"Love is always a good thing no matter how much it hurts. Even after it's over, even through the pain, anyone who has ever really loved will tell you that they never regretted a second of it, no matter how much it hurt in the end. And if you tell me differently, I will tell you that you were not truly in love." ~April Nizlek
warning-Rated M for a reason
Chapter 2-"About three things"-
Chicago 1917
About three things I was absolutely sure of, one given into Anna wasn't very hard at all, two, I do not care that it was against all I believed in and third I don't regret doing it one bit.
"Anna" I moaned into her mouth. It was wrong, I knew that much, but I couldn't make my body stop. We were on her bed fully clothed, but with her, I didn't know if that would stay like that. She was engaged to another man, and it was wrong to of me to even kiss here, like I am now, but I couldn't stop, nor did I want to.
She took the lead, unraveling her arms from around my neck and unbuttoning my buttoned up shirt, that I knew should stay that way, but what was right and what was wrong, didn't travel the same lines tonight with me and her.
All I knew was what was right was the feeling I got when I was with her, everyday, and that made me know, now, that doing this, was right.
"I love you" she said, as my shirt hit the floor of her room. I was just glad the door was locked for what we were about to do.
Some how, instinct took over me and I brought her back into the kiss and my arms around her waist, I untied her dress, like I did it all the time.
"Piano hands" Anna said to my lips. She was right on one account, I did play piano.
Her dress slipped out of my hands onto the floor, only to join my shirt.
I unzipped her corset, and instinct took over me and I massaged her breast.
She moaned, I hope no one heard her.
She moved her hands down my chest, to my pants, unbuttoned and unzipped them and moments later they fell to the floor.
Soon, we were both with out any clothes, I lay on top of her, balancing myself, and looking deep into her eyes. Unsure, if she really wants to go through with these, if she feels she's betraying her fiance, of whom she feels nothing towards. In that sense, I feel lucky, even if they get married, which they will do to it being arranged, he would never get this close to her.
The truth comes out of my mouth before Im capable of stopping it. "I love you."
She smiles, "that's why were here" she says.
I flow into her easy, effortlessly, but I noticed her pained expression.
"Your so tight"
She chuckles.
I truly didn't regret it, because in my heart, where I felt all those feelings, I know, that she caused them.
"I love you" I whisper again, as she and I, both drift off to sleep.
How much, I wish, to sleep now, when bella and I are on our hotel bed in the same city as I lived so many years ago. I wish I could complain, that Im to tired to do what she wants me to do, but I cant.
All through the night, instead of bella in the mind, I see Anna, the one I will that truly owns my heart, even after I gave it to bella.
About 1 thing I was truly positive. Im in love with a died girl and even worse, I was cheating on her, with my own wife.
A.N-sorry it didn't really have all the distributive details. Im a girl, so its hard writing this type of scene in a guy's perspective. Review and PM me on your thoughts.