Disclaimer: I Do NOT own Naruto, I do NOT own Deidara, Sasori, ect.

Warning!: This story contains YAOI/Shounen-Ai If that offends you don't read it.

AN: So I know I said this would be out sooner, but I was stuck without internet at my Tobi's house for a bit. Not to mention that I know exactly what I want to do, I'm just having issues putting it into words... So finally here you are, chapter 10. Double the lemons again in this chap, and as you may have guessed neither of them are going to be SasoDei(you will get a bit of a lime tho). The second lemon is my favorite!(Dedicated to Black55Widow, cuz we're totally getting married!) I'm not going to lie, it only gets worse from here. The title comes from a punk cover I've been listening to way too much.

Chapter 10- Where do Broken Hearts go?

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Sasori hadn't been able to sleep that night, every inch of his body ached with shame. Seeing his little golden angel sprawled out on his bed, dreaming with that serene look on his face....He couldn't bear to bring himself to even touch him.

He didn't deserve to, He didn't deserve someone like Deidara. Someone so perfect.

It had already been three days since this all began, and he had done his best to come up with excuses to avoid the bomber. No matter how much he tried to get the blond to just leave him alone, every night when he returned there he was fast asleep in his bed, waiting.

All he wanted was to wash these atrocities from his skin, go back to how everything was, back to not caring about anything in the world outside his bedroom, away from his Deidara.

No matter how hot the water was, and no matter how hard he scrubbed his skin, the sticky feeling of betrayal wouldn't leave. It wasn't like he had wanted it to happen, he had no choice, in the end it was all to save the life of the man he loved.

So why did he still feel like this?

The redhead cursed silently to himself as he made his way back into the room, water dripping from his short mop of hair, and onto his shoulders. He hated this all of it, he didn't want to think anymore. He just needed to bury himself in his work, maybe then his brain would shut off, and he could be at peace if only for a little while.

Shaking the water from his hair, he sat down at his workbench, picking up where he left off on a few discarded projects. That wonderful numb mindset taking him over as he absorbed himself completely in his art.

Not long after he began to work, he could hear rustling from the bed behind him, as his blond lover began to stir. He tried his best just to ignore it, to keep it out of his thoughts. Unfortunately Deidara had other ideas.

Sasori felt his whole body become rigid as a pair of familiar arms wrapped around his shoulders, and petal soft lips pressed against his exposed skin. Shit! how was he supposed to get out of this?

"I missed you last night Master, it's lonely here without you, un"

Sasori sighed, taking a deep breath he didn't want to do this, but he had to, even if Deidara ended up hating him. He couldn't bear that thought, but the thought of the bomber being killed....well that was far worse.

"Get off, Pet I have a lot of work to do, Pein needs me for a series of solo missions the rest this week, I don't have time for your foolish affections"

"As you wish Master, un"

The scorpion could practically taste the blonds sadness and disappointment. The arms dropped from around his shoulders, and scurried footsteps quickly gathered discarded clothing, he could hear the rustling sounds of the bomber getting dressed. Shortly after that, the door opened and slammed hard, signifying the younger mans angry retreat.

Sasori slammed his hands down onto his workbench in frustration. He had never wanted to go back to this. It wasn't like he didn't want the blond around, he did more than anything, but Deidara had a bad habit of being irresistible to the scorpion, and he didn't trust himself at all.

God damn Itachi.

If that stupid weasel could have just kept his eyes off of Deidara in the first place, none of this would be happening.

He felt so utterly helpless, and weak. There was nothing he could do to stop any of this, he would just have to suck it up and hope that by the end of the week Deidara still loved him.

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Deidara wiped the small tears forming in his eyes away, as he closed his bedroom door softly. Making his way over to the soft bed and flopping himself down in a huff. His eyes watering in sadness as he realized, the sheets were still stained red with blood, the shackles were still on the headboard, and the bullwhip lay in a crumpled pile on the floor. Everywhere he turned he was reminded of his master, even in his own living space.

Sasori hadn't been so cold to him in a long time, the sudden change worried him.

What if the scorpion was getting bored with him?

Sasori wasn't known to be a caring person in nature. What if it had been a lie when the redhead had said that he loved him?

A lie to keep him a slave?

No, he was sure that the older man loved him, Sasori would never lie about something like that, it would mean admitting he could feel. Which wasn't something his master would do so casually.

He was just grumpy and absorbed in his work, that was all this was. He just needed to...distract the redhead for awhile. His lips bloomed into a smile at the oh, so naughty thoughts running around his mind. He was going to have to go into town for this one, also he was going to need Konan's help.

First off, he was in desperate need of a shower.

Once that was taken care of he quickly dressed himself in casual comfortable clothes, and made his way into the common room to see if he could find Konan.

It didn't take him long to find the blue haired woman, sitting at a counter in the kitchen casually sipping a cup of tea.

"Hey Konan-Chan, un!"

The blue haired woman looked up at the bomber smiling.

"Hey, Dei- Chan whats up?"

Deidara smiled back at his friend, finding it hard not to giggle as he exposed his master plan.

"Well, Sasori Danna seems to be to caught up in his work to pay attention to me these days, un"

Konan's smile grew, she could obviously see where this was going.

"So I was wondering if you could go into town with me to buy something slutty, un"

The origami artist couldn't suppress her girly laughter.

"Sure, Dei we'll make him sorry for ignoring you!"

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Pein sauntered casually through the kitchen and passed Konan and Deidara, acknowledging their presence with a nod. Making his way down the hallway and to Sasori's room, another bag clutched in his hand.

Knocking on the door a couple of times, he waited for an answer.

Muffled curses could be heard on the other side of the thick wood, and in moments the door opened to reveal a very distraught looking Sasori, with a fresh cut on one of his hands.

The scorpion looked less than thrilled to see him.

"Well hello Sasori"

"Sir"

"I came to personally tell you the details of your...mission tonight"

The smaller redhead said nothing, he only nodded in response.

"I want you to meet me in my office, not my chambers, oh and here" The pierced man said as he shoved the bag he was holding into Sasori's hands. "Put that on before you come to see me, oh and Sasori"

"Yes, Sir?"

"I want you at ten tonight"

Sasori almost choked on his next words.

"Yes..I...Understand"

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Deidara was having a blast in town with Konan, the blue haired female was one of the only Akatsuki members he could stand to be around for long periods of time. They got along really well, being that the blond was fairly effeminate for a man, and Konan was manly for a woman, having to spend so much time in an organization that was made up of mostly men.

"How about this one, Dei?" Konan said holding up a see-through teddy made from black lace.

"Not skanky enough, un" Deidara shook his head "Sasori Danna is into...Kinkier things"

Konan blushed heavily, and pinched her nose. 'damn naughty brain!'

They had been to a number of small shops already, and not really found anything that suited the scorpions taste.

Wandering around they had happened upon a shop, with all of the windows blacked out, and a fancy painted sign on the door that read 'Fetish Paradise', this was defiantly the right place.

His blue haired companion seemed more than a little embarrassed as they entered the small shop, and began to look around. The blond was picking up all sorts of torturous looking toys, and chucking softly to himself.

They made their way to the costume and clothing section as they chatted amongst themselves.

"So Konan, how is it going with Pein-Sama, un?"

The female Akatsuki member couldn't help but giggle.

"Well, he wanted everything to move way too fast so....."

"So what, un?"

"So now, I'm playing hard to get!"

The pair burst simultaneously into hysteric laughter, almost knocking over a rack of clothes as they stumbled belligerently through the section. Konan caught the rack just in time, taking deep breaths and trying to calm herself. Noticing that a few things had fallen off the rack she quickly picked them up, finding among the mess, a pair of leather short- shorts. Well they really didn't deserve to even be called shorts they were so tiny. Perfect.

"Hey, Dei I found you something!" She said handing her blond companion the shorts.

He smiled and nodded his head in agreement, yes this was what he had been looking for.

"Now you just need some sexy fishnets to go with them!"

When they had found the perfect outfit for the blond they made their way to the counter to pay, realizing that this shop also did body piercings. Deidara had opted to get his bellybutton done, and had somehow convinced Konan to pierce her nipples.

By the time they were on their way back to the base, the giggle fits had started all over again. They walked back home laughing the whole way, revenge was always so much fun!

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It was around seven o'clock when they finally got back, parting ways so that Deidara could go get ready, and Konan could get some dinner.

Dressing himself quickly in his new outfit, he slipped his cloak over it all and made his way to his master's room. Not bothering to knock as he made his way through the door. Sauntering over to the redhead who was still busy working, and again draping his arms around those slender shoulders.

"You've been working to much Master, why don't you take a break, un?" He said, his hands trailing deviously over the redheads bare chest, getting dangerously lower by the second.

Sasori couldn't hide the fact that he was immensely turned on, the blonds touch was more than welcome on his skin. He shivered as one of those amazingly talented hands dove for its goal, slipping under the thin fabric of his pants with ease to grip his painfully hard erection. Without even thinking about it he was suddenly turned to face the bomber, his pants pulled down around his hips and his hard length exposed to the cold air.

In seconds the coldness of the air was replaced by the warmth and wetness of Deidara's mouth. He had to bite back a moan as that tongue teased him, he had to make this stop. But God! He didn't want to, it felt so amazing compared to the harsh, unwanted touches of the leader. He wanted to stay like this forever, but he knew if he let this go any further, the consequences would be far from bearable.

Tangling his hands in Deidara's long golden hair, he had to will himself to pull the bomber off of him.

"That is enough, I have to leave for my mission in a couple hours and I need to be prepared, get out and stop trying to distract me"

Deidara just didn't know when to give up, slinking seductively back over to Sasori, and sitting in his lap rubbing his leather clad ass suggestively against the puppet master's still exposed length.

"But Master, I have a surprise for you, un" said the blond coyly, leaning close to the smaller man and teasingly running his tongue over the gentle curves of his neck. "You wouldn't want it to go to waste, un"

Now Sasori really was getting angry, damn stupid brat having to be such a tease, knowing just how to push his buttons, damn his disobedience. Without a second though, Sasori literally threw the blond across the room and off of him, zipping up his pants and turning back around to finish his work.

"I said get out, Pet, I've had more than enough of your insolence"

Deidara picked himself up slowly, from where he had hit the floor. Not even bothering to hide the tears in his eyes as he stormed angrily out of the room.

Running down the hallway to Konan's room, maybe they could just stay up all night eating ice cream and bitching about how dumb men are, that would make him feel better!

Knocking lightly on the door he tried his best to fight back the sobs.

"Who is it?"

"It...its...Dei....Konan..."

The blue haired woman could hear the tears in her friends shaky voice and immediately flung open the door to see what was wrong.

"Dei...What happened sweetie?!"

"He...he...threw....me....told...me...to go..away...un" Was all that Konan could understand between the bomber's choked sobs.

Wrapping her arms around his teary trembling form, she silently ushered him into her room closing the door and petting his hair while she tried to make him feel better, or at least stop crying.

"It's okay sweetie, you just sit right here and tell me all about it OK?"

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It wasn't like Sasori had wanted Deidara to stop, God! Could this day get any more frustrating? He looked down in disgust at the outfit he had just pulled from the bad Pein had given him earlier, it was 9:45 after all, he had to get ready soon.

Oh, right, the bag.

Pulling the items out one by one, he inspected them before putting them on. This time the skirt was school girl styled, and black thankfully it was a bit longer than the last one. Instead of a corset this time there was an oversize white button up shirt, the cuffs were black and trimmed with lace, as was the neck. Sheer black stockings, a garter belt, and black frilly panties completed the outfit. Clipping the lacy black bow into his short fiery hair, he felt absolutely ridiculous.

Not only was this Lolita, now he had to be a school girl, great this day was about to get a thousand times worse.

He dressed quickly, glancing at the clock that read 9:57, he had three minutes but thankfully Pein's office was closer to his room than the taller redheads chambers. He made his way to the large heavy door quickly, not wanting anyone else to see him. Knocking he waited impatiently as the door swung open and Pein's voice beckoned him inside. He obliged entering the room slowly and closing the door behind him.

He could practically see Pein drooling as his ringed eyes inspected the outfit.

"Perfect, come here Sasori"

The puppet master obeyed silently, sauntering over to the taller man who was seated in his large leather chair behind his desk, and sitting softly in his lap. Sharp lips were on his neck in moments, nipping and sucking anything to make him moan. Which he did just to please the younger man.

"Tonight, I want you to call me Sensei"

Sasori refused to speak, save the moans no sound dared to escape his lips, he simply nodded, dropping to his knees and undoing the taller redheads pants with ease. Taking the head of that pierced erection into his mouth, swirling his tongue in all the right places and earning low moans of approval from Pein. He felt fingers tangle in his short hair and yank hard, pulling him away from his task.

"Bend over the desk and spread your legs, you did such a good job on your oral exam I'm going to give you some extra credit"

"Yes, Sensei" he said doing exactly as he was told, reaching up his skirt and pulling the lacy panties down to give the pierced man better access. unbuttoning the first few buttons of the shirt he let it slide down his pale shoulders as he turned to look submissively at Pein. Who looked more than satisfied with the position he was in.

He heard what sounded like a bottle being uncapped and liquid being poured before two slick fingers were pressed against his entrance. The anticipation was driving him insane, he was still so hard from his encounter with Deidara earlier that he didn't care who it was, he just needed to get off. Rubbing his ass impatiently against those fingers willing to beg and plead as long as they pushed inside him.

He got his wish as both digits were roughly shoved into him. He cried out loudly and thrust himself backwards against the intrusion. The sight of the puppet master so desperate was arousing Pein beyond words, and quickly he replaced his fingers with something much larger, relishing the scream that escaped his toy.

"That's right Sasori-Chan, Scream for me"

Neither of them noticed that the door was cracked open.

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Deidara had spent the last to hours in Konan's room bawling his eyes out, and complaining about Sasori.

The blue haired woman was kind and patient, but she like everyone else needed to sleep, so unfortunately he was alone, again.

He sighed as he made his way into the kitchen, all that crying had really dried him out, and he needed water.

On his way back, he noticed that Pein's office door was cracked open, and there was light on the other side. Distinctly he could hear, screams.

Screams that sounded a lot like...

He inched closer to the door cloaking his chakra and hoping to stay unnoticed as he peeked in to see what was going on.

His eyes widened in disbelief and horror at the sight before him.

There bent over Pein's desk, was Sasori.

And what the fuck was he wearing!

Deidara couldn't force himself to look away no matter how hard he tried, as he watched Pein ride the man he loved. He could feel his heart breaking with every thrust, every scream of pleasure.

This was why Sasori was being so cold, he had found someone new.

He really had grown bored of him.

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Deidara clutched at his aching chest as he walked away as quickly as his feet would carry him, making his way back to his own room. No tears falling from his eyes, he had exhausted all of them crying earlier, before his heart was broken. Now he didn't feel anything, he felt empty and cold.

Ripping his cloak open he put his hand over his chest, it was burning, in disgust he realized it was the scar over his heart.

The one that Sasori had carved into him when he had claimed him.

The kanji for that bastards name.

Picking up a kunai that was laying discarded on the nightstand he sliced through the letters, over and over again until the burning stopped. And all he was left with was a comfortably numb feeling of detest.

He sat around for awhile longer, watching the blood trickle from the once meaningful mark, that he had destroyed. How could he hurt Sasori someone who felt nothing? How did you break a heart stronger than mahogany?

Revenge, that was how.

He would do to Sasori what the redhead had done to him, and he knew exactly who would be more than willing to unknowingly help him.

Picking up the bullwhip from the floor he tied it securely around his waist, and buttoned his cloak slipping out the door and down the hallway. Reaching his destination he didn't bother to knock as he opened the door, finding his target sitting on his large bed clad only in a pair of thin black boxers.

Closing the door gently, his face twisted into a sadistic smile as he caught his prey's attention.

"Good evening, Itachi-Kun, un"

The Uchiha looked mortified to see Deidara standing there, quickly he lowered his eyes answering softly.

"I can't talk to you Deidara, you...you belong to Sasori"

The bomber slinked slowly over to where Itachi was laying on his bed, opening his cloak and revealing the mass of gashes over his heart.

"I don't belong to anyone, un"

Slowly Deidara stood back up, unbuttoning his cloak and letting it fall from his shoulders to reveal the outfit, that was supposed to have been a surprise for Sasori.

Leather shorts, so short they were practically underwear.

Knee high leather boots, and thigh high fishnets.

A small silver stud piercing his bellybutton, and blood running down his bare chest from the gashes over his heart.

Seductively he unwound the whip from around his waist, gripping is firmly in both hands and snapping it menacingly before running his tongue over the tortuous object slowly.

"You want me, don't you Itachi-Kun?"

Dumbfounded the raven haired man could only nod, all his dreams were about to come true. Reaching out towards the blond Itachi couldn't fathom making himself speak, as he pulled that delicious slender frame down on top of him, his lips meeting the blonds with a fierce hunger.

The way Deidara was rocking his hips as they kissed was driving him insane, but he couldn't pull away from that delectable mouth he had been craving to taste for so long. Sadly those lips pulled away from his, and the grinding hips became rougher.

"You can have me, on one condition, un"

Itachi reached out shakily to grasp the bombers rocking hips, throwing his head back as silent moans threatened to escape him, all the friction making him so hard it hurt.

"A.h....Anything.."

Deidara smiled a sinister gleam in his eyes as he leaned back down close to the Uchiha's ear whispering.

"I'm on top, un"

Itachi nodded frantically.

"And I want you to beg for it, un"

Again, all the Uchiha could do was nod, he still couldn't believe this was really happening. Suddenly his long raven hair was being roughly yanked, and he was thrown to the ground.

"Kiss my feet, un"

Itachi obeyed, crawling forward and placing his lips gently against one of the bombers leather boots. He heard the whip crack before he felt it slice his skin.

"You call that a kiss, un?"

Itachi again kissed the blonds boots, over and over until finally the strikes from the whip stopped.

"Get up off your knees, take my shoes off"

The crimson eyes man wasn't exactly happy with how this was going, but who was he to complain. The object of his lust here, right in front of him, so willing to fuck him, it was an opportunity he just couldn't pass up. Gently he removed the boots, letting Deidara's slender fishnet clad feet breathe. He felt a light petting at his hair, and looked up to see that the blond was indeed stroking him lovingly.

"Good boys get rewards, get up here, un"

Itachi was pulled to his feet gently and laid down on his bed by the smaller man, who hovered over him, his hands only centimeters away from the waistband of the Uchiha's boxers. With one fell swoop they were gone and the raven haired man was completely exposed to the clay artist. Who licked his lips coyly before devouring Itachi's exposed manhood greedily.

The older man couldn't help but cry out in pleasure, but when he did he received a none to gentle nip to a very sensitive area.

Pulling away for a moment, a dark look on his face Deidara spoke to his momentary lover.

"I Don't want to hear a peep out of you, un. Unless you're screaming my name" He gave the head of the Uchiha's cock a few playful flicks with his tongue before adding.

"And It better be Deidara-Sama, un"

Itachi nodded, just wanting that wonderful heat back. He didn't have to wait long before the bomber was back to his previous actions.

Sneakily Deidara moved one of his hands to Itachi's entrance, the tongue wiggling through the tight ring of muscle with ease. Itachi's eyes widened at the sudden intrusion, it felt so...strange. Just then that tongue started to swirl in slow circles inside of him, and he couldn't help but cry out, so strange, but so right.

"Dei...dara...Sama...please...ah...." he couldn't even think as those talented mouths worked their magic on him, teeth scraping gently against his cock, the tongue inside him, it was too much and he needed something bigger, and harder.

"P...please....fuck..me"

How could he resist such an inviting plea? Pulling away from the older man, he undid the small clasp on his shorts, freeing his already leaking erection and positioning himself. When he was aligned properly he thrust roughly into Itachi, biting his lips to hold back a moan as the tight walls enveloped him. He couldn't help himself as he grabbed the Uchiha's hips roughly enough to break the skin, pounding into him so hard that the older man couldn't even moan anymore. His eyes were hazed completely in lust and desire, his hips rocking to meet every one of Deidara's motions.

He gasped as the blond withdrew from him only to slam back in harder, and deeper. Grazing that special spot that made him see stars. Hearing the crimson eyes man moan again Deidara knew what he had found, and aimed to hit it over and over again.

"AH!!! Deidara-Sama!!!"

Jackpot.

Itachi didn't last much longer, a few more rough thrusts against his special spot and he was gone, spilling himself all over Deidara's stomach and his own. Feeling those already unbearably tight wall clamp down around him like a vice Deidara followed soon afterward. Pulling out of the taller man, and buttoning his shorts back up not bothering to put his cloak back on.

"Wait!"

He turned to look darkly at the man he had just taken.

"Will....will you be back tomorrow?"

Deidara chuckled sadistically, licking his lips and winking.

"It depends, on if I feel like it, un"

At that he turned and exited the Uchiha's room closing the door softly behind him.

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Sasori was more than sore and tired by the time Pein was done with him, all he wanted was to go to bed.

He was glad that the younger ginger had torn the outfit he had been wearing so badly that he had to wear his cloak, lord knows what kind of shit the others would say if they saw him in something like that. He was almost to his room when he heard Itachi's door open, usually the weasel was in bed at this hour and his curiosity got the better of him. Looking to see who it was he was shocked as Deidara stepped out of the room, wearing only leather shorts and fishnets.

Angrily he approached his blond lover, grabbing him roughly by the shoulder and spinning him around.

"What were you doing with Itachi at this hour, Brat?"

"Claiming him as mine, Seeing as you don't need me anymore, un"

Sasori was so enraged he couldn't stop himself from grabbing Deidara roughly by the throat and slamming him into the wall.

"You know what I said I would do if you ever let anyone else have you"

Deidara laughed and looked down at the smaller man, his beautiful face twisted with amusement and rage.

"Kill me, un? I'd like to see you try!"

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OH NOES! cliffhanger! this was getting way too long so I decided to cut it there, I hope you enjoyed sadistic seme Deidara, because I know I did.

Love ya babes.

Brat.