Disclaimer: I Do NOT own Naruto, I do NOT own Deidara, Sasori, ect.

Warning!: This story contains YAOI/Shounen-Ai If that offends you don't read it.

AN: So I'm sorry about the cliffhangers, the Uke side of me says to be nice....But the Seme side just loves to see people suffer(Sadistic asshole!)... It's going to get pretty weird from here on out. Thank you so much to everyone who reviewed last chapter! Love you babes!(If you guys are interested in the playlist I write to go to youtube and look up kadajiscrazylove, (my account) and go to the playlist I have only one..)

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Slipping Back into the gap again, I'm in love when you're touching me...In love when you're shoving me down..but I'd trade it all for just ..(Tool- Pushit)

Chapter 12- A Little Peace Of Mind

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After a few moments of gently knocking on the large wooden door, and receiving no answer. Sasori began to grow nervous, Pein had to be here! He needed the younger ginger to be here, to save him, to free his mind from the curse that was Deidara. Within moments, his knocking grew frantic, beating on the door with all the strength he could muster.

"Please...open the door....please..." the softly repeated phrase became a mantra to the emotionally distraught puppet master, somehow easing his mind.

Within what had seemed like an eternity of banging on the door and pleading to its wooden surface, it finally swung open.

"Alright, alright come in Sasori what is so urgent that you felt it necessary to disturb me!"

Sasori was a bit embarrassed to say the least, when he really thought about it, what Deidara had done didn't really seem as though it would be important to Pein. He stepped slowly into the leader's office, closing the door gently behind him. Memories flashing through his mind, memories of what had happened here only hours ago, those dreadful hours that had ruined everything. It made his vision swim and his head ache trying desperately to relive those last moments and figure out where it had all gone wrong, and why.

"Hello? Sasori! What did you need?"

He snapped himself out of it, and turned to face Pein with a serious look in his eyes.

"I came to tell you that I broke a rule, Sir"

The Younger ginger cocked a pierced eyebrow questioningly at Sasori, folding his hands on his desk and looking at the older man as if to say 'please continue'

"I....I touched Deidara, when you had given me strict orders not to..."

Sasori paused as he heard a surprised gasp, that sounded almost female. Pein coughed loudly and waved his hand urging Sasori onwards.

"I Couldn't help myself, Sir, I'm willing to accept your price for my misbehavior"

Pein's smile grew more amused by the second, what could have happened to make Sasori sing such a different tune then he had only days ago. When he had willingly given himself in Deidara's place.

"Are you saying, that it is acceptable for me to kill your partner, Sasori?"

The scorpion swallowed hard, and nodded.

".....Yes, Sir"

This time Sasori was positive he heard the sound of a woman choking. His tear stained emotionless honey eyes gleaming with amusement as he looked at the pierced man in front of him.

"Am I interrupting something, Sir?"

Pein shook his head coughing loudly again.

"I'm just.....working, anyways you may go now Sasori, I will deal with this all in due time"

But Sasori didn't go, he stood there, a broken look in his eyes, he almost looked as though he were lost.

"I said go!, shoo, out!"

The puppet master couldn't help but chuckle as he snapped back to reality again nodding solemnly and walking out the door most likely to retreat back to his chambers.

Pein sighed and rubbed his temples in frustration.

"Get out from under there Konan, he's gone"

The blue haired kunochi crawled out from her hiding spot under the desk, zipping up Pein's pants and wiping her mouth as she slowly brushed herself off and stood up.

"Pein....sweetie...What was that all about?"

The young leader looked nervously at his lover, trying to figure out a way to explain himself was not going to be an easy task.

"Well, you see Itachi came to me earlier this week..."

"And..?"

"And he told me some....disturbing things that Sasori had done to him"

Konan nodded, urging Pein to move forward, this was going to get complicated for sure.

" You were playing hard to get with me, and....I was....desperate"

"So?"

"So, I told Sasori I would only forgive him if he let me have Deidara"

Konan was surprised to say the least, but hell the blond was pretty sexy, and she couldn't argue with that. Nodding her head she urged him on.

"He, refused and offered himself in Deidara's place"

The origami artists eyes went wide, the reason Sasori had been so distant from her friend, it had been Pein's fault all along. She had never been so angry at him in her life, slapping him hard across the face she fumed in a huff.

"You need to fix all of this right now mister! Why the hell does Sasori want Deidara dead now, obviously he loves him?! You fucked up big time Pein!"

The leader gripped his aching cheek, Konan was the only person who would ever get away with hitting him like that, but she had a point. This whole thing was his fault, and in the end it had purely been for his amusement. He knew his blue haired lover would never forgive him if he didn't work this all out, Deidara was her best friend after all.

He sighed reaching up to cup Konan's chin, kissing her softly.

"You're right Dear, I'll go find Deidara and explain everything, you find Sasori and make sure he doesn't do anything stupid"

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Deidara felt a swelling sense of pride as he had walked away from the broken puppet master. He had asserted his new found dominance in a way he never thought possible, and best of all Sasori was slowly falling to pieces, just like he wanted.

He would make that asshole pay for what he had done, and just as he had said, he wouldn't stop until the puppet master understood his pain, his suffering. The bastard deserved far worse then what the blond had put him through, the redhead should have considered himself lucky.

With every inch of his being he loathed Sasori, the man he once looked up to, as his master, his teacher. It was true what they said, sex ruins everything, he wished silently that none of this had ever happened, if he could have just learned to keep his mouth shut, everything would be just the way it was.

Sasori treating him like shit, and basically hating him, while secretly he adored the puppet master.

Those days almost seemed innocent in comparison with what was happening in the present.

He tried his best to push such unpleasant thoughts out of his head as he made his way down the hallway to Itachi's room, after all he had promised the weasel a good time.

It was worth it when the older prideful man practically begged for it every second, with Itachi, it wasn't about anything but his gratification. He had experienced enough of the emotion of love, and look where it had gotten him. Nowhere, it had ended in nothing but heartbreak and hurt.

So why waste his time committing and loving someone, when all he really wanted was to get off?

Gently he opened the door to Itachi's room revealing a very naked and willing Uchiha on the other side.

"I hope you weren't too bored without me, un"

Itachi looked up shyly at the dominant blond, slinking seductively to the edge of his large bed, his hands wandering to grip his already throbbing hard on. Stroking himself in slow motions, hoping to please the bomber with his slutty display.

"I need you Deidara-sama!"

Deidara licked his lips in anticipation, this was going to be an interesting day for sure.

He was about to make his move, and step through the door, when he felt a light pressure on his shoulder, turning to see who would interrupt him at such a moment. He was met by the oddly glowing ringed eyes of Pein, who honestly was the last person he wanted touching him.

"Deidara, I need you to come with me, we need to talk"

The blond narrowed his eyes dangerously, how dare Pein come here and interrupt him demanding that they speak, he never wanted to speak to the redhead again.

"I Don't think we do, un, now if you'll kindly fuck off I'm busy"

Pein chuckled inwardly at the attitude the bomber was putting on, no wonder Sasori loved this kid so much. Grabbing a handful of that long golden hair, Pein wasn't going to give him a choice and roughly he was drug away from the open door, leaving a very confused Uchiha on the other side.

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More cliffhangers, unfortunatley I'm depressed and my muse is gone....plus I have school....all in all its just lame so next chap will be up soon I hope, I didn't want to keep you waiting...