For when you die I'll be there for you
Her fingers ran through the tips of his blonde hair; it was the only part of his body she could touch without feeling like she'd break him. His chest had wraparound bandages that covered his whole upper torso; his throat had a thick white gauze covered in surgical tape to hold it down; an oxygen mask was covering the lower part of his face; he looked empty.
To see him like this was torture for her.
It had been four days since he'd stabbed himself, and he still hadn't woken up. For his plan, he'd made a good cut, slicing straight through some major blood vessels and piercing part of his heart. The doctors had done numerous surgeries on him, but his condition had yet to change.
The room was dead silent, but that wouldn't last long. Soon, Sora would come back and tell her that it was time for her to get some sleep.
She didn't want to leave though. She'd only gotten a single day with him. She needed more then that. She needed to see the slight adjustments his body made as he twitched underneath his bed sheet. She needed to see the clouding of the oxygen mask whenever he actually breathed and his warm breath created a moisture that clung to the plastic mask.
She needed to know he was alive. She needed to see he was alive.
She swiveled around quickly as the door opened, sighing lightly at the sign of Sora. He was carrying a cup of coffee and a bag of chips; she knew which one was for her.
He smiled at her as he handed her the cup, sitting down in a chair next to her. "I know you don't want to, but you really should go."
"But I don't want to."
"I know, but things aren't likely to change in one night."
"But they could."
"If anything happens at any time, I will call you." He reached for her hand, clasping her pale fingers within his own. "Good or bad, I'll call you."
"But I want to be there if something happens."
"Get some rest. Please. Do it for him. If he wakes up and sees you've been up for days it'll only make him feel worse."
He had a good point, whether or not she wanted to admit it.
She slowly stood up; her legs aching with numbness from lack of movement.
"And you will call me?"
"I will."
She nodded, smiling lightly in gratitude towards Sora before taking one last look at the sleeping boy.
It'd been the most peaceful she had ever seen him.
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ah, this is the last prewritten chapter! the next four will be completely... new... which also means I'm less likely to update D: BUT I SHALL TRY
I wrote all of the past 26 in one night... hence why some of them aren't so great...
well please review :D! They're what keep me motivated :D!!!!!!!!