Soundtrack Of My Life...

My life can be explained through my talent... Sometimes it doesn't turn out as I want it to. But since I met her... I can't help but break out into song.

So here we go everyone...Chapter 10 as promised. I don't mean to be ungrateful, but my story traffic says that this story gets lots of views...so where are my reviews? Thank you to all my lovely people for reviewing. This chapter is dedicated to HughLaurieLover...Your review was truly amazing...But I do not see myself as a gifted or talented writer. But I'm glad you do :D

DISCLAIMER: I do not own House, David Shore does. I would love to own House, I would stop House and Cuddy pussyfooting around each other and get them together. I also do not own the lyrics to Changes, Ozzy and Kelly Osborne do. I am simply playing with them, I get no profit.

Sorry for skipping ahead in time. In this chapter, Rachel is 18 and preparing to go to college in Michigan to study medicine.

Chapter 10 - Changes

Rachel & House POV


I feel unhappy
I am so sad
I've lost the best friend
That I ever had

It's true.

My daddy is my best friend.

He's always been there for me.

I'm unhappy that I'm moving away from him.

Not seeing him everyday, it hurts to think about.

Sure, I'll miss Mom, Isaac, Nessa, Asher, Wilson and the ducklings.

But, he's my Dad.

She is my baby
I love her so
But it's to late now
I've let her go
She's always been mine.

Even though Lisa and I started dating when Rachel was 1, I've always seen her as a daughter.

I don't care if she was adopted, she's our little girl.

I love her so much.

I should've pushed her to stay in Boston.

Not seeing her beautiful face everyday is gonna take some getting used to.


We're going through changes
We're going through changes

Everything's going to be different from now on.

We've shared the years
We've shared each day
I love you daddy
But I've found my way

Everyday I've lived, you've been there.

I couldn't imagine life without him.

But I know what path I'm on now.

I've been doubtful about where I fit in, but now I know where I'm going.

Even though I was a bad daughter in my early teens, he stood by me through everything.

I want to be a doctor, just like the parents I let down so much between the ages of 13 and 15.


You know the world
Is an evil place
My baby's grown now
She's found her way
I've tried to raise her to be alert against what's out there in the big bad world.

But that doesn't stop me from worrying.

Because she's my baby.

I'm glad that she's moved past being rebellious and decided to knuckle down on her career.

She said she wants to be a doctor, like me and Lise.


We're going through changes
We're going through changes
It's so much to get used to.


It took so long
To realize
And I can still hear
His last goodbye
It took me 3 years to realise that I was hurting my parents by behaving the way I did.

I remember every word of when he said goodbye to me at the airport.

He cried, he wouldn't let go of me.

It was so hard for me to leave him like that.


Now all my days
Are filled with fear
Wish I could go back
And change the years

Every day I worry that Rachel will get into trouble, that someone will lead her astray.

Or I worry that someone will hurt my little girl, whether it's a boyfriend or a criminal.

I will kill anyone who hurts her.

We're going through changes
We're going through changes
It's taking some getting used to, but Rachel always comes home for Christmas and holidays.