Sorry for the long updates :x

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Italics- Ginnys thoughts

Bold- What she wrote in her notebook
Underline- Harry's thoughts.

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"Ginny...wake up." Ron said.

"Ginny!" Hermione yelled.

Ginny slowly opened her eyes to see a freaked out Hermione and Ron, but no sign of Harry yet.

Once Hermione saw Ginny's eyes opening she gave her such a hug she couldn't breathe. Ginny slowly picked her head up and looked around the room, she was in the hospital wing. Harry was sitting right beside her, he sighed in relief when she looked at him. She quickly looked at Ron again. "How did I get here?" she asked weakly.

"You've been here for days Gin." Ron said. "We didn't know what was wrong, Harry found you. You should thank him for that. You could of died from that weather!" Ron said, trying to calm himself down.

That was my aim.

She look at Harry. "Thanks." she whispered, only for Ron. She didn't want to thank him. She wanted to stay where ever she was.

"Welcome." Harry said calmy back.

Ron whispered something to Hermione and Hermione nodded as a agreement and hugged Ginny again. "Ron and I should better get going. See you later."

Ginny suddenly realized what this meant. She would have to be stuck with Harry for the last remaining minutes. Hell, even hours! And she couldn't run away this time. Harry has her now. She was panicing, but not showing it.

She watched Ron and Hermione leaving holding hands, she kept thinking maybe her and Harry could do that. She shook her head back to reality,she shouldn't even be thinking those thoughts, espicailly with Harry in the room.

She bravely looked at Harry, slowly, but she did. He looked at her back. "You never let me finish." Harry said. She sighed, she knew this was going to happen.

"Thats why I left." Ginny said.

"To some where you could of died? Ginny I was worried sick! I stayed in here until you would at least make some movement!" Harry said, in a loud voice.

"So you could just talk to me about this?" Ginny said, she looked away from him and she couldn't help but smile when he said he was always here.

Harry hesitated for a minute. "Yes." he said. Ginny's smile went away faster than a bullet. She felt angry. He only stayed here just to get answers from her? Well, he wasn't going to get the satisfaction.

"Well we talked now, you can leave." Ginny said, still not looking at Harry.

"I'm not leaving." Harry said sternly.

"Then I will." Ginny said, getting up from the hospital bed. She almost collapsed when she got up. She was way to weak to even try to walk, but she didn't care.

"Ginny!" Harry said in a yell tone as she fell. He helped her up. "You're suppose to stay." he said. She looked at him.

"I don't care."

Harry sighed. "It seems you don't care about anything anymore." he said.

She shook her head. "You don't know anything about me."

"Thats because you never tell me anything anymore." Harry replied.

Great, now they were having another arguement.

"Well, Mister Harry Potter, I'm sorry. But don't you have other people to see right now? Since I'm probably the last person on your list."

Harry raised his eyebrows. "Are you saying I don't care for you? If you are you don't know me at all. If I didn't I wouldn't be here right now if I didn't care."

Ginny rolled her eyes. "Whatever. I'm going to go." she said as she was trying to walk again. Better than her first try, but she wasn't still fully capable to do it. He tightly grabbed her arm which made her sneak a little groan in pain. "You're not going anywhere." Harry said, sternly.

She quickly tried to push him away but it was no use. From all the stuff that Harry has been through, he was much stronger than Ginny would ever be. "Let go!" she cried. "You're hurting my arm!"

Harry quickly let go. "I..I didn't mean to hurt you." Harry said, with remorse on what he did. Ginny rolled her eyes, Harry didn't notice because she wasn't looking at him. "You never do." Ginny said sarcastically as she was still trying to walk away.

Harry didn't grab her but he still argued back. "Are you saying I hurted you? Ginny I have never!" Ginny sighed. Why did she have to bring this up? "Just..nevermind." she said so quietly she didn't even hear herself.

"Harry! Finally!" Cho ran up to him faster than ever. Harry gave her a kiss which made Ginny gag. Cho quickly looked at Ginny and walked up to her. "Are you okay?" she asked with a smile on her face, ear to ear.

If I just snogged Harry Potter I would have that dumblook smiley face on my face too.

Ginny didn't answer. When she looked up at Cho closely, she didn't look that attractive. Cho tried to help Ginny back into bed like Harry was trying to do, except less hurting.

Ginny pushed her away that Cho fell onto the ground. "Don't touch me bitch." Ginny said straight to her face, leaving Harry astonished.

That definatly caused distraction. Good time to leave.

Ginny quietly left, but before she did she took a quite glance at Harry who was trying to help Cho up, she couldn't help but sneer at him, and unfortuatly, he saw. He gave her a 'Whats wrong with you' look, and she turned away.

I am waaaay to drugged up with medication.

Ginny limbed her way up the stairs, to the Gryffindor common room. She looked back, no sign of Harry. He still must be with Cho. Images of her kissing him covered up Ginny's mind, she was so angry that she could punch a hole in the wall and it would cause a big one. She was so...depressed, so upset, that she could just jump off the tower right now...

Suicide is not the answer for now...not right now. You're strong Ginny! What does not kill you makes you stronger! ..But I want to kill myself, and I have been becoming weak.

" I am NOT weak!" Ginny yelled to herself. She took heavy breathes to calm herself down. If she didn't, she could of just went back down to the Hospital Wing and kill Cho Chang.

She walked more slowly to the common room, each step she took seemed forever. Her body was killing her. Her headache she had was more worse than her hangover.

But, she still walked. And every step she took she took it proudly.

She sighed in relief when she was near the potrait. She quickly gave the Fat Lady the password and went in. She smiled as she saw Dean.

"Hey Dean." she said in pain, it just felt like she walked 3 miles.

"Hey Gin...Do..Do you need help?" he asked, as he saw her in pain. She smiled. "Yes please."

Dean quickly got up and helped her out to the couch. She smiled once more. "Thanks." she managed to whisper before she passed out on the couch.

"So what brings in you pain?" Dean asked.

Ginny sighed. "Came back from Hospital Wing." she explained.

"Sorry to hear that." Dean said.

She smiled, AGAIN. "Its okay..Hey..can I ask you something?" Ginny asked. He nodded with a little smile on his face too.

"Well..Hell, it was ages ago.. but a while ago.. you asked Harry to ask me if I liked you and what would I say if I asked you out..Why? I thought you were much braver than that."

Dean looked at Ginny, confused. "Gin..I'm sorry, I really am..but.. I never liked you..Well, in this year I mean.. I never liked you in this year. Last year, yeah."

Ginnys eyes widen. Did she just hear correctly? "Oh..Thanks Dean. And its okay, Harry just told me, I just wanted to know. Thanks." She slowly got back off the couch to go to the girls dorm. "Gin, you need help?" Dean asked. She smiled (she has been smiling a lot :D) as she polietly regected his offer. She was happy, but she didn't know why. But then again she was still angry. Why would Harry lie to her?

After what seemed like forever Ginny finally made it to her bed and grabbed her bag out, good thing her book was still there. She rushed into finding her quill and began to write.

HARRY JAMES POTTER IS A LIAR.

...And Cho Chang is still a lucky girl.

She slowly sighed as she put her quill and notebook away. She became depressed once more. Harry is still with Cho, and they're probably snogging.

She couldn't go to sleep for another twenty minutes, because all she was doing was thinking.

Well, the next time I see him..its going to be a nice, long chat.

..And I'll make sure I won't leave this time.

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One thing Ginny didn't know though, was that Harry was in the common room. With no one in there, he just sat there and thought. Until someone broke the silence.

"Hey Harry." Hermione said. Harry gave her a little wave hello.

"You okay?" she asked. He shrugged and gave her a little 'eh'.

Harry noticed that Hermione didn't say anything after that, so she probably expected to tell her whats wrong. And he only needed to tell her one word. "Ginny."

Hermione sighed, "Yeah.. shes definatly changing."

"I mean, the last good convosation I had with her was when we were seeing who could chase eachother or not." Harry smiled as he thought of that moment. The last moment before Ginny started to hate him. Or at least thats what he thought.

"Yeah..The last convosation I had with her was when we were here and she asked were you were."

This definatly got Harry's attention. "'Mione, were was I?" Harry asked.

"You were about to ask Cho out."

Harry bit his lip. He was thinking. Too many things were coming up to him. He didn't know what was going on. He suddenly had a smile on his face.

"Well, I better be going to sleep now. Night 'Mione." Harry said as he hugged her good night. He was in a good mood.

He layed onto his bed and went to sleep quickly.

Well, the next time I see her..its going to be a nice, long chat.

..and I'll make sure she won't leave this time.