SUPRISE! I managed to write another chapter so quick!
I'm soo proud, hehe. just kidding, whatever.
I'm sorry abaout the time it took, it was hard for me to consetrate on writing now that as I said in the aouthors note I have soo much to do. I'm doing my very best, and I promise that I'll atleast update once in a month,
hopefully a lot fatser. TheaWilhelmine- I LOVE YOU! you're the best ever, and this story would suck without you! see yah at friday!
Chapter 5, damn, that bell.
That was and would always be the last time I saw Jacob Black.
At least I hoped so. Billy decided to send him to Norway to isolate him from his friends here.
Norway's was this country at the other side of the planet almost. And I was glad he was going to be so far away. It made me feel like I could finally relax, but I still missed the old him so much. I'd spent two days at home instead of going to school; afraid of what people would think about my bruises and marks. The time alone had inspired me to write another song. Breathe (AN: by a certain artist I LOVE Taylor Swift, what a big surprise) it was about how much I missed him, the old him. And how hard it was for me to let him go.
I see your face in my mind as I drive away
'Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way
People are people and sometimes we change our minds
But it's killing me to see you go after all this time
Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm
Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm
Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie
It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see
'Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down
Now I don't know what to be without you around
And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand
And I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to
Never wanted this, never want to see you hurt
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve
People are people and sometimes it doesn't work out
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out
And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand
And I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to
It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know it's not easy, easy for me
It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know this ain't easy, easy for me
And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me, oh
I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I was going to school today. Charlie made me go. After the almost rape, Edward had promised me that we wouldn't tell anybody about it. No matter what happened I would not tell anyone. Not even my best friends because I knew they would blame me and make me the "bad" guy.
All the makeup in the world wouldn't be enough to hide all of my bruises. So I knew people would see them. When I got to school I saw Edward standing by his brother's car. I walked over to him and said "Hi".
"You're back." He smiled. "How are you?"
"Better, but I sure wish my bruises would disappear." I sighed.
We walked together to my first class.
"You know everyone is staring at us." I said.
"Not him, he's just looking." Edward joked.
I smiled amused, what a genius, he made my day before it really started.
"Bella! You're back! Where have you been?" Jessica came running towards me. "Oh My God!" she said as she saw my face. "What did you do to your face?? It look's like you've ran into a brick wall or something. What happened?" she asked.
"I don't want to talk about." I said.
"Do not tell me Bella Swan is afraid of what people would think of her. Oh god. No fucking way! And you're all over Cullen! I saw you walking in here together. DID HE DO THIS TO YOU!???" she blurted out.
"NO" I cried out. "I said I don't want to talk about it!" Damn, did she have to be such a control freak? "Well if you're not telling me I'm going to make sure you'll regret it!" she sneered.
And that's just what she did. When I walked to lunch later that day, I noticed how everyone was looking ugly and bitchy at me. There was one table that didn't backstab me: the Cullen's.
Edward waved to me, and I walked over to his table and sat down.
"Hi I'm Alice." Alice was a tiny girl with spiky dark hair, beautiful eyes, and clothes that looked like she had stolen from a celebrity's closet. Beside her was a boy with honey blond curls, cute face and he was hot! At the other side of the table was two persons, one of them a tall beautiful girl with blond hair, she was probably the most gorgeous girl I'd ever seen.
Beside her a big, tall, muscular, and actually pretty boy sat. So this was the Cullen's and Hale's.
"Hi" I smiled back at her.
"Do you know what Jess has said about me?" I asked Edward, but it was the big guy who answered. "Yeah, she says you have been away from school because you've been busy with banging this thirty year old guy." He laughed. "I know you didn't do that because Eddie-boy over here says he wouldn't let you do that." He smirked, and leaned over the table to whisper to me "I think he is kind of obsessed with you." Aw how cute.
"Way to go Em." Edward murmured sourly. His face had a shade of red all over. And I could se the embarrassment in his eyes.
I raised an eyebrow at him. "Eddie-boy?" What a nickname.
"Emmett's my brother and his hobby is to make fun of me." He laughed, smiling a wonderful crocked smile.
When lunch was over we walked to class together, Edward and I.
"Did your brother tell the truth when he said that you were obsessed with me?" I asked him, looking down; afraid of meeting his gaze.
"Don't think I'm a stalker or something, but yeah." he said. "Do you want to know what I thought the first time I saw you?" I asked.
I looked up, meeting his eyes. Feeling like I was looking right into his soul. He nodded and smiled. " I though you were a Greek god, you are the most gorgeous guy I've ever seen. And then you're not only hot, but you're smart and talented and you saved me." I said.
"I didn't see you before I heard your voice. I though somebody had left the radio on, when I heard the most amazing and silky voice ever. And then I met you and you were and are beautiful, and we sang together and fitted so perfectly with our voices. How can I not be obsessed with you?" he asked. He leaned closer to me, as I was about to reach up and kiss him, the second bell rang. "Damn it! We're going to be late for biology." I said, took his hand in mine and made him run with me to class.
Ohh, close huh?
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