I'm sorry for not updating so quickly, I had writers-block. Ugh ew I know. I've been thinking on how I'm going to end it, so I have the whole thing planned in my head. (PS, I like shockers. :) ) Now I just need to write it down.Hahaha.
You know, this story has been too fluffy. I'm not the one to write like that. This story is no more cute! IT'LL BE DARK. MUAHAH. YOU'LL ALL BE IN TEARS.
xD Enjoy.
Oh BTW, I'm going to try my BEST to get all the characters to not to be OOC. Meep.
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It felt like just yesterday to Ginny that she was right beside Harry, hugging and holding him. She kept looking right behind her, hoping to see him with a huge ear to ear grin, hugging her. She always got disappointed in the results.
Its only been five months and she's going crazy. It was true what they said, "You don't know what you got, till its gone." She missed all three so much. Not one single letter. She felt both angry and upset, but she knew that in a way she was selfish too, they're out saving the world while shes getting angry over a letter they didn't write.
She sighed. If she could wait five months, she could wait more. She looked in the mirror, she lookd disgusting. She hasn't been taking care of herself for the last week. Her hair was all knotty, she had dark circles underneath her eyes, and she was very jumpy.
"That's what being nervous does to you," she said to her reflection. Magic helped her black circles disappear, her hair straight and shiny, and she was back to her normal state. She looked great now.
She got changed into her robes and got ready to go downstairs to check the mail, though she doubt anything exciting was going to happen anyways. The only major thing that happened the last months was that Neville and Luna actually got together. Didn't surprise Ginny one bit. And, surprisingly, she wasn't jealous either. She changed over the months, she knew not to be jealous as every little couple she sees, when they kiss, hug, laugh.. Nope. Didn't bother her one bit. It would just make the months seem longer. Harry taught her so many things during the years. She should thank him
She rumbled through her bags of accessories, to find her stud earrings that her mother gave her before she started first year. She kept it since. Her great-great-grandmother had them and the Weasley girls had it since, and it didn't even look a day old. What was great about these earrings, though, was that they talk to you. Well, compliment. They'd never lie. It made her feel good about herself.
She quickly pushed both of the earrings into her ear, which made her yelp in pain for a second, the last time she ever wore those earrings was in her third year when she went to the Yule Ball with Neville.
"Oh Ginevra, you look absolutly wonderful!" squeaked one of the earrings. She laughed. They were such suck-ups when they wanted to be.
She walked out of the Common Room's potrait, putting on the biggest smile in the world. There was no reason to be sad over something, that might come back. That's what all of her friends in Hogwarts want her to be. That's how Harry wanted her to be, and especially, she didn't want to see herself like that. She had a long time to think about how she was in the past, before Harry left, and she seemed ashamed of herself. She seemed selfish. She was starting new when they came home. She still had that gut-feeling someone won't come home alive. This made her shiver.
She was going to go into the Great Hall first before the Owlery, because she was a bit hungry, and it was kinda a long walk. Since of the war, the classes has been closed till its over. That was good.
"Hey Neville! Luna!" Ginny yelled out to the Gryffindor table, they waved her to come sit with them, she gladly accepted.
"How are you guys?" Ginny asked, sitting down on the table. There wasn't many people in the room, which surprised her, but didn't really care.
"I'm good," Neville said, reading the same Quibbler as Luna was, even though it was upside down.
Ginny let Neville do whatever he as doing. She looked around the room, and saw the one and only Cho Chang. Oh, who is she with? Another Ravenclaw? She seems into him, did she forget about Harry?
"Why is Cho with another guy?" Ginny broke the silence, which was a good thing. Both shrugged their shoulders.
"Shes been with him lately," Neville started, "I guess hes just a replacement for Harry."
Ginny shook her head in disgust. Cho couldn't keep her hands off anyone, and it was true, she was a git for cheating on Harry. But then again, Harry was cheating on her too. Freaky. Neville began to talk to Ginny again.
"Oi!" Neville exclamed, reaching into his pockets, "speaking of Harry, this came for you!"
Ginny tried to keep her calm, and not bursting in happily screams. That suddenly changed in seconds, it was only a parchment of paper, not a big letter.
"Thank you," Ginny said unsurely, taking the letter from his hand.
"I didn't get it either, why would they send you a blank piece of paper?" Neville asked. Ginny shrugged.
The only words it said on the letter was, "Hey Ginny." which made her laugh, they acually didn't have the time to at least say how they're going? It was weird, it didn't seem like them.
"Why would they only say hey?" Ginny asked to no one particular. Neville cocked his eyebrows.
"You got another letter?" Neville asked.
She shook her head. "No, only this," she started to laugh. "and it only says 'Hey, Ginny," kinda sad, Isnit?"
Neville looked at Ginny to Luna, and Luna gave the same look as Neville. It was a confused look. Ginny thought over of what she said, and everything made sence and easy to understand, what just happened?
"Ginny.." Neville began "theres no writing on that paper. Its blank."
Ginny looked at him confused now, "Yes there is, right there." She pointed to the writing.
"She's only in denial," Luna finally spoke out, hazily.
"No I'm not!" Ginny yelled. She closed her eyes and counted to 10, and opened them again. She wasn't imagining it, it was still there and it was darker than ever. How could they both miss that?
"Ahem," Ginny cleared her throat. "Thank you for this interesting letter, Neville. See you guys later."
"Bye!" the couple said, Luna waving her arm.
Before Ginny fully left the room, she looked at the Ravenclaw table to see Cho now snogging the boy. This would've made her gag, but too many things were on her mind. She wasn't sure if she should be happy or not, happy that Hermione Ron and Harry wrote to her or that they didn't even write anything except hey. She decided to go back to the Girl's Dorm and examin the letter, if Neville and Luna couldn't see it, did that no one else could see it too? Was she the only one that could read it? Maybe a spell was on it, that would make sence, but what is so secretive about just saying hey? That didn't make sence. She started to get a headache.
She landed onto one of the Common Room's chairs, and streched her arms. All of a sudden, her left pocket started to burn.
"Ow!" she cried, reaching into her pocket. The letter..was burning? She looked at it. It didn't burn her fingers, only her left thigh. What she saw made her in awe. The letter changed itself. It now read:
"Ginny?"
She dropped the letter like it had a disease. It was a cursed letter, she was sure. She looked at it on the floor, and it stayed the same. Was she imagining things? Maybe she didn't see 'Hey Ginny,' maybe it just said that. Yeah, that was it. Her heart rate was coming back to normal. She carefully picked it up.
"Oh Ginevra, your hair is marvelous, so shiny and beautifulll.."
Annoyed, she took the earrings off and placed them onto the desk on the side of her. She never saw a letter, or anything like this. Unless... It's.. no. It can't be. She grabbed a pen from her pocket. Shakily, she wrote "Hello..? Harry..?" She knew quickly that it could be a joke, but she knew that it was Harry's writing, since he always dotted his I's with 3's. The ink slowly faded into the paper. She put her hands over her mouth, in shock. Maybe just a normal letter would of been better than this. Ink started to form again on the paper, replacing the "Ginny?" To "Yeah, Hermione taught me how to make this work. It could only be seen with hers, yours, and my eyes. How have you been?"
How was she suppose to answer? "Angry, because I never got a letter in months, I was worried sick! Upset, because I miss you all. Getting my heart rate normal, because you just scared the living daylights out of me!" But no, she answered it quick and fair.
"I'm fine. You?" The ink quickly faded, and it was a while before ink appeared again, but it answered. It felt weird, talking to Harry like this.
"I've been busy. Listen, Ginny, I have to go. Do not, whatever you do, write back on here, only do it if I write first. Okay?
He even underlined, "Do not", this made Ginny curious, but decided not to ask.
"Alright, goodbye. I miss you!"
No more answer, and this time the ink stayed, he didn't get it. He didn't want to get it. And he didn't write back for a few weeks.
She always left that letter in her pocket afterwards, hoping it would burn one day. Never did. She wanted to write in it so badly, but she knew what Harry said. Plus, would it even get to him? He didn't get it before. It's like it had an on/off button.
Its been another month or so, she hasn't been keeping track. It wasn't long before she was hungry, so she got dressed and got ready to go back downstairs, it was just like a daily basis, sleep, eat, wait, sleep again. And day by day she kept seeing Cho with that blonde Ravenclaw boy. She was absoluty dying to tell Harry when he came back, or did he already know? It wasn't going to stop her.
She went downstairs, not knowing that Neville would crash onto her.
"Ginny! Ginny!" he cried out, in excitment, it felt like it was making her ears bleed.
"Calm down," she giggled, "what's up?"
"L-l-look.at..this" Neville showed her the Daily Prophet's newspaper, she took it and examined it.
"No!" Ginny cried, not in excitment, though.
Lord Voldemort dead, Harry Potter not found.
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