Title: the secret after i left
Anime/manga: Gakuen Alice
Genre: romance & hurt
Rated: T just in case
Pairs: NxM & RxH
Disclamier: You know the drill
Made by: Amu
sorry for the bad grammer
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this story just came to me, hope you'll like it
summary: just read and rewive
Chapter 3: i am what and suffering
Previous chapter: "i should move on and try to find another" said Mikan too herself
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Ruka's POV
I was lying on my bed trying to get some sleep but it's impossible since Hotaru left together with Mikan 1 month ago, i can't stop thinking about her.
"Natsume..you big jerk! how the hell could you cheat on Mikan like that?! and now Hotaru's gone thanks to him! do i really want to be his best friend after what he did to Mikan and me?"
"who knows?"
"who are you?"
"ba--ka, i'm your conscience"
"oh"
"are you still his best friend of what he did to Mikan and you?" asked my conscience
"i don't know, Hotaru said that Mikan was really broken hearted after that and that she is leaving the academy and Hotaru wanted to be there for her"
"That's true friendship, man. Hotaru cares for Mikan that much as you do or do you" asked my conscience with a smirk
"Of course i care about Mikan! i may have been dumped by her but i still care for her"
"Good, so what about Natsume? he hurt you, didn't he?"
"he did...a best friend doesn't cheat on his girlfriend or ignoring his best friend for a month"
"Whatever..i'm going, good luck with you problem" then he left
"What am i going to do?" later i made my choice, i saw Natsume lying on the Sakura tree as he always does.
"Natsume we got to talk" i said
"...what do you want to talk about then..." he said but didn't look at me
"I don't want to be your best friend anymore" i said coldy
"Wh-what?" Natsume looked up
NORMAL POV...
"You heard me! i'm not you friend anymore"
"Why?" asked a shocked Natsume
"Why?! you cheated on Mikan with that new student! you ignored me after Mikan left! and because of what you did now Hotaru is gone! it's your fault! our friendship is over, forever!" Ruka ran after what he said and leaved a very hurt Natsume
"now you lost Ruka too because of that mistake with that bich (a/n sorry for the bad words)"
"it wasn't suppose to end like this" i said, my eyes where coverd by my bangs
"hmph! it's your fault and what do you think her friends would do when they heard what you did that made Mikan leave the academy?"
"..."
"asshole, i'm outta here" my conscience
Natsume knows he deserve this but still he felt guilt, regret and pain of losing his love and his best friend.
Next day when he enter the classroom not many greeted him, MIkan and Hotarus fanboys gave him deathglares and same way to some of their friends, Ruka ignored him as Natsume hide his eyes under his bangs he sat down and start reading his manga but couldn't concentrate because his thought was about a certain brunette he loves. in the past month everybody ignored him or glared at him,Natsume sufferd from that and Persona gave him a punishment for a misson.
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Kyoto...after 2 months
"uhh,..i feel sick..oh god, i'm gonna throw up!" Mikan ran too the bathroom and throw up as Hotaru notice it and ran to Mikan
"Are you okay Mikan?" her eyes showed that she was worried but her face showed no emotions.
"Now i am..i have been feeling weird in one or two months, i don't know why"
Hotaru was quiet for a moment and took mikans pulse
"hmm..you should go to the hospital"
"am i gonna die?! nooo! i don't wan--OUCHH!!" she got hit by Hotarus baka gun
"You are not gonna die, baka, just talk to a doctor"
"O-okay, i will and..will go go with me? onegaii" she used the puppy eyes that noone can resiste, even Hotaru couldn't
"...okay.."
"YAAY!" she jumped up and down
At the hospital...
"Sakura Mikan-san?" called a nurse
"Hai" she and Hotaru followed the nurse to a room
"just wait here and Takanaka-san will come" said the nurse and smiled
"Sure" they two girls said at the same time
a few minutes later the door opened and revealed a very beautiful woman with a smile on her face
"You must to be Sakura Mikan-san?" she asked nicely
"Yes, i am" bowed Mikan
"then let's have look at you" she began
"Have you been feeling weird?"
"Yes, i am throwing up once in a while, most in the morning and my period didn't come after 2 weeks."
"I see..did you have sex recently?" Mikan blushed
"y-yes" she looked down
"how long have i been since you did it?" She asked looking at Mikan
"umm..two monts ago, i think" she blushed more and more of talking about her what she did with Natsume two months ago
"so you mean i am..." Mikan started
"Pregnant, yeah, it's the symptom that means your pregnant and i understand that you are embarresst that i asked if you have done it." the doctor smiled
"..."
Hotaru looked at the quiet Mikan "are you okay?"
"S-so i am..PREGNANT! OH MY GOD" she got panic
"Calm down Mikan" Hotaru calmed her down but Mikan was still shoocked that she was pregnant..with Natsumes baby
Home again
Mikan was sitting in the couch looking at tv with her hand on her stomach
"It's bad that you are pregnant Mikan" sigh Hotaru, sat next to Mikan
"Why? is there something wrong with it?" asked Mikan teary eyed
"It's not that: now i can't shoot you with my baka un coz if i do then i harm the baby which i don't want" Hotaru said with a disappointed tone
Mikan just sweatdropped at her number one best friend Imai Hotaru
"But..are you gonna tell Hyuuga if you meet him? that your pregnant with his child?"
Mikan had never thought of that so she was quiet before she answerd "i don't know, but he deserve to know but i don''t want to meet him after what he did to me!" tears where flowing out of her eyes only thinking of what she saw
"Mikan, don't cry it's bad for the baby"comforted Hotaru Mikan
"I-i know but i can't forget that he kissed her, the picture of them wont disappear" sure, the tears stopped but the pain in her heart is not disappearing.
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At Natsumes room
"I miss you Mikan" mumbled Natsume thinking of Mikan again, he regrets very much that he cheated on her but he can't do anything now. Not until he graduate, then he can search for her and say srry for the pain he have caused.
it's been two months and almost three now and the students is still furious at him for being the cause of Mikans and Hotarus leaving,but Natsume didn't regret that he gave her his virginity, he was really happy when they made love and he would give anything to bring her back to him. Sometimes he had thought about the future when they get out of this prison; they would move to Kyoto or someplace else, also he would ask her too marry him and she later would became the mother of his and Mikans child or children. That is a good future for him and of course he would take job as an artist so they would have a good life.
It is two years left before he can leave this place and not do this missions anymore. But he knows that Ruka is thinking the same way about Hotaru.
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It became darker on the nightsky and we are seeing Mikan and Hotaru sitting outside, looking at the stars, Mikan holding her hand on her stomach comforting her unborn child.
"What are you going to name you child?" Ask Hotaru suddenly looking at the shining stars
"Hmm..if it's a girl it would be Asuka, if it's a boy it would be Kaito or Akira..is it bad names?"
"No, it's cute names" still looking at the stars Hotaru smiled for herself hoping that one day she maybe became a mother of her own children
"You miss him..don't you?"
"Eh? who would i miss" Hotaru knows who Mikan is talking about
"Ruka-pyon of course! i know you love him Hotaru, it's so obvious" smiled Mikan
"..okay, i miss him, so what?" Mikan only smiled at her best friend, she knows that Ruka-pyon is better with Hotaru and that they love eachother but hasn't told each other yet.
"You love Natsume, even if he kissed that bitch"
"...yeah but i'm still hurt but i can't stop loving him, what am i suppose to do, Hotaruuu?" whined Mikan tugging Hotarus t-shirt
"Stop whining like a crybaby, baka" she hit hit Mikans head
"itaiii Hotaruu! you meanie!" cried Mikan animestyle
The two girls looked later up the dark sky where all the stars where, shining on them.
Continuing on chapter 4
give me rewievs!! hope you liket it i will upload as soon as i can, what do you think would happen? you have to wait and see in the next chappie, ja ne!!