Ginny woke up with such a pain in her head she wished she never woke up. She moaned as she put her hands on her face.

"Thats what happens when you drink too much. Ron didn't take you to the girls dorm, so he left you in the common room." Harry said, kinda angry.

Ginny got startled by this, but did notice the anger in his voice. "Harry...what happened last night?" Ginny managed to say through her pain.

He looked at her. "I'd rather not say." he said as he was remembering the memories which brought a such an angry look on him.

Ginny had no idea what happened, the last part she remembered was when she saw Ron and Hermione, but the rest were a blur.. "Harry, whatever I did, I'm sorry." Ginny said, scared to death wondering if she told him she loved him. But he wouldn't be acting this way..would he?

Harry, seeming to ignore what she just said, said "Take this." he handed her a potion bottle. "A drunken sleep isn't a good sleep. Get a good rest, and we'll talk about this later."

Ginny didn't even want to argue with him right now, knowing that she was probably on his bad side. So she took the potion out of her hands and looked at him one last time before drinking it. He was angry, but she could also sence that he was also upset..Whatever she did, she hurted him.. or at least thought like it.

A few seconds later Ginny suddenly felt dizzy and passed out. Harry sighed as he looked at the sleeping girl.

"I've had enough of your games, Ginny Weasley. Something definatly is going on." he said as he walked away. He couldn't bare seeing her right now.

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A few hours passed and Ginny opened her eyes, not seeing Harry, but a freaked out Ron.

"You awake?" he whispered quickly. She slowly nodded as she was trying to wake herself up.

"What happened last night..? I didn't tell Harry, did I?" she asked.

"Well..You said some rude stuff about his girlfriend, about how she doesn't know how to love, and how you can name other better girlfriends. You also said to him how he can get any girl he wants."

Ginny was shocked. "Oh..My.. Ron, are you sure?" she asked. He nodded. She started to panic.

"Do you think he knows?!" she cried. Ron shrugged.

"I dunno, hes going to be back soon, though." Ron said. Ginny heard this and went straight back to the couch.

"What are you doing?" Ron asked, confused.

"Pretending to be asleep." Ginny said. "Don't say a thing to Harry."

Ron rollled his eyes and dragged her back up. "You can't stay away from him forever."

Ginny was trying to pull away from him, but failing. "But I'm going to do it as long as I can!" she said as she finally got him off of her. Ron sighed as it would be just a waste of time just trying to get her back up again.

"See you later, Ginny." Ron said as he left, he didn't want to be here when Harry was here.

Ginny didn't really go back to sleep, she was to focused on Harry. She tried to remember what she said or did last night, but it was hopeless. This was why she started to drink in the first place. To get him off her mind. Nothing would work.

Ginny tightly closed her eyes as she saw a figure coming through the room.

"Ginny?" Harry whispered, only seeing her still asleep.

Ginny couldn't help but open her eyes a little bit to see what he was doing. But what Ginny didn't know, she just ruined it for herself.

Harry was still looking at her closed eye as she opened them a bit. Harry gave out a little chuckle. "Ginny, I know your up." Harry said.

Ginny let out a sigh and slowly opened her eyes. She was scared. Mostly nervous. She started the convosation first, which was a surprise.

"Harry, I'm sorry for whatever I said." Ginny said, she was truly sorry, but she did mean those things she said to him. She wasn't quite sure if she should of told him Ron told her what she said, but she didn't.

"Ginny..this has been on my mind latly..Well, ever since you said it..Before you said all these mean things, you said something that really got my attention."

Ginny raised her eyebrows. "What did I say?" she asked.

"You said, 'You're the reason'. Reason to what?"

Ginny's eyes widen when he said that. "I dunno." she answered quickly. The truth is, she did know.

Before Harry could say another thing, Ginny said something. "Hold...Hold on." she said, "You said something..Something about how much you love Cho and how shes smarter then me.."

Don't cry. Don't cry. Oh dear Merlin don't cry. Was all that she was thinking about.

"How do you remember that?" Harry asked, amazed on how she remembered only that and nothing else.

"I just do." she said. She couldn't take it much longer. She could feel her tears about to come out any second. She quickly said goodbye but doubted he heard it and ran off, bringing her bag as well. She heard him say 'Ginny!' before she left the room, but she ignored it and kept going. She kept running and running until she felt as if her legs were about to fall off.

She was somewhere outside were she had never been before, it was raining, pouring outside. Trees surrounded her, as she kept walking to find a feild, ti would of looked beautiful if the rain wasn't ruining it.

She slowly went into the middle of the feild, letting the rain hit her soon to be cold body. And suddenly, she just broke down. She fell back into the wet grass as she started to burst out crying. Hell, she was even screaming. But the sound of the thunder, and how far she was, no one would of heard her.

She slowly sat up hugging her legs for some warmth. She was freezing herself to death. Slowly, she took her notebook out of her bag and began to write in it, the pages were getting soaked and her handwriting was bad, but she didn't care. Nothing mattered anymore..

Harry loves Cho. Harry loves Cho. Harry loves Cho. Harry loves Cho.

Killing myself seems very attractive right now. Espeically here. No one can find me or hear my pain.

I wish I was joking.

Ginny cried out in pain as she was trying to let all her anger, her depression out on the nature. "Merlin sakes someone give me a sign I'll be okay!" She shouted so loud that her throat began to hurt. "If not just kill me!"

She closed her eyes and layed on the wet grass. Rin pouring on her face harder then ever.

There was no sign..none at all.