Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto. If I did, all readheaded bitches -not you Gaara chan- would just fuckin die already. ^_^

I held the cold kunai close to my neck. THe blade was icy, and felt almost fresh. I was ready to die. I didn't see much point. Sasuke was gone, and no matter how many times I tried to get him back, he slipped through my fingers. He simply fluttered away, as if he were a black butterfly. Tears almost sprang to my eyes, but I refused to let them fall. Though I was going to die, I need to be nice about it and do it in style, don't I? I smiled to myself as I got out a pen and a peice of paper. I sat on my bed and began writing.

To those whom it may concern,

If you are not inlisted in this letter, please give it to someone inlisted in this letter. Thank you.

Hello, everyone. I'm sorry to say this, but by the time you read this, I will most likely be dead. I've decided to die the sinful way; suicide. I don't want anyone to feel any pity for me at all, it is my choice. Before I leave this Earth, I'd like to say thank you to a few certain people who brought me to life and never let me down.

Naruto Uzumaki san- Naruto, you have always been a big brother to me. Even when I wanted to give in and give up, you would always keep fighting for me. You're smile and your crazy little ramen eating ways always made me happy and cheered me up. I hope you live a fruitful life and never find sadness.

Kakashi Hatake san- Kaka sensei, you and your porn...I'm glad you were my sensei. Though you would often pay more attention to Sasuke and Naruto than me, you treated me as though I was your daughter. You were like a father to me and I am eternally grateful because of that.

Tsunade sama- Tsunade shisou, I 'm glad to know that my death concerns you. You were my mother, sister, aunt and everything else I needed you to be. I love you so much Tsunade kaa. Tell Shizune that I will miss her as well. I will always watch over you two in heaven.

Ino Yamanaka san- Piggy chan, I know we were frienimes for a long time, but you were my very best friend. I leave Sasuke kun in your hands. He's a tough cookie to crack, but I wish you the best of luck.

Hinata Hyuuga san- Hinahime chan, I want to thank you for keeping things together. I want to thank you for helping Naruto and keeping him together, when no one else could. I want to thank you for loving my Kyuubi brother. I hope you two will always be happy together and I'll watch over your relationship.

And finally, Sasuke Uchiha san- I want to say it for the final time, I love you. Not for my original reasons. But because you were the one who helped me most to grow. You taught me that nothing comes easily. Though you caused me much emotional pain, I forgive you and I wish you a happy life. I hope you do your best with your goal of killing Itachi. I also hope that you will be able to fufill your other goal of restoring the Uchiha Clan. I pray for you so that your obsession shall come to a halt once you are finished. Thank you Uchiha san, for helping me to grow and helping me to become a stronger person, mentally as well as physically.

I hope everyone enclosed in this letter will truly know my graditude that I would like to express before I die. Though you see tears upon this page, know that I am crying for joy. I will finally be put out of this misery and Hell that I have been forced to live through. Though I know I will myself go to Hell for my actions, I do it with a smile on my face.

Thank you and best wishes for your futures,

Haruno Sakura

And tears had truly fallen onto the paper. I folded the paper, put it in an envelope, and set it lightly on my bed, before scribbling down 'Read When You Find The Body' on it. I grabbed a pink kimono from my closet and silently put it on. It was rosey pink, and had black butterflies stitched intricitly onto it. THe obi was white with a single pink stripe in the middle of it. I tied up my hair in a messy bun with my bangs framing my face. Silently, I tied my hita-ae (Sp?) around my eyes; blinding myself. Once my kunai was firmly in my hand, I held the blade to my neck once more.

"Don't do it, Sakura." I heard a voice say.

I laughed softly.

"I'm serious Sakura. Put the kunai down." it repeated.

"And why should I listen to you?" I asked in a voice coated with sugary venom.

I heard no reply. I laughed once more.

"I didn't think so. Because you and I both know, that there is no good reason for me to stay alive, is there? You know perfectly well that I deserve to die right now." I said.

I heard footsteps come closer to me.

"I didn't think you'd have an answer." I said.

"Look me in the eyes, and tell me right now that I shouldn't slice my neck right now!?" I yelled while turning to face whoever was in my room.

I narrowed my eyes.

"Now that I decide to kill myself, you want to come back and try to save me? Fuck you, Uchiha." I said angrily.

I took off my hita-ai, and saw Sasuke frickin Uchiha looking at me with a soft warm gaze. He reached out to grab my wrist. I yanked away from him; fire blazing in my eyes.

"You have no clue. If you don't mind, let me die already." I muttered while turning.

"Sakura, this isn't something you have to do. You have an entire life waiting for you. You cannot die here." Sasuke said once more.

I didn't listen to him. Carefully, I first drew the kunai across my left wrist. I hissed as blood oozed out of the fresh wound. I then ran it across my other wrist. Before I could run it across my throat, Sasuke was in front of me and the kunai was flying from my hands and into the wall. Sasuke grabbed my bloody wrists and held them tightly.

"You don't want to do this." he growled.

"You don't know what I want!! You have absoloutley no clue! So don't even pretend to care Sasuke! Because I should know by now that you don't. " I yelled with hot tears threatening to fall down my face.

I would not cry in front of Uchiha Sasuke. I simply forbid myself.

He moved forward and set his lips lightly on my forehead.

"You don't have to die here..."he muttered softly.

I took my head away. I heard a ripping noise and realized my wrists were free. I soon found blue cloth covering my wrists and him pushing my wrists to my heart.

"Where'd you learn to do that?" I questioned softly.

"I used to be a Leaf Scout." he muttered.

I choked on a laugh. I quickly regained my composure but a grin remained on my face. Two hours had passed. Sasuke was still in my house and it was a little akward. And in those two hours, time slowly ticked to midnight. I curled up on my bed; obviously tired from the days events. Thinking of the knife so close to my neck sent shivers up and down my spine. I ran my fingers slowly across my neck to see if my head were still attatched. Death wasn't the easy way out for me. And if it was going to scare me shitless, I didn't want to commit suicide. I grabbed the envelope and opened it. I held the letter and began tearing it apart, peice by peice. I kept the one snippet about Sasuke and I handed it to him before curling back up into a ball.

"Sasuke kun, arigato. You were right. I wasn't ready to die." I said before I slipped into a silent sleep.

When I woke the next morning, sun was streaming silently in through my window. I moved to get out of my bed, but found arms wrapped around my waist. I turned my head and saw a sleeping Sasuke holding me with his nose in my hair. I smiled softly as the sunlight warmed my skin. I moved back slightly into Sasuke's chest and smiled.

"Arigato, Sasuke kun." I said softly.

A little cheesey, but in my opinion, very cute!! Hope chu liked it!! I edited this chappie a little cuz when i reread it, some of it was choppy even though i edited it.

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