Chapter 4: Rating: M
Summary: Summary- BRUCAS AND VERY DIFFERENT! She was hurt, broken, and scared. She didn't want this life anymore so she was giving it up just like that. "Brooke" she said deciding on the name she had chose when she was eleven for her first baby girl "and Davis … Brooke Davis"
!Authors note! – Ok I get it! You all must be so sick of my apologies... jeesh i wouldnt be surprised if you hated me .... but I have good reason for my late update! first (there is more!) I went on vacation to Las Vegas for a week and I had no computer and then just to top it off I started having back problems! You'll never guess this but I have a rib popped out of place and all this stuff going on with my neck so I have been on bed rest forever!!!!!!!!! I finally got a laptop and now I can write! (Finally!!!!!!) I really am sorry but I hope you understand and I hope you still like the chapter/story! Also on a side note expect a really long chapter and some serious sexual content in this chapter ; )
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"Alright so Karen says we finish our shift at 6:30 ... which means well have enough time to go home get ready for the game and then afterwards we have to get ready for the party" Haley said a huge smile on her face as she explained her usual Friday night schedule.
"Ok that's fine but can I ask you a question?" Brooke asked and Haley nodded the huge silly smile still planted on her face. "Why the hell are you smiling like that?" Brooke asked with a chuckle.
"Oh right … sorry about that … its just that this is your first real party since coming to tree hill and I cant help but be excited for you" Haley explained and Brooke laughed again.
"Boy you are weird" Brooke said looking down with a smile and shaking her head at her closest friend in tree hill.
"Sorry but I couldn't help my ease dropping … so your coming to the party Davis?" the firey red head Rachel said as she walked up next to Brooke. Brooke smiled when she heard Haley's huff … she could guarantee a roll of the eyes came with that huff.
"Uhm yeah I plan on it" Brooke said simply replying to her question
"Cool ...Ill see ya there. We should definitely do a couple of shots together," Rachel said winking at Brooke before walking away.
"I cant believe you are actually going to try and be friends with fire crotch over" Haley said looking over at Rachel and then rolling her eyes over towards Brooke who was laughing at the nickname Haley gave Rachel.
"Look whatever you and Rachel have against each other has nothing to do with me… she seems pretty cool to me hales" Brooke simply said and Haley huffed again.
"I guess if you consider two faced slut cool" Haley said causing Brooke to laugh again. They walked through the door of first period. They took their seats directly next to each other and began talking again … they were discussing their outfits for this party tonight when Haley stopped the conversation.
"Your lover's back … and starring at you again" Haley whispered as the light haired boy they noticed starring at Brooke yesterday walked through the door his eyes immediately on Brooke. The bell rang and Brooke gulped feeling his eyes on her as she turned around in her seat facing forward causing Haley to laugh at Brookes immediate dodge of his stare.
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Brooke walked over to the table placing her books down on the table happily. Haley looked at her with her eyebrows raised.
"What? Lucas didn't bug you today?" Haley asked curiously and Brooke shrugged.
"He still bugged just on a normal level … its actually kind of suspicious but at least he isn't breathing down my neck" Brooke explained and Haley nodded understanding.
"Excuse my ease dropping again but maybe that's the reasoning for his 'normal but suspicious' bugging" Rachel said emphasizing the word 'that's' and pointing over to the full on makeout session Lucas was having with god knows who.
"Who is that!?" Haley asked curiously her eyes wide open and glued on the two.
"I would tell you but with Lucas sucking her face off I cant tell" Brooke said as she studied the two with her eyebrows creased together almost as if she was confused and angry.
"Jealous are you?" Haley asked turning her attention to Brooke. This time Brooke was the one to huff.
"Please I just want to know whose face he is detaching" Brooke said keeping attention on Lucas. "Finally" Brooke said as the couple let go of each other for air. The girls all scooted over to get a better view "OH MY FUCKING GOD" Brooke said her mouth dropping to the table.
"Its Peyton!" Haley said in shock as well.
"Again!?" Rachel asked shocked. "I thought they were history?!" Rachel said shocked.
"Apparently history repeats itself," Haley said still in shock.
"Wait they were together once?!" Brooke said even more shocked.
"Last year … for like the whole year" Rachel filled Brooke in.
"There coming over here … hurry Look Away!" Haley directed and they all turned around and pretended like they were in a serious conversation.
"Hey guys… what are you talking about?" Peyton asked as she took a seat with the girls and Lucas.
"Oh nothing just some boy that's been stalking Brooke … by the way did you guys notice that psycho lover is now starring you down at lunch too?" Haley asked nodding her head toward the boy from their first period who was looking at Brooke again.
Brooke looked over at him and gave him a small smile before turning and looking away.
"How cute … the mathlete has a little crush" Lucas said and laughed. Brooke reached across the table and slapped Lucas on the chest.
"Leave him alone … he's kind of cute … and he is probably really nice," Brooke said looking over at him with a smile. She didn't know if she actually liked this guy or if she was just saying all that to drive Lucas crazy … either way it made her smile.
"Br… Brooke" she heard a stutter and turned around shocked to find the boy from her first period standing behind her. Brooke turned around and faced him.
"Yes?" she asked with a smile.
"Uhm well … I can't believe I am about to do this" he muttered under his breath "… ok well I better just get it over with" he said Brooke smiled at how nervous he was. He ran his hands through his hair and looked her in the eyes with a beautiful smile. "Would you happen to have a date to the party tonight?" he asked and she smiled.
"No" she answered simply and Haley's eyebrows creased together in anger.
"Look I totally understand if this is out of the question, I mean you must think I am some weird nerd who …" he rambled and Brooke stopped him.
"I would love to go with you …" she said and she couldn't think of his name. She bit her bottom lip in embarrassment.
"Julian" he replied simply with a smile.
"So ill see you after the game?" Brooke asked and he nodded. He turned and walked away. Brooke stood up to throw away a paper she gasped in shock when she felt him pulling her into a soft kiss. To be honest she didn't expect it at all but she did enjoy it. She rested her hands on his shoulders and let their lips move together. A small cough interrupted the kiss and they pulled away realizing the rest of the world was still out there. She looked at Lucas (the cougher) with a glare.
"Uh …Bye Brooke" he said with a smile.
"Bye" she replied as she watched him walk away.
"Oh MY fucking god!" Rachel and Haley said together repeating Brooke's earlier words.
"I can't believe how attracted I am to him right now" Rachel said and bit her bottom lip watching him walk away. Suddenly Haley's face got sad.
"What? What's wrong hales?" Brooke asked worried.
"Now our Friday night schedule is screwed up!" Haley said with a frown. Brooke laughed and wrapped Haley into a hug.
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Brooke and Haley walked into the small café.
"Hey Karen" Haley said smiling as she waked behind the counter. "This is Brooke" Haley said and pointed to Brooke before grabbing an apron and tying it around her waist.
"So you're the famous Brooke Davis, its nice to finally meet you," the short brunette haired woman said shaking Brookes hand with a smile. "Here you can go ahead and grab and apron and Haley will show you how everything works. Oh and Brooke its nice to have you here with us" Karen said before walking off taking orders from a table.
"She seems really nice" Brooke said grabbing an apron and wrapping it around her waist.
"She is" Haley said simply "ok you can take the counter" she said and handed Brooke a towel "basically you give the people sitting at the counter their food, take their order, and clean their mess up … you know be a waitress" Haley said simply and walked away making Brooke smile. She took a deep breath and looked at the people sitting at the bar. She grabbed a coffee pot and refilled a mans cup with a smile.
So far so good she thought proudly. She turned around and placed the pot of coffee back on the heat. She turned back towards the counter and picked up the latest set of plates that were left. Once she placed the dishes into the sick she walked back over to the counter wiping it off with the towel.
She looked out the café door and her heart stopped along with the rest of her body. There he was again… her dad in the flesh. Just standing there across the street staring her straight in the eyes. She didn't know why but seeing him again had the power to paralyze her. Suddenly the person walking into the café blocked her view of him. She tried to look around the person but by the time her view was perfect he was gone… just like he flew into thin air. She starred blankly out into the streets confused.
"Hellllloooo!" Lucas said waving his hand in front of Brookes face to get her attention. Brooke shook her head and closed her eyes snapping herself back into life. "You alright?" Lucas asked actually worried.
"Uhm … yeah I uhm ...I just thought I saw someone I knew from a while ago" Brooke said looking briefly past him again to see the empty streets. She took a deep breath as she finished wiping the counter. "What are you doing here anyway? Deciding to harass me at work too huh?" Brooke asked with a smile trying to make herself forget about her dad.
"Sorry to break the news to ya Davis but not everything is about YOU… my mom owns the place I'm here everyday" Lucas said with a mischievous smile. Brooke sighed.
"Yeah I forgot about that … Haley told me Karen was your mom but I totally forgot which is a bad thing because I really didn't get to think this whole thing out … now that I work here it just gives you more time to bug me. Great" Brooke sighed under her breath before she placed a plate of food in front of one of the customers offering them a small smile.
"I guess so," Lucas said with a smirk and then it got quiet as brook changed the coffee filters and Lucas fidgeted with a napkin tearing it into small pieces. He decided to break the silence and just ask her.
"So you're going to the party with the mathlete huh?" Lucas asked and Brooke turned around smiling at him because she was waiting for this to come up.
"Yes I am … and I think it might even make this party a little more fun… for me anyway" Brooke said with a giggle as she bit her bottom lip thinking of what the possibilities were for tonight. Lucas laughed dryly.
"What?" she asked rolling her eyes at him.
"I wouldn't get too excited … he doesn't have much to offer" Lucas said simply.
"Well he definitely has more to offer than you" she lied, as she looked him up and down. She knew that she was attracted to him and as she looked at him she realized it was going to get harder to lie about that. His deep blue eyes were like an ocean you could just loose yourself in completely and his perfectly carved, chiseled, and not to mention tanned body didn't help.
"You pull off lying about a lot of stuff Davis but you can not even compare me to Julian" he said as he fiddled with a straw wrapper.
"Aww so you do know his name" Brooke said but Lucas didn't get a chance to reply when his mom came up behind him giving him a kiss on the cheek. Brooke smiled a genuine smile… Lucas was lucky to have a mom like that, it was the kind of mom she had wanted her whole life.
"How was your day?" Karen asked and typed something into the cash register.
"Fine ma" Lucas replied simply.
"That's good you want something to eat … I could have our newest employee bring you a muffin or slice of pie" Karen offered and Lucas smiled at Brooke.
"Nah that's alright ma … as much as I would love for Brooke here to bring me a muffin I have plans to see Peyton before the game" Lucas said and Brooke stuck her tongue at him.
"Alright … well good luck at the game tonight" Karen said giving him another quick kiss in the cheek.
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"Ravens! Ravens! Ravens! Ravens!" the cheers echoed throughout the huge beach house. Brooke smiled as she watched the team carry Nathan and Lucas into the house. Lucas and Nathan had huge proud grins on. Just as Haley said it was only a true party for the two devoted basketball players if they won the game.
Brooke turned around as she felt a pair of hands on her hips. "Here's your drink" Julian said handing her a plastic red cup filled with alcohol. It was quite for a moment. She bit her lip and laughed to fill the silence between them.
"You really gotta loosen up Julian … just have a little fun … like uhm" she looked around the house for something to entertain them, to get their date really started up.
"How about a dance?" he suggested pointing to the people dancing and Brooke shook her head and bit her lip while squinting her eyes, as she looked some more through the house.
"No… no, we need something better than that, come on" she said as she found their first event of the night. Grabbing his hand she led him into the kitchen "excuse me" she repeated as she made her way through the crowded kitchen.
She finally reached the kitchen counter and let go of Julian's hand as she hopped onto the counter. The boys in the place drooled as they looked at her perfect body. She looked down at the guy behind the counter who was pouring the drinks tonight.
"I need a couple of body shots." She said simply and lay down across the counter. "Come here" she called Julian over and lifted up her shirt showing off her flat and toned belly.
"Go ahead" she said simply. He smiled and shrugged giving her belly a soft and slow lick. The guy behind the counter sprinkled some sugar where Julian left his saliva and then placed a shot glass filled with vodka in between Brooke's breasts. She grabbed a lime and placed it in between her teeth and gave him a wink along with a mischievous smile. He took a deep breath as the crowd cheered for him to do the shot.
He took his time as licked the sweetness off of her smooth and silky body. He got every last grain of sugar from her stomach and then he looked down at the shot glass and grabbed it with his lips drinking down the throat-burning alcohol. He brought his lips to hers and sucked the juice from the lime while at the same time kissing her softly. He pulled away grabbing the lime and throwing it god knows where and then quickly returning to her lips.
Once they pulled away from the kiss Brooke bit her bottom lip in lust. Her mouth literally drooled over Julian right now. One of the perks about Julian was that he really knew how to kiss. She sat up and looked at Julian. She again bit her bottom lip before saying "my turn" he looked at her shocked as she hopped off the bar.
"What?" he asked completely shocked.
"I said …" she grabbed the hem of his shirt and softly lifted it up "its my turn" she said as she discarded his shirt. She pushed him onto the counter and took a good look at his body.
She was actually really surprised. For being "the mathlete" his body was almost as perfectly toned as Lucas' she shook her head at the thought of Lucas. She realized he should be the last thing on her mind right now.
She took a soft and slow lick up his abdomen. The guy again sprinkled the wet spot with sugar and right above the line of sugar laid the vodka-filled shot glass. Julian smiled and placed the lime into his mouth. She smiled as she thought of a way to make this a little bit more fun.
She hopped onto the counter and crawled over and on top of him. She softly licked off every grain of sugar beginning at his pants line all the way up to the shot glass. She then grabbed the shot glass with her mouth and drank down every drop of the vodka. While placing the shot glass above Julian's head she dipped back down reaching his lips and sucking on the sour fruit.
Just like Julian, she got rid of the lime and began to kiss him. It was her first real make out in Tree Hill. The crowd cheered. Once Brooke and Julian hopped off of the counter she saw Lucas standing across the kitchen looking at her with an upset face and his arms crossed across his chest. He turned around to face Peyton ignoring Brooke.
She sighed. "Alright now we can dance," she said grabbing his hand and leading him to the dance floor.
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About four body shots and six and a half beers later Brooke was drunk. Her hips swung to the music as she grinded against Julian. The song ended and she sighed.
"You havin fun?" she asked and he laughed.
"What do you think?" he asked sarcastically.
"Good" she said simply "so look I'm gonna go upstairs and use the ladies but ill be right back" she said with a smile.
"Ok" he agreed simply "ill be right here waiting for you" he assured her and she gave him a quick kiss before making her way through the crowd and up the stairs. She opened the master bedroom door and was very surprised to see no one in the bed. She walked into the bathroom and looked at herself in the mirror. Luckily she had a lot of experience with being drunk so she quickly touched up her face.
She placed her lip-gloss into her bag and sighed looking back up into the mirror. She gasped before her heart stopped and she felt like all the air had been sucked right out of her body. There he was again. WHY? Why was she seeing him?! He couldn't possibly be here! She rubbed her eyes softly and turned aroung. Nothing. She sighed and shook her head at the hallucinations.
She walked out of the bathroom and she went to grab the doorknob to let herself out of the master bedroom but she was stopped when a hand grasped her arm. She felt her heart stop yet again. She turned around and slapped the person without even thinking about it.
"Ow! What the fuck Brooke!?" Lucas yelled and looked at her shocked.
She covered her mouth in shock when she realized she just smacked Lucas. "Oh my god!" she said and touched the red mark on his cheek "are you ok?" she asked biting her bottom lip nervous that she would have to explain her automatic reflex. "I am so sorry … I just … I wasn't expecting it and I got all defensive!" she rambled
"I'm fine" he said simply and sighed.
"I really am sorry Lucas" she apologized again and Lucas laughed.
"Am I hearing this right? Is Brooke Davis really apologizing to me?" he asked and she immediately rolled her eyes at him.
"If your gonna get all stupid then goodbye Lucas" she said and headed for the door again. He grabbed her arm again but this time with more force. Her turned her around and kissed her. It was totally unexpected. He let his hand begin with caressing her cheek and he slowly let his hand slide down her arm and then to the small of her back where he pulled her even closer to him. She groaned with pleasure as she felt their bodies squeeze up against each other. It usually took more than this but she felt that ache in between her legs and she knew she had to stop. She pushed him away.
"What The Fuck do you think your doing Lucas?!" she yelled her best but it wasn't much because honestly she wanted this as bad as he did. He rolled his eyes at her.
"You know you like it Brooke, just give in" he said getting closer to her and letting his hot breath glide over Brookes neck. For a second she smiled with pleasure and then her head snapped back into concentration. She pushed him away with an angry face.
"You are with one of my best friends Lucas there is no way in hell you … we can be doing this!" she corrected herself. "Besides you disgust me and I want you far away from me." She said and let her arms cross over her chest in anger.
"Who Peyton? We aren't serious just benefits," he said with a shrug and Brooke huffed.
"Does she know that?" Brooke asked.
"Brooke I am serious right now! No more games … I want you" he said simply and she almost felt like his words had melted her I want you. How long had she wished for someone to say those words … for someone other than her sick father to want her and mean it.
"So…" he said and took a step towards her "just…" he continued and dipped his head down to her neck "give in" he said simply and sucked on her neck softly. She felt the hair on the back of her neck stand up and she felt the shivers go down her spine. She knew what she was doing was wrong but honestly she didn't care anymore. She wanted it and she wanted it bad. She wanted him and so she let herself go and gave in.
She pulled away and pushed him up against the door. She ran her hand to the back of his neck and let her fingers run through his hair as she kissed him. She let one hand slide down to the doorknob and she locked the door. Then she lifted both hands back up to his neck.
She wrapped her arms around his neck as he lifted her up. She wrapped her legs around his waist and he carried her over and sat her on the desk in the corner. She unwrapped her legs and released her mouth for a brief second as she removed his shirt. She immediately pulled him back to her lips. Her hands fell from his neck to his rock hard abs. She smiled in satisfaction as she felt his perfectly toned stomach. She loved the way he felt so soft yet as hard as a rock.
He let her hands roam wherever they wanted. His hands moved down to her legs sitting on the desk, his hand roamed up and down her thigh slowly making their way up to her pants button. He undid the button and the zipper. They both worked and struggled to get the pants off of her. He quickly moved on to her shirt, he lifted it up quickly and they heard a rip. She squealed in anger that he just ripped her shirt and slapped him across the face. He laughed.
He looked at her in amazement. She was even more perfect than he thought. How could someone possibly be so beautiful?
"What?" she asked "what are you looking at?" she asked again curiously. He shook his head and kissed her again. Her hands moved down to his pants. She quickly in a couple seconds undid button, zipper, and dropped his pants to the floor. His hands reached her back and slid down and onto her butt. He removed the soft and lacey underwear quickly.
She moaned as she felt her bare skin on the cold, hard desk. His lips moved away from her lips and kissed her jaw softly and then down to her neck. She closed her eyes and threw her head back in pleasure as he sucked on her neck. He moved down to her chest and kissed the swell of her breast softly. She loved the way his soft lips ran over her skin.
He reached his hand to the small of her back and let it slide up to her bra. Like a true professional he unfastened the bra quickly. He let the bra fall to the floor and he looked down at her. He groaned in pleasure and excitement at the sight of her. She laughed softly before his lips made their way back to her breasts. He opened his mouth and sucked softly on her, he loved the way it felt.
His hands now ran up her leg. Starting from the knee and making their way up to her thighs. One hand softly slid in between her legs and rubbed against her. She felt the ache there get more intense. He softly ran his finger over her and then into her. Her grip on the edge of the desk tightened as he slipped another finger into her. He loved how wet she was.
She moaned in pure pleasure. Her elbows were shaking because of how weak the feeling was making her. With all the strength she had she reached over to his waist and in one swift movement dropped his boxers to the floor.
"Oh god" she said not only cause the feeling he was giving her was amazing but because the sight of him was amazing. "Luke now" she pleaded knowing that she wouldn't be able to hold herself for much longer.
He nodded in agreement understanding the way she felt. He put his hands on her hips and pulled her closer to him. Just like that he…
"Brooke!? Are you in there?" Brooke's eyes looked over to the door and she bit her lip feeling the rush of guilt run over her.
"NO! Its me Lucas!" Luke yelled and Brooke let out a breath in relief that she had been holding since she heard Julian's voice.
"Have you seen Brooke?" he asked and Lucas sighed in frustration.
"No Julian … look I am kind of busy at the moment. Can we talk about this later?" Lucas asked and they heard chuckles on the other side of the door.
"No problem" Julian said and both of them sighed as they heard the footsteps get further.
Brooke pushed Lucas away and hopped off of the desk. She grabbed her panties off of the floor sliding them on as quickly as she could.
"Whoa!? What are you doing?" Lucas asked looking at Brooke with confusion. She glared at him.
"You cant seriously think I am still gonna go through with this can you?" Brooke asked angrily and Lucas chuckled.
"Well yea! Why the hell not?" he asked and Brooke through her hands up in disbelief.
"My date just knocked on the door while we were about to…." She trailed and Lucas sighed.
"I thought we got through this Brooke? Just screw the fucking mathlete and give in!" Lucas argued.
"I would screw him but it seems I am to busy screwing you!" she began to raise her voice. She turned around and picked her bra off of the desk snapping it back on quickly. Lucas just stood there looking at her with disbelief. She looked up at him with a shocked face.
"What are you doing just standing there?! Get you damn clothes on!" she said and threw his boxers at him. He pulled on the boxers and looked up noticing Brooke was fully dressed already. She straightened out her hair and headed for the door.
"Wait just a minute!" he said grabbing her arm. "So now what?!" Lucas asked
"Now nothing! Look we did what we did and its done … and it wont happen again. This was a big mistake Lucas" Brooke said.
"You can say all you want Brooke but we both know its all lies going right through your teeth" Lucas argued. Brooke looked down knowing that he was right, nothing would ever be the same again.
"I guess well just have to wait and see" Brooke said and turned around for the door again.
"Hey!" he called again and she turned back around. "What the hell am I supposed to do about this?" he asked looking down at his erection.
"I don't know … jack it off … or think of Haley naked" Brooke said and with that left the room.
"Ok eww!" he said at the thought.
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Brooke walked over to the bar and grabbed a plastic cup of beer. She took a sip and looked throughout the crowd for Julian. She felt his hands on her hip and she turned around with a smile.
"Hey … I've been looking for you" Brooke said and Julian looked at her surprised.
"I could say the same about you" he confessed and looked her up and down. "What happened to your shirt?" he asked grabbing the torn part.
"Oh well to be honest I was being nosey and going through the Scott's closet and while trying on one item of clothing a hanger caught onto it and ripped it," she said and Julian laughed.
"Figures" he said
"Yeah I was practically having sex with the Mrs. clothes" she said and felt her stomach tie in a knot.
He laughed again "so look Haley is looking for you … I told her you would meet her in the front. She kept talking about not being able to find Lucas … I don't know what's going on but she seemed kind of frustrated." Julian said and Brooke nodded.
"Ill be back" she said and gave him a kiss on the cheek before heading for Haley.
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authors note: well again I am so very sorry for the TOTALLY late update! My neck is actually starting to hurt so I wont be able to do the individual thank yous this chapter but I would really appreciate some review letting me know the thoughts you had for this chapter! Thanks for your patience and again I am so sorry!