20th August

12:00

School

Bex keeps shooting me daggers. I ignore her, she'll stop and beg me to make up with her in ten minutes. But I wont. She is an ex-bestest pal.

12:32

Walking to German with Bex. We've agreed that for now, neither of us will have anything to do with stupid Josh. But he is a good kisser, and good looking….studdduppp brain!!!!!!!!

3:42

Walking home-all aloney on my owney

Bex is going to her dad's tonight, so I'm going home alone. Dylan Brown is coming my way. HELP! She thinks we're friends, even though I hate her, but I cant tell her or she'll give me a good duffing up. I think I'll start running now!

3:45

Bugger. Just bumped into some random.

3:46

It's not just a random either. It's a boy from Foxwood, and a fit one too….CHRIST ON A BIKE IT'S JOSH!

About 4

At home

That little run-in with Josh almost cost me my life. Because,

1. Bex saw it from her dad's car

2. Dylan almost caught me

3. Josh is HOT….shuddup brain, shuddup!

I said to him,

"Look Josh, it was nice to see you and all, but we cant see each other. Bex likes you and she's like my best mate and-"

"It's cool, Libbs." he said, "I'll back off."

And I started running-once again.

Midnight

Bed

Bex phoned.

"Rebecca Jane Caroline Lockhart-it's like, midnight!"

"I know, but I gotta tell you something Libby, there's this really good looking boy named Jamie who lives next door to my Dad, he's at Foxwood and…."

"WHAT?" I said, "Tell me before my Vati comes upstairs!"

"Well, I was sunbathing in the garden and then he came over and we talked for a bit and he kissed me!"

"So you're over Josh?" I said.

"Mhm."

So why am I so happy about this?

21st August

3:00

School

I think I like Josh….

I'll talk to him after school. Jamie and Bex are meeting at the park- and Josh will be there. So I'll go too.

3:50

Bex, Sam, Elly and I just reached the park. A bunch of Foxwood boys are on the swings. There's a few girls from Stanlag 14 too, Sue Jackson, Amanda Martini, Rayleigh Stone and Martina Ryan. I couldn't see Josh.

4:02

Bex and Jamie are sitting under the tree. Sam's sitting on a swing, surrounded by boys as usual and Elly's flirting with this boy called Liam. Daniela came over with her college boyfriend Steve and we are all having a great time in the sun. Oh, I can see Josh coming! Wait a second, who's that blonde next to him?

4:06

The blonde girl is Stacy Evens from the year above me. But what's she doing with Josh? Stacy Evens does NOT fit in to the Libby/Josh thing. Probably she has a desperate crush on him. OMG, THEY'RE NOT SNOGGING ARE THEY? Please, our lord Sandra, say they're not.

Two minutes later

My life is ruined.