Soundtrack of my Life...

My life can be explained through my talent... Sometimes it doesn't turn out as I want it to. But since I met her... I can't help but break out into song.

So here we go everyone...Chapter 4 as promised. Thanks everyone for reviewing!

bolis86, I totally agree with you. It is impossible to figure out the timeline and as soon as I heard that song, I thought Huddy. My inspiration though came from a fanfic I read of the Huddy college days where he persuades her to smoke marijuana.

DISCLAIMER: I do not own House, David Shore does. I would love to own House, I would stop House and Cuddy pussyfooting around each other and get them together. I also do not own the lyrics to Kissing You, Des'ree does. I am simply playing with them, I get no profit.

Un-Beta'd – So All Mistakes Are My Own. Please comment if any details regarding American Life in general are wrong, I am not actually American, I'm British, so I learn rough details from American Shows.

Chapter 4 – Kissing You

(Happens episode 5.06)

Cuddy's Point Of View

Pride can stand a thousand trials

I'll be damned if I'll ask for help. I'm falling apart here but my pride won't let me ask him for help.


The strong will never fall

I'll get through this. What doesn't kill me will make me stronger. At least that's what I've told myself all these years.


But watching stars without you
My soul cries

I used to think about you when I watched the stars. Now without you in my life, and losing Joy, I just cry.

Heaving heart is full of pain
Oooh, oooh, the aching

My heart aches double now as I'm missing the 2 things that will complete me, the love of my life and a child. But you turned up, why though? You told me I'd make a great mom, when you've spent so long telling me that I would suck. I got pissed as hell. You acted like a human. You kissed me.


'Cause I'm kissing you, oooh
I'm kissing you, oooh
God, I forgot what a great kisser he was.

He kissed me and I kissed him back.

I wrapped my arms around him, and never wanted to let go.

I couldn't break the kiss, he was a part of me now, could not let him go for love nor money.


Touch me deep, pure and true
Give to me forever

His touch was so gentle.

This kiss was not about passion, it was love and tenderness.

I wanted it to go further, I wanted to make him mine again.

But he let me go and left.

Just like he always does.

Opens up then closes off.

Where are you now
Where are you now
I'm sitting here now, he's left.

Why wouldn't he let me go further?

What is he doing now?

Is he thinking about me?

Was he trying to be a gentleman?

My mind is full of questions I can't answer.

Let me know what you thought.

Am open to all suggestions...