CaliciaHGluv - i'm not mad :D i'm just saying for people in the future ;D

Thank you to the people that reviewed on my last two chapters:
St. Angel of Darkness, fragonknight01,CherryGrlZuli,firelily28,walk-the-line190,harrypotterfrizeeak.
Thank you:D

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Ginny slowly looked at Harry before she sat down. He walked over to get his journal, as Ginny admired as he walked, one foot in front of the other. She never really noticed his simply beauty. She started to smile from the corners of her mouth.

"Ginny?" Harry asked, she was in a day-dream mode. Ginny shook herself back to reality; "Yea?"

Harry handed her a green, soft cover book. It was much bigger than hers, and when she felt it, it felt..cold. She slowly twitched as she felt it. "Oh my God!" she yelled as she dropped the book down, it started to burn her hands.

Harry chuckled as he picked up the book again. "I should of warned you; it changes the temperature and the colors depending on my mood."

Ginny slowly put her arm out to grab the book from Harry's hand, it was now a warm, red book now. She quickly opened it up. No writing. But she had noticed that half the book's pages has been ripped out. She looked at Harry with a confused gaze on her face. She felt as the book quickly turned back into a dark green, which must mean hes nervous as she also saw as he blushed slightly.

"Harry--" Ginny began, but Harry interuppted her as he gave her loads of pages. A few crumpled up, as if someone tried to throw them away. When she was about to read the first sentence; his hand covered it up.

"I want you to read this when you're alone." Harry said to her. She frowned, but respected it.

"You could go read it now..if you'd like." Harry said. Ginny wanted too, but then again didn't, knowing that she would have to leave him.

"You'd be surprised." Harry added with a little smirk. Ginny sighed as she suggested she should read it, why would Harry want to lie about a break-up?

She slowly walked near the door to exit, but she took a glance at him before she did. He was staring at her with the same smile on his face. This made her heart melt. She had an urge just to go near him and snog the life out of him. But she needed to control herself. Just because he kissed her doesn't mean a lot has changed, he was still dating Cho.

But he kissed me..and said he loved me. That's a change.

To Harry's surprise, she went near him and was so close to kiss him, but she suddenly stopped herself. She didn't know if he wanted it, which made her frown.

"Thanks." Ginny tried to cover up on what she was about to do. Harry gave a little low laugh.

"Don't be scared of what you want to do." Harry mumbled as he lifted her chin up and gave her what she wanted to do to him. She put her fingers in his raven, smooth hair as his hands moved everyone onto her. He suddenly broke the kiss which made her upset, but she didn't show it.

"Ginny?"

"Yeah?"

"You're much prettier then Cho."

Ginny smiled hugely. He always had a way to make her feel attractive. "Thanks." she said as she pulled him into a hug while his hands rubbed her back. It felt like an eternity when they let go. She quickly grabbed Harry's journal. "Well, see you later." was the only best reply to say she was leaving. She didn't want to leave him.

"I love you." Harry said.

Everytime he said this it made her heart leap. She looked at his eyes before she left. "I love you too." she said as she tried her best to control herself and not jump onto him.

She quickly ran out of the Boy's dorm to the Girl's dorm, which only took about five seconds. She went onto her bed as she screamed in joy in her pillow. She reckoned Harry heard it, and was probably laughing, but she didn't care. She kissed Harry. She finally had life the way she wanted.

She looked into her hands as she saw loads of unorganized paper right in front of her. She didn't know were to start--wait oh yes, the first page.

She took a deep breathe before she safely put the other papers down right besides her.

January 3rd-

I have recently noticed that Seamus has a journal that he writes in every night, so I decided that would be best for me, since I can't tell anyone either. Well, how can I start this? I'm never good with telling my feelings to someone, or a journal, in this case.

Well, I'm dating a very lovely girl named Cho Chang. Shes very pretty and her personality is amazing, but I do think she deserves someone else. Or maybe I do? I don't like her. Or love her in that case. But I can't break up with her, because people would be asking on who I do like, and I don't want to scare. her.

Ha, you're probably asking 'who is this girl then?' well, i'll be happy to tell you. I met her when I first was beginning Hogwarts, but I didn't know her so well until my second year. Once I saved her life I knew there was something between us. The name? Ginny Weasley.

We then started to be getting closer ever since, we tell each other everything. Ever since the middle of my third year I knew I had a feeling like no other for her, but this was when she started to date Seamus, so I decided to keep my feelings held back ever since. When they broke up and she said I was the first one to know, I felt happy. I was so happy that she trusted me.

At random moments I'd pick her up and swing her many times. She'd giggle and tell me to stop, but she didn't really want to. Truth is, I didn't want to either. Having her red hair flow freely around me was just incredible. I love her hair, like I love her.

Her bright brown eyes make me speechless. When they shine her whole personality shines with them. Hermione has somewhat the same color as Ginny's eyes, but I see nothing into her, only Ginny's eyes makes me weak into my knees.

Her hair, vivid fire red hair, I'm smiling just as I think about it. I admire when her hair is down and rolls over to her shoulders to her back. I never really look into much detail in a girl before, but shes different. Something about her makes my day, keeps me living.

Shes not very tall, but still, its very cute if you ask me. Cho is much taller than her, which quite annoys me for some reason. She always complains on how she wishes she could just cast a spell onto herself to make her taller, but I think it just makes her more perfect.

When she smiles at me I get lost in my own thoughts. I daydream about her all of the time, and how she smiles at me, her lips are small, but it goes well with her body. I was talking to Dean last year on when he kissed her, and I couldn't help but feel a hint of jealously rising into me. I tried to hide it, though.

I love how she sees me as just me. She doesn't see me as 'all time famous Harry Potter', she sees me as if I was just any other person, and I love that. I believe more and more each day Cho goes out with me just to become more popular then she was, but if I was with Ginny, it was be different. I would never think that.

She changed my life more then I thought she did. She taught me how to fall in love with someone, even if she doesn't know that. I can never seem to get mad at her, which doesn't bother me really, but its just weird.

Her lips are small and pinkish, but it goes perfectly with her figure. I have kissed Cho a few times but they meant nothing to me. If I kissed her it would just feel like my first kiss all over again. I always daydream about her, about how I could give her my love, and she could give me hers. I was once talking to Dean and he kept telling me when he kissed her on their date together. I couldn't help but feel a hint of jealously. I tried to keep it in, like the rest of the years I have been doing.

I have always told her to tell people who she likes, just in case one day if she'd ever like me. But she never did. Never.

I would always give her nicknames and she'd laugh at everyone of them. Shes really cute when she pretends to get angry at me and punches me around playfully. I would pretend it would hurt and she'd always say sorry in the end, which made me smile like a little kid with candy.

I remember one time I was at her house with Ron and the other Weasleys, they were like my family. It was a hot Summer day as Ginny and I watched Fred and George do some other experiment with their joke toys. Not like I was really paying attention to them really. I was laying down near an apple tree Mr.Weasley decided to plant, which really looked well with the house, with Ginny right besides me. I was mostly paying attention to her hair, I went closer to her, so close we were practically touching, legs to legs and arms to arms. I felt shivers down my spine as I felt my skin next to hers. Then out of no where she held my hand, I gasped quietly as I saw Fred and George basically missing under the blue gas. Even though she was just probably scared of what just happened, I wasn't going to let this chance down. I quickly held hers tightly as I felt her squirm. I wonder if she smiled as much as I did. I slowly let go and regretted it, but I didn't want her to be suspicious over anything.

Another time, I was at the Burrow again, me and the other Weasley's decided to play Quidditch. I quickly chose Ginny on my team, just to have an excuse of being closer to her. I was quite surprised to see that she was really good, but of course everything she does is amazing to me. I always wondered why didn't she take Quidditch as a sport, it would just make my practices more exciting and worthwhile. Anyways, I was stopping Fred from about to make a score as I heard a little "Ah!" from the left of me. I knew that scream, it was Ginny's. I quickly turned to see that she was falling off her broom. I didn't know what happened, but I was scared for my life. I went as quickly as possible to get right below her as I put my arms around her, making sure she wouldn't hurt herself. I heard her crying which practically shattered my heart, as I told her nothing bad will happen to her. And before I knew it, I was on the ground, with Ginny right on top of me. She slowly rolled off of me as I felt the pain fill my whole body. I thought I broke my spine, but thank Merlin it was only a broken leg. Even though Mrs. Weasley fixed my leg, I was still in a lot of pain. But then I looked at Ginny, who was fine and she tried to stop crying. I sighed in relief when I saw she wasn't bleeding. Even though I was in bad pain I would rather be in it then watch her be in it.

Shes always there for me through thick and thin and she always promises me she will be. This keeps me motivated. Sure, Ron and Hermione always say it too but when Ginny says it, it gives me more strength then ever before. I would never give up on her, even if she had been angry at me before, I would still always be there, because shes important to me, shes the best thing that ever came into my life. I would die without her in it.

I hate it how she has no self-esteem anymore. She always looks in the mirror and always says she looks ugly. This makes me want to slap her to reality, shes gorgeous. Anything but ugly. She says she just sees a monster but I just see pure beauty inside and out.

Her voice is so cute. Everything she says I just keep in my head. Her laugh is amazing, and I love it.

I hope one day I can finally call her Ginny Potter.

Febuary 23.

I lied. Cho lied. The hardest part was lying to Ginny, it broke my heart. Well, finally, the day that me and Cho broke up came, but it wasn't even planned. She unfortunatly..read this. Do you imagine how she felt when she figured out after all this time I loved Ginny, instead of her?

We both thought it was embarrasing if we actually told how she broke up with me. So we lied. We said that we weren't right for eachother [which was true, for me ), except she only told her friend, Marietta [A/N- I don't know if I spelt her name right-- sorry if I got it wrong) and from that point on they hated Ginny.

Theres not much left to say, I can't believed I lied to everyone.

Maybe hopefully I'll have a chance with Ginny now.

March 14

I don't miss Cho but she asked me out again..you'd think, shes a Ravenclaw, she'd be smarter than that. She asked me out the same night I was about to ask Ginny out, I wasn't scared. I needed to know.

I still wish I had that chance to call her Ginny Potter.

Ginny felt like she was about to explode. She noticed she had tears in her eyes.

He loved her, all along.

Now the only thing thats in their way is Cho.