I didn't understand anything that was happening. I didn't get how this all could happen, especially in my first day back.

It felt like a dream, and a nightmare at the same time.

Jacob drove me home, and it was a very silent ride back. I'm pretty sure he was mumbling stuff like, "damn leech," but my mind was distracted about my day.

We pulled into my driveway, I noticed Charlie's car was in the driveway already.

"Thanks for the ride home Jake." I reached over to put a hand on his leg. And then reached for the door handle, but he grabbed my shoulder.

"Bella, I don't want you to see that stupid bloodsucker." Jacob blurted.

"It's my life, Jake. Your not exactly safe to be with either." I mumbled.

"Well I'm closer to human than he is!" Jacob seemed to be getting mad now.

"Jake, just chill okay! Hell, it's only my first day. I'm going, I'll talk to you later."

"Whatever, Bells." He said while restarting the engine.

I rolled my eyes and walked inside.

I wasn't eager for Charlie's questions about my day, but I just replied with short answers.

I finally made it to the safety of my room. How I've missed this bed, so many memories. Edward and I. He use to always spend the night without Charlie knowing.

"Ugh," I said, then passed out on my bed.

I close my eyes, and let my mind wander for a few minutes. Edward Cullen and I kissed today. He still cares for me, after all my hateful words towards him.

But can I forgive someone who hurt me that bad. I know I still love him, and I can't ignore that fact. Oh, and Jacob, my best friend, Edward's enemy. I knew I could only have one or the other. I couldn't make that choice right now. Knowing Edward's mood swings he probably would hate me tomorrow. I couldn't deal with that right now.

I tried to let my mind rest, and I soon fell into a calm sleep.

I felt something cold against my skin, and that woke me up.

"EDWARD!" I gasped.

Yes, Edward Cullen was sitting there on my bed, right next to me, caressing my arm.

"What are you doing here? Charlie!" I was shocked he was here. It reminded me of old time, and I thought I could possibly be dreaming.

"He's asleep. I want to talk to you Bella." He said.

I just nodded, and took in the features of his face, it seemed like forever since I saw his gorgeous face. I even remember me once wanting to be like him, and who knows I might again.

"Bella, I'm sorry about what I did to you. You have to understand, It's not safe, but I can't be without you. I love you, and I wish you would have stayed, maybe I could of figured it out in time. I can't live without you in my life."

"Edward, you have to know, I love you too. But in Phoenix I changed. I despised you so much. I had boyfriends, I partied, and I'm not the same sweet Bella I use to be. I think you did this to me, I don't know if I can make the same mistake again."

"I understand why you feel this way, but I'd do anything to get back into your heart again." He said and he reached out to grab my hand. And he moved his face closer to mine.

God, he was so alluring.

"My hearts under lock and key," I whisper. Our faces just now centimeters apart.

"I'll be that key," he barely managed to say, and then his lips took full force of mine.

I kissed him back, unsure of what I was doing. I knew if I went too far Edward would just push me off, and that would be that.

But this time, something was different, he had passion in his eyes.

His tongue caressed my bottom lip, and then we were exploring each inch of each others mouths.

Normally Edward would stop here, I couldn't believe what was happening.

I couldn't resist. I let my hands roam to his shirt, and started unbuttoning it, like I was just pressing him, but he did nothing.

We were still making out, when his hands went to my shirt. He gently raised it up. Now I was only in my black satin bra. I thanked myself in my head for wearing that one today.

And he began to kiss my neck. I couldn't believe he was serious, he use to always turn me down about the sex topic, cause he was afraid of my safety, but now, they was things were going, it was going down.

I was know much better at this kind of thing, lets just say I had a lot of practice in Phoenix.

I let my hands slid to his belt. He stopped kissing my neck and jawline, and seemed to hesitate, but then continued.

I undid his belt. And his lips found mine again.

Then a knock at my window.

Holy shit! Jacob.