Jeff paced around his living room like he was a caged animal. Adam was in the shower and that left him all alone to think about what had nearly happened at the barbeque. His own brother had rape his Addy. Fucking Matt had tried to take the one thing that mattered most him in the fucking world. Adam was supposed to be his and his alone. Nobody would ever love Adam the way he did.
Wait, do I really love Adam? he asked himself. Is this what this has turned into?
Well, that's what it seemed like anyway. How else could he explain the rage he was feeling for Matt even daring to touch Adam? Catching Matt on top of Adam with Adam pleading with Matt to stop…it had felt like his heart had been getting spit at and stomped on. He had felt Adam's fear and it had felt like his own. It had made him realize how badly he wanted to protect Adam from the black cloud known as Matt Hardy.
Matt can't take what's mine anymore. I won't let him do it. Adam is mine and there's nothing he can do it about it. But even that thought still failed to soothe Jeff very much. He knew Matt would still try to go after Adam, merely just to piss him the hell off. He growled in frustration and started punching the wall. Something needed to be done about Matt. There was no doubt about that. But first, Jeff needed to do something else.
Jeff found himself going up to the upstairs bathroom and walking in without knocking. He ripped open the shower curtain and just stared at Adam, who about jumped out of his own skin at the sudden intrusion.
"Jeff?" Adam said slowly. "What are you doing?"
Jeff didn't say anything. Instead he just climbed into the shower, ignoring the fact that his clothes were getting wet, and pushed Adam up against the wall. "Mine," he whispered before kissing Adam deeply, loving the way the older man immediately wrapped his arms around him. Adam had no idea just how good he tasted. "Mine," Jeff whispered again as he started kissing and biting at Adam's neck. "All mine. Not Matty's. Mine."
Adam whimpered and whined sweetly. "Jeff," he panted. "Oh God."
"Say it," Jeff suddenly ordered. "Tell me you're mine." He needed to hear the words coming from Adam so badly that he could barely stand it.
Adam licked his lips. "Yours," he said breathlessly. "All yours. Only yours."
Jeff grinned and shut off the water before scooping Adam into his arms and carrying him out of the bathroom. Tonight wasn't about games and role playing. It wasn't about dominating and making Addy squirm. There would be time for that later. Right now, it was about something different. It was about love, which kind of scared the crap out of Jeff. He hadn't felt like this in a long time, but he wasn't going to resist the urge he was going with at the moment. He didn't think he could, even if he wanted to.
He laid Adam down on the bed and stripped off his own wet clothes. Then he climbed on top of his Addy, making sure to keep his lips on some part of blonde man because he knew he would go nuts if he wasn't kissing him. Adam seemed confused by this change of tactics, but he wasn't saying stop, so Jeff didn't plan to.
"Tell me you're mine again," Jeff ordered. He wanted to just fuck Adam into oblivion so badly that he could hardly stand it, but he didn't. He wanted to hear Adam say the words he was dying to hear. He had always known that Adam had belonged to him, but now he wanted to hear the words come straight from the older man's mouth.
"Yours," Adam moaned as Jeff's mouth began getting closer and closer to his groin. He groaned as Jeff's teeth nipped at his thigh. "Oh God Jeff, I'm yours. Only yours."
Jeff grinned and sucked on his own fingers before slipping them inside of Adam and taking his lover's cock in his mouth at the same time. It wasn't often that he did this, but Adam tasted so good that he couldn't help himself.
"Oh God," Adam moaned. His hands gripped at Jeff's hair, and he was squirming so badly that Jeff could barely hold him still. "Jeff…oh fuck…mmmm!"
Jeff didn't stop until Adam came, and then he licked up every last drop of his lover's seed. But he didn't give Adam a chance to rest very long. He moved his way back up Adam's body and kissed his lips as he pushed himself into Addy's body. He moved in all the way into the hilt, enjoying Adam's groans and pleas for more. He moved slowly at first to tease his lover, but he eventually started to move faster and faster. The bed was thumping against the wall and it sounded like it was going to collapse, but he didn't really give a shit at the moment.
"Jeff…oh God Jeff…"
"Adam…fuck…fucking mine. All mine…"
Adam came yet again, and this triggered Jeff's orgasm. He milked it for all it was worth before collapsing on top of Adam. He rested his head on his lover's chest, and although he was almost afraid to say the three magic words because he didn't know how Adam felt, he felt comfortable saying something else. "Mine," he mumbled sleepily.
Adam grinned. "Yours," he agreed. "All yours."
There was a moment of silence. Then Adam spoke again. "Jeff?"
"Yeah?"
"Do you love me?"
Jeff propped his head up so he could look at Adam. He could tell his lover was being very serious about the question. "Yes," he said softly. "Do you love me?"
Adam licked his lips. "I think I'm starting to."
Hell, Jeff would take that. He would gladly take that until Adam could actually say the words. Sighing happily, he rested his head back on Adam's chest and started thinking about he was going to possibly convince Adam that he would look very sexy in a French maid's costume. That was one of his favorite fantasies after all. It wasn't his all time favorite like the car rape thing, but it was still a good one nonetheless. I'll worry about it tomorrow. Tonight, I'm just sleeping here with my Addy.
