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3 Hailsss
My plane landed and I plugged in my ipod, I needed some music to help block out my nonsense going throught my head.
I went into the airport lobby, and sat down and waited for charlie.
I turned it to one of my favorite songs: Decode by Paramore
How can I decide on whats right, when your clouding up my mind,
I can't win, your losing the fight, all the time.
How can I ever own whats mine, when your always taking sides,
but you wont take away my pride, no not this time
I couldn't help but to slightly mumble the words, because this song reminded so much of how I felt towards him. My stupidity for falling for a fucking vampire.
How did we get here,
when I use to know you so well
How did we get here,
well I think i know
I felt my phone vibrate in my pockets. I uplugged my earphones, and answered. It was Charlie.
He was going to be about 10 minutes late. Just fucking great.
I got up, and went to the bathroom. I was the only one in there. I looked in the mirror.
"Ughhhh" I sighed to myself.
My mascara was smeared just a little. I turned on the sink and grabbed a paper towel to wash my face. I was wearing my favorite purple low v-neck sweater that fight me perfectly, Phil got me in Italy while he was traveling for baseball. So I decided to reapply some puple eyeshadow, with fierce black eyeliner. I couldn't deny it that I looked very hot.
I have become more rebellious since I left Forks, I have changed, I'm not the same sweet innocent girl. I guess you could thank Edward.
I walked out of the bathroom. I looked down at my phone for one second and tried texting Renee then
CRASHHH
I crashed into someone.
"Shit, ouch!" I said as I landed on the ground
In front of me was a tall muscular man, he looked very familar.
"I'm so sorry, let me help you up." He said while extending a hand in front of me.
I took it and rolled my eyes, "yeah, its okay, I wasn't paying attention, I'm just coming back here." I said while rubbing my head
"Really, I feel like I recognize you, but you couldn't possibly be who I'm thinking of." He said while looking me up and down, and showing a small grin.
I could tell he was checking me out, so I decided to flirt back. I leaned in closed, "so who are you thinking of?" I asked him.
"She's just an old friend, her name was Bella." He said slowly almost like he was hiding something
Everything hit me at that moment
"No, fucking way,Emmett Cullen?" without thinking i flew towards him and wrapped my arms around his waist.
"Bella Swan...Oh my god. It's been forever, your..your back." Emmett said
"Yes I am, I decided I can't hide from here forever." I said boldly.
"Well, Wow! You look...fine as hell..how could Edward break up with you?" Emmett said
I frowned and look downed at my feet when he said that second part.
"Sorry," he said as he gave me that my bad look.
"It's fine, he's the one missing out on this," I said trying to sound convincing enough to make him think I was actually over Edward
"Bella, you know it wasn't exactly safe for you guys to be together," Emmett said.
"I understand that, but I know that Edward, well in fact, none of you guys would ever hurt me,"
"Yes, we know that too, but Edward couldn't convince himself that," he paused, "we really loved you Bella." He said as he gave me a little push.
"I know, and I wish things could change, but I don't see that happening." I said in a sad tone
"Well, Alice really misses you, and all of us could still hang out possibly, Edward doesn't control who we can be friends with," Emmett said trying to lighten the mood.
"Yeah, that would be great," I felt a little more secure, and then I felt my phone vibrated in my pocket, I looked at it, and the called ID flashed up Charlie, I knew he was here. "Emmett my dad is here, and I need to go get settled, but I will talk to you later." I told him
"Yeah Bella, I'll be seeing you soon," as he said this he wrapped my in a giant bear hug, "and Bella, don't hurt yourself your first day back in Forks, okay?"
"Yeah, I am a fucking clutz, but I'm getting better, check it, I can walk in these heels." I said while raising up my leg to him showing off my black spiked boots.
"Wow, those are nice," Emmett chuckled and walked off, "later Bells."
"Bye Em," I said walking off to meet Charlie.
God, actually seeing him brings back so many memories, so many memories of Edward, the love, the lust, and the pain seeing him go.
FLASHBACK
"Edward, but why." I could feel the tears pooling in my eyes.
"Bella, please, being around you, I can barely hold back." Edward let go of one of my hands, it felt like he was letting go off my life.
"Please don't do this," I cried, and reached out for him.
"Dammit Bella, I'm sorry, I can't be with you, it's not going to work." He released my other hand, now we weren't touching at all. His sterness really hurt me
"But. But..But, how am I supose to live with out you?" I asked him. Now the tears were pouring.
"Bella, I love you, but your such a temptation, I dont want to hurt you,"
"You promised you would always be with me," I told him, look away from his face
"Face it Bella, vampires can't live and especially not be in a relationship with humans, it just doesn't work." Edward told me.
I was sobbing uncontrollably. He reached to me, and pressed his lips to mine, for the last time.
"Have a good life Bella, and please try and be happy," Edward told me as he disappeared before my eyes.