Title: the secret after i left
Anime/manga: Gakuen Alice
Genre: romance & hurt
Rated: T just in case
Pairs: NxM & RxH
Disclamier: You know the drill
Made by: Amu
sorry for the bad grammer
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this story just came to me, hope you'll like it
summary: just read and rewive
Chapter 5: we meet again
previous chapter: "No way..is it..Natsume? he has the same crimson eyes, raven hair and that cold expression..why?" Mikan snapped out of her thoughts and took a deep breath "Natsume..is that you?"
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Normal POV
"Natsume..is that you?" asked a wide eyed Mikan
"Yeah..it's me" Natsume was stunned of how his Mikan has change soo much in only 4 years, so beautiful she has become
"..then leave" Natsume widened his eyes
"Wh-what?! no, i wont" it's already decided now that Natsume isn't going to loose her again, he can understand her anger towards him but leave her, no way he would do that
"Just go! i don't want to see you anymore since you broke my heart 4 years ago" she didn't scream or shouted but her eyes where filled with anger towards the guy that broke her heart
"Please..Mikan" he begged (a/n Natsume begged, that's new)
"No, it's already over..my letter told you that"
Then a smirk crept on his handsome face "You liked when we made love, didn't you polka?" Mikan's jaw dropped
"N-no, of course i didn't and my name isn't polka, stupid insensitive jerk!"
"I know you did..i mean, i loved it and what you did that night" her face was tomato red by now
"Shut up! but that doesn't change the fact that you cheated on me with that girl!" she was almost shouting now, Natsume was about to say something when..
"Mama, i want to go home" begged Asuka, her 4-year old daughter
"M-mama?" Natsume couln't belive what he heard from that girl, was mikan mother to that child? who is the father? where is he? many quiestions was in his mind that made him almost crazy but he kept his facade
"Y-yes, she is my daughter..so introduce yourself that mama taught you" smiled Mikan gently to her daughter
"Ah..i'm Asuka Sakura, i am 4 years old and has the..the.."
"the healing and fire alice, sweety"
".the healing and the fire alice" Asuka bowed with a smile
"i see..Mikan, i want to talk to you later" he hoped she will answer yes when her daughter with her "No i won't, find another woman instead of me so leave me alone." Mikan glared and took Asukas hand and disappeard
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With Ruka...
"Hope Mikan will forgive Natsume, he really regrets what he did.." Ruka was lost in thoughts until he bumped into someone so before the person felled to the ground he grabbed that persons wrist
"Are you okay?" he asked
"Yes, i'm fine" answerd a cold female voice as they looked up and saw the least person they expected
"Ho-hotaru!" screamed Ruka
"Ru-ruka!" screamed Hotaru and blushed a bit of seeing how handsome he has become and the same to ruka
"What are you doing here Ruka?" asked Hotaru as they walked
"Well, the reason for that is that i wanted to see you again and Natsume want to see Mikan again" Hotaru's eyes darken of hearing Natsumes name
"He is not going to see Mikan" threaten Hotaru Ruka with dark eyes
"He has the right to see her and he wants to apologize for cheating on her 4 years ago..let him--"
"NO! i can't let Mikan get hurt again and now she has a daughte--" Hotaru widened her eyes realising what she said
"M-mikan has a-a daughter? who's the--no it can't be" Rka waspale of hearing the big news
"Yes, Hyuuga is the father of Mikan's daughter...i can let you see her if you want but don't tell Hyuuga a single thing about this, got it?" glared Hotaru coldly
"O-okay, i wont" a scared Ruka answerd
"Then let's go, i bet you is going to like her" smiled Hotaru cutely, Ruka blushed 10 shades of red
"I-i-i guess" Ruka looked away not wanting to show Hotaru that he is blushing
At Mikans and Hotarus house...
Ruka looked amused at the house his Hotaru lives in "Do you really live here?"
"Yeah, let's go inside" he followed her into the big house
Hotaru told him to wait in the living room because Mikan and her daughter is coming and she wanted this to be a suprise but Ruka stopped her
"Hey, they are--" she was cut off by Ruka
"I know, but i has something to say before they come" A blushing Ruka said seriously
"..." Hotaru as well blushed
"I...i.i lo--"
"Tadaima!" they heard a cheerful voice that was very familiar
Ruka let go of Hotarus wrist and tried to get rid of his blush and it did as he saw two girls coming into the living room
"Ohayou Hotaru! have you missed me" she tried hugging her best friend but failed, she got hit by the baka gun instead
"Iiitaiii, Hotaru you meanie!" cried Mikan animestyle
"Mama, you know you can't hug Hotaru-nee" said Asuka
"It has been awhile, Mikan" said a smiling Ruka
"Ru-ruka-pyon?!" she hugged him as he hugged back
"Mama, who is that?" asked Asuka shyly
Ruka looked at Asuka and noticed how she and Natsume are alike, she is really his son
"Oh, gomen Asuka. This is Nogi Ruka a classmate from my old school he has the Animal Pheromone alice and i call him Ruka-pyon (Ruka blushed at the nickname) and Ruka-pyon this is my daughter Asuka, she is 4 and has the healing and Fire alice"
"just like Natsume" Mikan looked at him and become quiet, Ruka realised "gomene Mikan"
"It's nothing"
"Who is Natsume, mama?" asked Asuka innocently while tugged her mama's dress
"..nobody..." she went away with tears in her eyes too her room
BAKA BAKA
"Now looked what you did!"
"i know but they have to made up what happen"
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With Natsume...
Natsume was at a bar drinking beer, thinking of Mikan
flasback
"..then leave" Natsume widened his eyes
"Wh-what?! no, i wont" it's already decided now that Natsume isn't going to loose her again, he can understand her anger towards him but leave her, no way he would do that
"Just go! i don't want to see you anymore since you broke my heart 4 years ago" she didn't scream or shouted but her eyes where filled with anger towards the guy that broke her heart
"Please..Mikan" he begged (a/n Natsume begged, that's new)
"No, it's already over..my letter told you that"
end of flasback
It was his second glass now, he tried to apologize but it didn't work but that little girl called her 'mama' can she has another guy with that little kid but she was a lot like him but it has to be another guy that looked like him
"Hey, what's the matter?" asked a bartender
"The one i love won't accept that i apologizet too her" looked Natsume at the bartender with sad eyes
"Oh, that's sad..what have you done then?"
"..i cheated on her 4 years ago and then i really regret it and now i searched for her and wanted to apologize" He drank the beer
"..I see, that takes time to accept and i'm sure if you tell her that you are really sorry and that you love her then she will accept but that can take time" said the bartender with a little smile
"I hope soo.." then his cellphone rang so he picked it up from his pocket
"moshi moshi, Natsume des" he answerd
"Yo Natsume" said Ruka
"Yo man, sup?"
"Great! i've met Hotaru now and Mikan too"
"You met Mikan!" he went out of the bar
"Yeah and she seem upset when i named your name..sorry but she is still upset ovet 'that'"
"..I see.."his eyes covered by his bangs
"Don't worry, man. If you talk to her in person and say that you are really sorry and regret what you did, she maybe will accept it" Ruka looked at Asuka playing with Hotaru with a little smile on his handsome face
"I hope she will...i really love her Ruka" A tear slid down his cheek
"I know you do..i can make her meet you tomorrow since i will spend the night at her and Hotaru's house" a faint blush appeard on his face
"Thanks man and you are gonna sleep in her bed, i guess" smirked Natsume
"What are you saying, baka?! of course not!"
"Cool down, Ruka i was kidding" laughed Natsume
"Just talk to her tomorrow, Natsume. i'm sure it will be okay" Ruka smiled
"Okay, see ya later" he hang up and couldn'r wait until tomorrow
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The next day...
Mikan was angry and nervous on meeting Natsume again, she recalled what Ruka told her last night
flasback
"Mikan"
"Hai, nani Ruka-pyon" she innocently
"I want you to do a favour for me and i don't take 'no' for an answer" said Ruka seriously
"O-okay" Mikan wondered what he wanted her to do
" i want you to meet Natsume tomorrow at the park"
"No! you know my reasons for not seeing him" she just wanted him out of her life forever
"I said that i don't take 'no' for an answer, just do it and say to Natsume about Asuka-chan, that she is his daughter because he has the right too know" Ruka was patting his usagi gently
"...okay, i will" she looked at him
"Great! but i want you to listen to him and not running away, scold him or whatever, he wants to explain"
"...okay"
end of flasback
Mikan was now waiting for Natsume to come. five minutes later she saw a raven-haired man coming towards her.
"Mikan..you came" he looked at her with no emotions but his was showing emotions
"Ruka-pyon told me too come so explain then" she looked at him and felt her own heart was pounding
"Okay..i regret that i cheated on you and i didn't know how much i love you until it was too late" his eyes was now covored by his bangs
"Natsume.." she muttered quietly
"I want you too know that i was hapy that night we made love and i still love you and always do, please belive me Mikan. I really love you..do you still love me?" he now looked at her
"Natsume.." her eyes where watery of what he said, she wanted to hug and kiss him but still she felt betrayed what happend
He looked at her that showing that he telled was true, Natsume hugged her closely as Mikans eyes widened and started too cry, hugging him back "Natsume.." cried Mikan
"Schhh, it's alright" he gave her a small rare smile
"..Natsume..theres something i got to tell you..." she was ready too tell him the big news
"What?"
"Umm..you remembered the night we had 4 years ago..i was..."
Continuing on chapter 6
haha a cliffhanger! you have too wait when Mikan finally going to tell Natsume about Asuka
Ja ne, don't forget to rewiev minna-san