" When love is lost, do not bow your head in sadness; instead keep your head up high and gaze into heaven for that is where your broken heart has been sent to heal."
Chapter 6- "heaven"
I tried to find the reason inside my heart 'if I have one' as to why I should continue this facade of misery 'for me.'
They were actually trying to torture explanations out of me.
The
strange behavior at the cemetery....The
Alice goes from 110 to 0 in seconds to give me a cold glare 'from their perspective' but to me it was mentally being yelled at. Thats why I sometimes wished I was unable to read minds, but it has become apart of me, just as much as bella has been.'And that is the reason, why they and her CANT know'
and that was my plan, until, that is, Alice opened her big mouth.
She said all of the vision and speaking the words 'cheater' and to my mistake growling at the word she used to describe her. 'Slut'
I prayed to heaven- to god 'if there is one' for some sort of save, but I really knew all I really needed was her, anna-my one true love, no matter how many times I told myself to move on- she'll never come back, that it wasn't real love, but it was-I knew it.
They all held me down, knowing I planed for escape- thanks to one physic vampire named alice!
But I had to get out of here, this hotel, this suffocation of thoughts being yelled at me, some sad, some mad, some indifferent 'rosalie'.
I don't know how I did so but I moved myself from them and ran- without knowing consciously knowing where I was going- just running for the need to escape.
I found myself at a place so different, yet so familiar. My feet moved on their own, sure of where they were going- I was not so lucky, to not being clued in.
I arrived in the middle of a busy fair, twilight just setting behind the buildings and turning lights surrounding me in a trance as I moved forward into the busy dance floor. I didn't know what I was here, it was like gravity pulled me in-and that's when my eyes landed on her. Words couldn't describe what I felt in that moment and when she turned her focus to me and our eyes meet, golden on blue, blue on golden, I could have sworn I heard my heart beat. Fast.
She had eyes of dark blue, deep as the ocean's and wild as the waves and pulling me in like the tide.
And within seconds we were entwined and untwined dancing, never blinking from each others gaze.
Heat radiated from her and just made me come closer. Each touch was fuel, fueling the fire.
And that fire was still there, that unbelievable spark, that turned to fireworks and I recognized that surreal touch that I haven't felt in so long. I had always felt it with her, from the first moment to the last, but because we met at such a young age, I thought that was just-normal and it was for her and I. We occasionally touched just to feel it, both naive to what it really meant and what I knew it was know and according to her mind she as well knew-love. One simply word. In the present of the 21rst century so easily spoken and miss used but being raised in the time I did, knew it was more deep then that. A feeling so easily felt-with the right person, and that person-for me, was her. Anna, a love I thought I lost.
There are many kinds of loves, ones that are broken, healed, and ones that are endless.
And I knew when our lips collided with each others that our love was the endless kind, that can survive time itself.
In the heat of passion, I couldn't care who saw, who was hurt in that turning of the lights and I knew that my fair girl was never that far away after all, like a guardian angel from my own personal heaven- she was always there.
AN: I think this is the best chapter I ever wrote for this story and I hope you review and pm me on your thoughts. Im sorry I haven't updated in along time(I had no access to a computer!) But Im back and I hope you like my updates=]
*important*
Im gonna put up a poll if you want me to continue this story(want to see how the cullens react to anna(if its anna), or do you want them to have this 'happy' ending?) Though in my opinion, I think theres a lot of problems left unsolved so please vote for me to continue(Im just not going to waste my time though, and write, if you guys don't like the story and don't want me to continue...)
And I also like to thank all the people who have supported me, reviewed, Pmed, and what not, thanks SO much!
~ashley