Sorry for the late update :( I had to think, which isn't uncommon but.. yeah. I'm still waiting for my reviewer that gave me the idea for Bella to become a vampire so I can give him/her credit! Thanks Kakabell! READ ON~

Don't get me wrong, I love silence when I'm with Edward, but now with this silence it's bothering. Edward just continued to stare at me with a shocked expression, his hands clenching and unclenching behind my back once in awhile.

I stared at him, afraid to speak. Was he mad at me? Maybe he didn't want me enough to have me around for all eternity. Maybe he didn't want me to become one of his kind afraid that he'll tire of me. Could that be it?

"I'm sorry" I murmured bowing my head and let my arms that were locked around his neck to fall to my sides. "I just want to stay with you, I guess I'm just too selfish" I lightly pushed on his chest to give him the queue to let me down but to my surprise his hands suddenly clenched down on my shirt and pushed me closer to him.

"Isabella Whitlock" Edward hissed pressing his face right in front of mine to stare in my eyes. I was a bit taken back by the furry in his eyes, his golden eyes no were black, coal black. "Why would you think that? I love you to the longest length… I just won't do that to you. There has to be another way" he assured my nuzzling his nose to mine making me smile slightly at his childish antics.

"I doubt it" I grumbled closing my eyes as my arms went back up to the original spot around his neck and leaned back, quickly opening my eyes to stare at the clouded sky. "Just like your kind Edward, we too have restrictions and rules…" I mumble searching the clouds for nothing in particular, just something to keep me from fretting the future. "Like you having the Volturri-" I started but got cut off suddenly.

"How do you know about the Volturri?" Edward asked sucking in a sudden breath. He looked frightened, scared almost. Why would that be? The Volturri didn't seem like hideous monsters- although they did drink human blood.. Other then that they seem civilized.

"Ran into them a hundred years or so back. They caught on to my 'dead state' and well…" I strayed for a minute, didn't want Edward to know about them literally dragging me to Aro so I decided to skip it, "they escorted me to Aro, I just explained to them that there was other immortals in the world saying I wasn't the one allowed to say what I was and they let me go" I ended with a shrug of my shoulders.

"Spill" Edward hissed his eyes piercing through mine.

"Later, your changing the subject all together" I sighed letting my eyes drift back to the sky. "I have rules and restrictions like your kind does, my creator- the creator of all my kind- has a jittery problem I suppose, he doesn't want anyone to know about us that would likely want us extinct. We have to move so that no mortals get suspicious, a year is all I'm chancing, punishment isn't likely to be sweet" I mumbled leaning back towards Edward's body and relaxing into his touch. "You understand right?" I asked breathing in his scent.

"I do, but.. No there has to be another way for you to stay" Edward sighed shaking his head into my hair. "Couldn't you make a deal or something with him? I'll do it if you don't want to" he proposed.

Should I tell him that I don't have any clue how to?

"Edward, I can't, no one can.. It would be like he doesn't exist" I stated playing with the hair near the nape of his neck. "Please, I'll take the risk.. I want to be one of you" I admitted tilting my head to the side to get a better look at his expression. It wasn't happy.

"No, I'm not going to put you through all that pain when there is no need" Edward grounded out sliding my body down until my feet lightly hit the ground and when I wasn't supported by him all the sudden weight made my fumble backwards. "Careful!" Edward barked grabbing me be the waist and pulling me back to him.

"Sorry" I mumbled for more then one thing, "I've never been attached to anyone like I am with you and your family.. I mean I had a good horse, Anna, but she was too heavy to bring with me" I sighed snuggling into his chest.

"Wait- bring with you?" Edward asked bringing his finger up to my chin and tilted my head upwards to look at me, a smile was edging onto his face, "You can bring people with you to different times?".

What is he talking about? "Yes… as long as I can handle it… what are you thinking about, Edward?" I asked suddenly weary.

"Couldn't I come with you so you could stay what you are without the pain of becoming a vampire? It would be like a road trip, we could stay together all the while and-" Edward said immediately brightening up and started on with another one of his rambles.

"No" I snapped slapping my hand over his mouth, "I'm not letting your family loose you, I couldn't bare the thought knowing I took you away from them" I stated my tone saddening a bit. "I don't want to be that kind of girl…".

"Bella" Edward chuckled licking my fingers that still covered his mouth making me roll my eyes and remove them. "Do you think properly?" he asked raising his eyebrow. Do I think properly? What kind of question is that?

Of course I think properly! I have been around longer then him!

"Don't look at me like that, I know you are smart, Love" Edward laughed lightly and suddenly started falling backwards. I squeaked in protest and tried to step back but he pulled me down with him and we thudded onto the ground.

"Edward, are you okay?" I asked worriedly as I propped myself on my elbows to pear at him. I saw him grinning like an idiot, and his hands started stroking my back. "Fool, don't scare me like that" I sighed as I sat up and my legs ended up straddling his lower chest.

"Sorry" Edward chuckled pulling me back down to him and started again, "Like I was saying, I know your smart, but then again you don't see yourself clearly at all, Love, not only yourself but your gift" when I raised my eyebrow in confusion he smiled and stated, "have you ever thought of leaving and then coming back at the exact moment you left so it would seem like you never left?".

No I… okay I haven't thought of that, it wouldn't be breaking the rules… no not at all.

"Edward, you're a genius!" I yelled grinning and hugged him with all my might.

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