The Confusion

What is he talking about? – JP

Don't know. He lost me twenty minutes ago. – LE

Why are you passing notes without me? I'm hurt – SB

He is just nosy. - RL

I'm not nosy! I'm just… bored.

We are all bored.

Just look at Peter. I think he's about to fall asleep.

If I was Binns I would have bored myself to death long ago.

If you were Binns you wouldn't be here.

True.

I've never got why we need to learn this.

Not me neither. The only people who need to know this is the ones who are becoming history experts. And I know I'm not one of them.

When will the pain be oveeeeer?

If you by pain mean the lesson, five minutes.

Only five? I have hope again!

I'm recovering. If that's the right word. Everything's back to normal.

Well.

Almost everything. As normal the beginning of this year has been.

It's raining outside. I don't like rain. Or I do. I love summer rains. Have you ever been out walking and it has begun to rain? It's wonderful.

I'm here in James and mine common room and are looking out through the window. I'm alone. I'm bored. Again. I used to love being alone. And now it's just… Boring. Sigh.

Suddenly the painting opens. In comes James.

"Come on Lils. Give me a hug." He had Quiddichpractice. And he is muddy all over.

"Nuh huh. No way. Not when you are looking like that."

"So you would give me a hug if I was clean?"

"I… But… Maybe…" I'm blushing. Sodding skin.

"Well… Then I'll just come and get you…"

"No! James… Please… Please have mercy!" James has no mercy. Stupid git.

He starts to chase around me round the room. I run around the couch.

"You know I'm going to get you, right?"

"You'll never get me. You hear? NEVER!" I'm so wrong.

Only ten minutes later I'm lying on the floor, muddy all over and a big boy holding me down.

Sometime I hate being a girl.

"You give?"

"Never?"

"Are you sure?" James looks me in the eyes. He's coming closer.

"Definitely." Our noses almost touch. Suddenly he jumps up like he got a bee sting or something. And leaves me there on the floor.

"Hey! Are you going to make me clean this mess up by my self?" James fetches his wand and begins to mumble spells. Sometime I love being a witch. No. I love being a witch all the time.

"I'll go and take a shower…"

"Okay…" What just happened? If I didn't know better I'd think he almost kissed me.

Ha.

It's good I do know better.

Sigh.

I'd better start with my homework. Oh sorry. Homeworks. Stupid teachers. Can't they just give us a day off? If I become Ministress of magic someday I'll ban every homework or assignment. Just think about it.

But if I become a teacher I wouldn't want to ban homeworks. Then it's payback time. That's kinda screwed up. I payback on little kids and then the one's who become teachers will payback on their students. It's a circle that spins round and round and round….

"Missed me Flower?" Sirius?

"How did you get in here?"

"You know, I have my ways."

"Ahaa..?"

"Prongs told me the password." Black jumps down on the couch.

"Why are you sitting on the floor?" Yeah, right.

"Because it's comfortable." Yeah right.

"Then I'll try it." He jumps down o the floor. With his arse first.

"OW! Why didn't tell me the floor was hard?"

"Because no normal human being does what you just did. But on the other hand, you're not normal."

"Geez Flower. You know how to hurt a bloke in many ways."

"Not my fault."

"So… where's Prongsie?"

"Taking a shower.

"And you are sitting here pining after him?"

"Pining? You are crazy. But that's no news."

Silence. We don't know each other that well. When we do speak we almost every time argues.

"I'm sorry about our nicknames. You know, it's not that we don't trust you. It's better for you if you don't know." Okay. Wasn't expecting that.

"I get to know Remus… ehm… problem, but I can know this. I don't understand. I mean, you wouldn't do something illegal." Black turns white.

"RIGHT?"

"It's not what you think… We have…" When will the surprises end?

"It is illegal! Merlin!"

"It's not that bad." Good try.

"You know what? I changed my mind. I don't want to know."

"Good. Or something." I glare.

"I'm tired. I'm gonna go to sleep as soon as James comes out of that sodding bathroom."

"Thank you." Huh?

"What? I mean, why?" Sirius stares at a painting on the other side of the room.

"Prongs. He has changed this year. I can tell he's happy."

"And he wasn't happy before..?"

"'Course he was. All I'm saying is that he's happier for some reason. And I bet you have something to do with that." Wow. This is a new side of Sirius Black. One I've never seen before.

"I'm gonna leave now. Goodnight." Sirius stands up. He walks towards the door but he turns around right before he steps out.

"Sweet dreams. And tomorrow I'll be waiting for you to come for breakfast." A grin and he's gone.

"I thought I heard the door closing." A newly showered James is behind me, with his hair adorable wet.

"Sirius was here."

"And he left before he met me? Not good for the ego." I stand up.

"Your ego is too big already. Night, now I'm going to sleep."

"Sweet dreams Lily."

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A/N:

I'm a horrible person, I know. I'm sorry. It's been way too long since I've updated. Here's the thing; I have no inspiration what so ever! But I guess I have to make my mind work again. Sigh. And, REVIEW PEOPLE!