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"Edward…." I muttered as my head started pounding in pain and my conscience opened up.
"I'm right here… don't go so fast, take it slowly, you hit your head Bella" Edwards voice whispered through the darkness and I tried to lift my heavy lids. Edward's face was directly above mine and Jasper's face was on the side looking like the world would end.
"Move away, boys, she needs space and I need to check over her" Carlisle's voice streamed into my line of hearing. Man my head hurts, their voices are to loud while in reality they're probably talking in the lowest tone possible. "Bella? Can you hear me?" Carlisle then came into my view, upside down though… strange.
I flinched when he slowly started to lift me up, making my head feel dizzy. Ugh, even as an Immortal I still go through this stinking sick faze.
"Bella?" Carlisle asked again, and I lifted up my hand to rub my aching head. "Does your head hurt?"
"Yes… where is Edward? Is he okay..?" I asked groggily as I reopened my eyes only to be met by blurriness.
"I'm fine, it's you everyone's worried about" Edward's voice came closer then I expected and I saw a blurred bronze head come into my view, from what I can see I'm pretty sure he was crouching in front of me..
"Jasper?" I asked as my eyes shifted to the blond blur behind Edward, that was shifting uncomfortably. His figure walked forward and stepped in front of Edward and his cool hand cupped my cheek.
"Yes, Isabella?" Jasper asked as my vision slowly cleared up and his face became clearer. His eyes were dark black, hungry, and his face looked worn out, if that was even possible for a vampire.
"I'm not dead, am I? Your secret is still safe right?" I asked as I tried franticly to remember the incident, the van I remember Edward… Lord help me, my head hurts so much.
"Isabella, sh, it's okay, your perfectly the dead amongst the living, along with us" Jasper chuckled lightly as he stroked my cheek, but that only made my head throb.
"Nothing happened? I changed it?" I asked as I bowed my head and held my head in my hands in an attempt to calm down my head.
"Changed what?" Alice's voice piped up making me flinch at the shrill of it. I needed to be alone.
"I'll explain it later… I need to be alone.. My head" I stated groaning.
"That's a good idea, dear, we need to go hunting anyway, right Jasper?" Esme's voice said in a soothing manner, as quietly as possible which I mentally thanked her for. "Edward went hunting earlier, he can keep an eye on you while we're away".
"I'm fine, I want to stay-" Jasper said shaking his head hastily but was interrupted by Alice.
"We can't take the chance Jasper, we are going to school tomorrow, since we haven't signed anything stating Bella is our sister. Meaning we have no reason to skip school, just like every other student in Forks High." Alice stated giving Jasper a sympathetic look. Making him sigh in defeat and gave me a tight hug.
"I have my phone on me, don't hesitate to call me if anything goes wrong. I love you, sister" Jasper whispered before heading out of the door with Alice and the rest of his family as the all began to file out.
"Don't take any unnecessary quick motions, Edward will take care of you, take care, Bella" Carlisle instructed me as he left with Esme.
"Do you want to lie down on a bed, Bella?" Edward asked as he carefully slid an arm around my waist and pulled me up into his arms, the same thrilling electrical shock calming me instantly, making my head swim a little.
"No, just put me on the couch… I have to tell you the truth before anything happens.." I said slowly as I closed my eyes and my throat constricted. It was the perfect opportunity, all alone, and I'm sure Edward will be the most understanding. Though I couldn't take it if he rejected me…
"Is something wrong?" Edward asked as he strolled over to the couch and plopped down with me in his lap, I was thankful we didn't loose contact, the surge I was getting from it calmed my nerves. Keeping my pain at bay.
"I haven't been telling you all the truth.. Well to Jasper at least.." I said bringing my hands up to my lap and fidgeted. "did I tell you, properly, what I am?" I asked refusing to meet his gaze.
"No…" Edward said as he readied himself for new information I was about to give him.
Here goes everything.
"What I said was true, heart attack and all, but I didn't live out my life like you or Jasper did… I jump around, through time I mean… one time I was in the year 1899, the next I was in 108, then 'jumped' into the year 2000... It is hard to explain.." I said in one breath, a hurry.
"You mean to tell me.. You can travel through time as an Immortal? A time traveler" Edward said after a long silence. I silently nodded. "How does it work?" it surprised me how calm he was being about this…
"I don't know… I wasn't lying about that. I really woke up in a coffin, and only got the just of things after some uncoordinated jumps. We are not aloud to stay in one time for more than a year - I think- and we are not aloud to go to another time we already went to four other times in a full year. A known law…" I explained slowly and chanced my luck by glancing up at Edward.
His eyes were blazing with curiosity, a smile playing on his lips as he socked in the information.
"Your not disgusted? Don't think I'm a freak?" I asked in amazement.
"Why would I think you're a freak or disgusting? Your talking to a vampire, Bella. Besides you have a good heart.." Edward murmured grinning, and hugged me close to his chest.
"I wasn't honest with Jasper… I didn't want him to feel bad, but our parents.. Died of a heart failure.. I had died before he was turned, way before he was turned, that is why he is older then me now, and when the army came by the house to tell our parents about his 'death', our parents couldn't take it and died because of the grief.. " I said sadly and buried my head into his chest. "I wanted to die, it was my fault, they were always so busy caring for me that they never got to see what a great man Jasper really was…all my fault"
"No it isn't" Edward whispered soothingly as he placed a feathery kiss on my head and my whole body went on fire. "You're not a bad person, Bella, you were destined for this" and held me tighter against him.
"Then why did I mess with god's plan? I was so selfish.. I changed the future so I didn't have to bear my own death" I stated burying my head deeper in his chest in shame.
"I don't understand" Edward confessed stroking my hair.
"My future being, the me from the future, jumped into the house when you all were out hunting- that is how the window broke- I was dieing in the future because of Tyler's van had crushed me and you're family's secret was revealed to the human population at school… The future me warned me, told me to stay home from school… then she-she died, right in my arms… I was so afraid of dieing that I was selfish enough to change the future.." I murmured shaking my head sadly.
Edward was silent, and then he shook his head, "That was not selfish, you saved our secret from being revealed, and I don't think anyone of us could cope of you died.. Especially Jasper.. And me"
I looked up and was met by his perfect velvety lips on mine…
Sorry about ending it like that :( I love the lovey dovey scenes personaly but I need to continue my plot before all the mushy gushy scenes :) REVIEW PLEASE, any comments or advice for future chapters will be greatly appreciated!