Chapter 15- Spock
Ok guys before we start this chap. If you have the time please go to YouTube or hulu and watch Amok Time when Spock is going through Pon Farr. He damn there hijacks the Enterprise, he does through soup at Chapel and he killed Jim (Or so he thought). Thanks for the reviews. Here goes.
I inhaled deeply as morning crept through the windows of our highly damaged shuttle. I laid there on the small bed of the shuttle craft with my mate beside me. Her leg between mine, I lay on my back and she on her side. Her head rest against my extended arm her face in the crock of my neck. Her breast rested against the side of my chest. As she began to awake her leg extended rubbing against me and I released a low primal growl. Her foot tickled my own and her hand slowly raked across my chest. We were covered only by her robe on our lower extremities. Her eyes slowly fluttered open and I greeted her with a smile.
"Good morning." I said softly. I planted a small kiss on her forehead.
"Good morning." She responded with a smile.
Relief washed over me. After my actions I was afraid of her reaction of waking next to me.
"I must apologize for my actions Nyota. I realize that the nerve pinch might have seemed uncalled for to you, however I need to be with my mate during this time and you are still my mate." I said softly hoping not to upset her.
"Well I haven't made life easy on you for the last few months. I realize you did what you had to on the Romulan ship…" She began but I put my finger on her lips to stop her. "Spock I have to say this. She doesn't matter anymore. What happened over there it doesn't matter anymore. Now it's time for me to ask your forgiveness." She continued.
"No forgiveness from me is necessary. You felt betrayed and I understand. I will never allow anyone to come between us again." I said with my hand on her chin.
"Neither will I. I need you to promise me that if something is wrong you'll tell me." She said with sadness in her voice.
"I promise." I replied.
She propped herself on her elbow as she spoke exposing full view of her breast. Her face hovered over mine and I stared into her eyes. I brushed the back of my hand gently against the soft skin of her face.
"There are so many layers to you. You remind me of an onion." She said with a smile.
"An onion?" I questioned confused.
"Well yes. There are so many layers to an onion that sometimes it feels like you'll never reach the core. You my love have just as many layers."
I thought about her comment for a moment.
"I understand. I don't believe that even I know all of the layers. I suppose I will always be in a constant struggle with myself." I answered.
"I strapped myself in for the ride of exploration with you a long time ago." She said with a smile.
Her lips softly landed on mine. Our mouths commenced in a dance that had been ours since our first kiss. Now years later it still affects me the way it had the first time. I knotted one of my hands in her hair and wrapped the other around her waist pulling her down onto me.
"Nyota this week will be dangerous for you." I said as I pulled away from the kiss.
"Spock I understand. I'm not afraid. I love you. But I think we should get started on the repairs so we can get off this planet and get to Vulcan to see our babies."
She kissed me again and smiled against my lips.
"I believe that repairs can wait a few more hours." I replied as I ran a hand down her back.
"Yes commander it can." She answered with a smile against my lips.
"Nyota Amanda and Grayson are no longer babies." I stated and she looked at me with a smile.
"If they were two hundred years old they would still be my babies." She laughed at her statement and commenced her previous actions of kissing and fondling me.
Day 3
We have managed to send out a rescue beacon and Nyota in her communication genius managed to get a message out to the Enterprise. It took her two days to fix the communications board on the shuttle. I awoke with empty arms. I am not surprised but still unsettled. My mind is clear now suggesting that I am no longer in the throws of Pon Farr. I saw her from the window out on the hill.
She was clad in nothing but her robe. Her hair blew back and forth by the wind. I dressed in my cotton pajama pants and a t-shirt. I didn't bother for shoes or socks as she had none on either. I took a blanket along with me.
The planet we landed on has a primitive species still tribal much like Neanderthals on earth. The side Nyota and I inhabited at the moment was deserted. Slowly I walked up behind her wrapping her in the blanket and my arms. Her body tensed to my touch and I dropped my arms leaving her wrapped in the blanket. I turned to leave.
"Spock. Spock wait." She said softly. "I'm sorry babe wait." She continued facing me.
I shuddered as the marks on her neck, arms and legs became visible to me. Gently I placed my hand on her neck my fingers fit the marks perfectly. I pulled my hand back in horror.
"I should leave you." I said softly as I held my hands together.
Gently she placed her hand on my face. She bit her bottom lip a sign she was thinking.
"Spock. I'm ok. I'm not made of glass." She said with a soft smile.
Gently my hands came to rest on her neck again. She saw the guilt and sadness in my eyes.
"Spock I love you. It's ok." She whispered with both her hands on my face.
I lowered my forehead to meet hers. This touch to me meant as much as any Vulcan touch. This touch was always a great comfort to me.
"How could you love me? I am a monster for doing this to you." I whispered as I ran my hand gently over her bruised arm.
"Spock in all the time that we've know each and been together you have never physically hurt me. It only happened now because…" She paused and smiled softly.
"You're in a stage that comes natural to your people. I told you that I understand and you warned me that there may be violence. I will not erase all the moments when you've touched me so gently." She said with her lips brushing against mine.
"You should want me as far away from you as possible." I replied.
"Spock all you did was apply more pressure to my limbs than you normally do. I don't have a black eye or busted lip. You lost control Spock and its ok to lose control sometimes. It would seem though that in another seven years you will lose control again and I will be there beside, underneath, or on top of you." She said with laughter.
"Nyota you're joking?" I questioned wondering why she would laugh at a situation like this.
"Yes Spock I am. Look you're not human. Actually I found your loss of control quite exhilarating and the fact that we're alone made it even better." She said with a smile.
"I could have broken one of your bones." I countered.
"But you didn't. Spock a million things could have happened that didn't. Really it's just some light bruising. Stop feeling guilty for something that is happening to you naturally. Its not like you got drunk or angry and came home beating on me." She answered with still a loving smile.
"Nyota please do not make excuses for me." I pleaded looking deep into her eyes.
"I promise Spock I'm not making excuses. We're bonded mates remember. I know now more than ever that our love is strong enough to withstand my stupidity, jealousy and all the other human emotions that I go through. We've spent too many months apart already don't separate us again because you feel guilty." She said with a smile and her hands on my face.
I placed my hands on her wrist and moved them from my face. I turned to walk away when I felt her hand in mine. I stopped in my tracks. I closed my eyes to her touch and the brisk wind blowing by us. Our fingers intertwined. Her thumb created small circles in the middle of my palm a move she has not done for some years.
At first it was small delicate circles in my palm then the circles became wider and slightly faster until she reached the point where the fingers meet the hand. Her ministrations sent electricity surging through my body. I turned to face her never breaking the hold she had on my hand.
I placed my free hand on her cheek. She rubbed her face against my hand.
"I love you Spock. I always have and I always will." She said with softness and love that only she could display.
"Nyota there's always only you." I answered in a whisper.
I placed two fingers under her chin and brought her face up to meet mine. Our tongues once again preformed the dance that was ours alone.
"Nyota become my wife once more." I whispered against her lips.
"Of course. Thank you for having me." She replied with her own smile against my lips.
"There is no one else who could be my wife." I answered brushing her lips with my tongue.
She jumped into my arms wrapping her legs around my waist. She rained kisses on my lips and face.
"Spock take me right here under the stars." She said breathless.
I had no reply outside of the urgency I was feeling at the moment.
"Spock I love you. I need you inside of me." Her urgency was surprising.
Not one to waste time I did as commanded. I pulled my pants down and suckled on her neck. Her wetness dripped onto my hardness. I captured her lips with mine again. I slid into her with ease and she grasped my shoulders with her nails. She threw herself up and down on me making it increasingly hard for me to maintain balance.
"Spock." She shouted as her release came. Her teeth dug into my skin breaking it.
I rewarded her with a growl from my chest. I wanted to have our interaction extended however my mate had other ideas. She continued to torture me causing her butt to bounce against me every time she landed. Her release came again and I could not contain mine any longer. I screamed her name as overwhelming pleasure hit me. I held her close to me waiting for our bodies to cease their spasms.
"Do you wish to go back to the ship?" I questioned in a whisper against her neck.
"No." She answered shocking me.
"Nyota."
"Spock this is like a second honeymoon for us. We're completely alone I want to enjoy it. I saw a waterfall not to far from here."
"Nyota the temperature is dropping rapidly we should be inside. The Enterprise is still four days away we will enjoy this waterfall of yours." I breathed against her lips.
"Ok commander. We will hold off on the waterfall. For now." She smiled and I carried her back to the shuttle never dislodging myself from her.
During the walk from the hill to the shuttle her body went limp against me. I laid her down and lay down behind her. I wrapped my arms around her tightly and she curled into me. The completion I used to feel when I was with her had returned because she had returned.
"Spock." She said sleepily.
"Yes my love."
"I've got to say that I love Pon Farr."
"Nyota I am no longer in the throws of Pon Farr. The next four days are going to be you and I completely." I answered kissing the back of her neck.
"I know that I'm going to get pregnant again. So do you think that maybe you can have a conversation with your super sperm swimmers and tell them only one baby this time." She laughed and I did as well.
"I will meditate on that my love. But it may already be too late."
"Knowing your sperm the way I do it more than likely is too late." She laughed again and I responded with a kiss.
Her hand landed on mine and our fingers hooked together. She dragged our hands to her abdomen. The abdomen from which all of my children have and will come from.
"I want another girl." She said breaking the silence.
"I am not sure that Amanda will like that very much." I answered.
"Amanda will get over it. She has you wrapped around her finger that is never going to change."
"No I do not suppose it will. I must admit that I am excited to see them." I admitted still laying kisses on her neck.
"I already knew that. Just a few days and I will be holding my babies again." She whispered.
I kissed her again and she drifted to sleep. I watched her for a few moments longer and soon sleep claimed me.