Disclaimer: Twilight isn't mine.

Alright. This is ridiculously short, but I really wanted to give a little insight into what Edward was thinking. Sorry it's so short. And I have no idea why there's a line at the end of this, but it won't go away.

Okay, and during the last couple chapters I've been averaging about 3 reviews per chapter. If I get 5 reviews by the next chapter I'll update extra fast? Lol! I'm not really sure. Or I could use your name in the story? Just please review?

Chapter 5

EPOV

I was filled with guilt as I watched Bella storm out of my room. Why did I act like that? I just couldn't control myself.

Jacob gave me an angry glare as he turned to chase after her.

"Edward! What the hell was that!?" shouted a pissed off Alice.

"I have no idea," I said sheepishly. "I really don't know what came over me."

And I wasn't lying to placate my angry pixie of a sister. I really had no idea what had just happened. It was like a burning feeling in the pit of my stomach. I wanted to rip Jacob Blacks head off. I had never disliked someone so intensely without getting to know them. I had never felt anything like this before.

Alice walked over to me and smacked me hard across the face. I grabbed her wrist to stop her from doing it again

"What was that for?" I asked as I rubbed my sore check.

"Hopefully it knocked some sense into your think skull!" hissed Alice.

"What are you talking about?" I asked, confused.

"Let me spell this out for you." Alice said, in a venomous voice. "You. Are. Jealous. You want Bella. Not only do you love her. You want in her pants. You want to do the nasty. You want in her bed. You want to have her babies! Understand yet?"

I stared at my lunatic sister for a moment before bursting into hysterical laughter.

"Bella and I?" I asked her while trying to catch my breath. "Alice, that's hilarious. She's my best friend. My little sister!"

But even as those words left my mouth I knew that they were a lie. Bella is so much more than my little sister. She's my best friend; the person I can tell anything to. I love her more than anything in the world; but that love isn't a romantic love. Not right now; at least, I don't think it is.

"You are pathetic," shouted Alice. "You hurt her day after day, and you don't even realize it."

"Alice, what are you talking about?" I asked. "Granted, I was rather rude today, but how do I hurt her daily? Bella is my best friend. I would never hurt her."

Alice just glared at me a stomped out of my room.

"Wonderful," I said out loud as I ran a hand through my hair. It's the first day of college and my sister and best friend are both probably mad at me.

I decided to go and get a shower so that I could clear my mind. I slipped out of my jeans and t-shirt and walked to the showers in a towel. I stepped in and allowed the hot water to take my mind off of everything else.

Fifteen minutes later, I was ready to take on my problems.

I decided that fixing things with Bella should be my first priority. Alice would come around once I was okay with Bella.

I decided to send her a text. That wouldn't fix everything, but it would be a nice start.

B-

Sorry about earlier. Starting college has me stressed. I just have to look out for you Bella, you're like my little sister. Have fun with your friend.

-E

Little sister. It's how I've always referred to Bella, but it just doesn't feel right anymore.