turned her into a cold hard monster, that couldn't stand me. Our group went silent until Alice placed her had on Bella's shoulder and tried to comfort her.

" Be reasonable Bella." She said softly. Bella's eyes flashed with ancient anger as she shoved Alice away from her. Alice's eyes started to fill with hurt and sadness, and I was sure that she would be crying if she could. Bella's chest was heaving with anger. She clenched her hands in a tight fist.

" Reasonable?! Be reasonable?! You try being left in the woods by the man you loved five years ago, and being in pain ever since! Then lets see how reasonable you are!" She spat. I still can't believe that Bella is being so cruel, but now I'm starting to feel ashamed of myself. What had I expected coming all this way to see Bella? That she would skip into my arms and take me back with wide arms? I answer the question in my head.

No, I hadn't really thought about what her reaction would be to seeing us, I was too distracted by the idea of smelling, and seeing Bella again, to even really think about weather or not she would like to see me again. I was selfish and now I felt utterly stupid and ashamed. I was yanked out of my thoughts, by Bella grabbing my face and pulling it up so that we made eye contact. I stared into those huge brown eyes, and was once again speechless.

Her touch, rough as it was, was almost invigorating to my cool skin. It felt foreign yet familiar. I marveled the feeling of her flawless, and warm skin on my face. Even if the gesture was meant to be rough and unkind, to me it still felt like the good old days, when she used to caress my face in her hands as a sign of love. I wasn't really listening to what she was saying at all. The whole time she talked, all I saw were her pink, plump lips moving, and crashing together whenever she paused to take a breath.

Even though she was probably yelling the most vile words at me, she looked oddly sensual when she spoke. Her cheeks were slightly flushed for all of the anger coursing through her veins, and her chest is now rising and falling in faster motions from her heavy breathing. To any other male, she would look like a beautiful girl having a tantrum, but to me, she looked like Bella. Stubborn little Bella, voicing her opinions on our current situation. I turned my attention back to Bella. I didn't exactly hear what she had said to me, but I already knew my answer.

"You don't understand. I never meant to hurt you..." I trailed off. She shakes her head as if disappointed by my words. She lets go of my face, and as soon as our skin leaves contact, I can feel my body urning for more contact with her skin. The monster in me starts to awake after my many restrains that I had placed on it from earlier. I am suddenly all too aware of her bloods scent. But hidden slightly under her soft floral scent, is an unpleasant scent that makes my nostrils burn. It smells like wet dog. I see out of the corner of my eye Emmett twitching slightly I read his thoughts quickly.

Damn! Bella is still the same old hot head! But boy does she look good in that tight dress. If I didn't have Rose already, I would be all over her. She would choose me over Edward of course. I mean who wouldn't fall in love with this face? Oops! Sorry Edward, but you know its true. I'm wayyy hotter than you.

I rolled my eyes then turned my attention to Bella and her roommate fighting. Bella glared at Rachel.

" Rach please tell me you don't agree with them. Rachel Marie Nixon!" Bella yelled. Rachel held her hands up in surrender as she backed away from Bella.

" Dude I didn't even say anything! God Bella you always were one to overreact." Rachel mumbled as she steps closer to Bella. Emmett, Jasper, and even Alice are silently shaking with laughter. I even manage to crack a small smile. Bella huffs.

" Gimme my drink. I don't think I can handle this anymore sober." She mutters as she takes a swig. Emmett and Jasper laugh out loud at Bella's reasoning. If I wasn't in such a crucial spot right now, I probably would be laughing with them. As I take in her actions, I feel a strange feeling tingling throughout my body. Then I realize what it is. Lust. I feel a little surprised by this conclusion. I had always had a small amount of lust for Bella back when we were dating, but I mostly felt love. And now I desire her because she is sort of... well, sexy. If I could blush, I would probably be redder than Bella used to get. Bella turns back to me, and everyone stops laughing suddenly. She is ready to kick some ass.

" Anyway, back to this. So I don't understand do I? Yeah your right I don't understand why you suddenly stopped loving me and just leave! I thought that we both loved each other, but I was obviously mistaken. So Edward, just out of curiosity, which little human girl are you taking advantage of now? Wait! Don't tell me. Its a new girl. So how did it go last time? Did you use the same pick up lines with the new girl that you did with me? Saying that you couldn't live without me and all that bullshit. Is she prettier than me? Or richer? Does she have a perfect little life? And let me guess. You're just itching to break her heart like you did to mine." She spat. I could feel the anger bubbling inside of me. So she thought that I left her because I was a player? She thought that I took advantage of girls like that?! I could see her reasoning, but I was angry at her for even considering me that low. Without thinking twice about my words, I spoke.

"You think that I'm playing some kind of game with you? You think that I'm leading some other girl on and pretending to love her? Everything I told you was a lie? Is that right? Well if thats what you so strongly believe, then why don't you just leave now and forget the real reason I left you!" I yelled angrily. I instantly regretted it. I could see the hurt and shock cross her features quickly, before I saw the anger return. Her eyes narrowed, and her full lips were instantly hidden by pursed lips.

" You know what Edward? Maybe I should use your tactic. Goodbye!" She grabbed Rachel's arm and pulled her away from us, and towards the door. I started to panic. This was one of the only times I would see her, and I had already screwed it up. Nice. I began to run after her as she stomped off the dance floor.

" Wait! Bella! No stop! I didn't mean that!" I yelled out desperate to get her attention. She turned around and caught my eyes once more, before I was engulfed by a crowd of dancers. I tried to keep running, but Jasper and Emmett restrained me.

" Its no use Edward. Just let her go home and cry it out. Maybe then she will be more reasonable. " Alice sighed. We walked back over to our booth, and sat down. I could feel the agony of losing her again wash over me slowly. I was brought out of my thoughts by the sound of a phone going off in the booth next to us.

I kissed a girl and I liked it

The taste of her cheery chapstick

I kissed a girl just to try it

I hope my boyfriend don't mind it

What a stupid ringtone. I thought to myself as I let it ring. Eventually it stopped, only to start going off again. I groaned in irritation. I reached over the seat, and grabbed the white clutch in which the phone was ringing. I snatched the phone out of the bag, and opened it.

" Hello?" I growled. On the other line I heard a giggle. I rolled my eyes. What was wrong with these people. I british accent broke through the other line.

" Hello? Bella? Its Aria. Look I'm sorry to bother you, but me, Aubrey, Taylor, and Veronica were planning on going out tonight to Madison's keg party. You remember Madison Presley right? Yeah well Its supposed to be wild. You can invite Rachel if you want." The girl said. I froze. This was Bella's phone. And I was talking to Bella's friends. Alice, Jasper, and Emmett all shot confused looks at me. I put the call on speaker phone.

" Um, could you repeat that?" I asked. I heard more giggles in the back round. We heard a few voices.

" Aubrey! Shut up! I'm on the phone with Bella!"

" Sorry! Jesus Aria! Hey! Taylor! Gimme my thong!"

" Its not yours! This is mine! Yours is blue!"

" Aw shit! ARIA HAVE YOU SEEN MY PURPLE THONG ANYWHERE?!"

" AUBREY! Its right here. It was under your bed. Oh, and here is the matching bra."

" Whew! Thanks Tay Tay. I don't know what I would do without you! "

Emmett and Jasper were shaking with laughter, while Alice listened intently. She turned around and smacked Jasper.

"Its not funny! That is extremely nerve wracking! It happened to me with my new La Perla G-string the other day. And it was your favorite color green! Oh well.." Alice trailed off. Together Jasper and Alice mourned over the loss. We turned back to the phone.

" Sorry Bella. You know Aubrey and Taylor. Drama Queens! Anyway, I was saying, do you and Rach wanna stop off at Madison's party tonight? Its gonna be great. And remember how last time you and Rachel got so wasted that you two started to forget your names? Well we have a recording of it, and we are gonna show it at the party as an inspiration for how drunk to get. Plus Janice and Sara promised to make out for us again." Aria said in her charming british accent. Our eyes widened at the new found information about Bella's party record. So she got drunk and had friends that made out? Who was this girl?!

" I'm sorry but I forgot who Sara and Janice were." Alice said in her best impression of Bella's voice. We waited in anticipation for her answer.

" Oh. Remember Janice? Long blond hair with green eyes? She has blue streaks in her hair. She is really short and has a lot of curves. I think you even called her a ' mini gothic Pam Anderson'. And Sara has real short black hair. And brown eyes. She is really tan. She is kinda short too. Their lesbians. They made out at Maddie's last party, and you thought it was hilarious." Aria answered hurriedly. " Listen I gotta go, but just show up later if you wanna come 'kay? See ya Bells." Aria hung up.

We all stared at each other for a few minutes before Emmett finally spoke. " That. Was. Awesome." We all chuckled at him. " Guys I think we got ourselves a lesbian." Emmett stated. I shook my head. There was no way Bella was a lesbian. Unless her and Rachel... My eyes widened in horror. Oh. My. God. Alice and Jasper were torn between shocked, and laughter. We all just sat there for a few moments. I grabbed Bella's phone and went through all of her pictures. They were mostly pictures of Rachel, Aubrey, Aria, Taylor, and all of her other friends. But I stopped at a picture. It was a picture of two short girls making out. One was the girl Janice and the other was Sara. Under the picture, Bella had written,

Look at these hot babes! :P

I shoed my siblings the picture, and they all started back in horror. We found another picture of Rachel with her arms around Bella's waist, and her head sitting on her shoulder. Rachel was giving Bella a kiss on the cheek, and Bella was leaning her head against Rachel's with a warm smile on her face. Under the picture it said,

Can you say love?

The evidence was clear. Of course Bella's ringtone was " I Kissed a Girl"! Because she really did kiss a girl. And possibly more than just kissed... I shuddered, and blocked that thought. Bella and Rachel were lesbians. Together. Alice stuttered. " B-but earlier Rachel said she was dating a werewolf! It just doesn't make sense!" Alice still looked dazed as she spoke. Emmett turned to her.

" Don't you get it?! They were lying! I should have known. I read this article in Teen Vogue about how some lesbians pretend to date men, so that people won't know that they are gay!" Emmett hissed at Alice. Jasper frowned.

" What were you doing reading Teen Vogue?" He said. Emmet rolled his eyes, but I didn't care. All I cared about was the fact that I had lost Bella to a woman. To Rachel Nixon. I dropped her phone in my pocket and grabbed the rest of her stuff from the booth. Alice grabbed Rachel's stuff too. We headed out the door, and walked to my car in silence. When we got in the car, we drove back to New Jersey.

" Where are we going now?" Emmett asked, as he blasted the song, " Hot n' Cold" by Katy Perry. How ironic that Katy Perry happened to be the answer to all my questions. Alice and Emmett started dancing to the song.

" We are going to see a very important person, who can help us with this mess. Now, sit back, and shut up." I said as I turned up the music. The rest of the car ride we listened to various provocative songs. But every time they said something about kissing or sex, I couldn't help but think what Bella and Rachel were doing right now...

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