a/n- Thanks for the reviews, I try to answer all questions by inserting them into the story, so if you have question please R/R!! Or if you enjoy please let me know!! I'm thinking I could do at least ten more chapters and I want to know what people are thinking!! side note: I don't know if anyone cares but the Blaise I'm writing isn't the one from the book but the usual Italian one that shows up in stories like this, don't know why but it fits better.
Usual Warning: SMUT for YOU, SMUT for ME, total smut between Draco and Harry!! Sexxy!!
Disclaimer: I'm not JK, sadly.
Harry stopped laughing as they entered the bedroom. He could tell that the one closest to the wall wasn't his since it had hott pink sheets on it. To his surprise Draco led him to that exact bed; Harry now officially hated his evil twin. He brought out his wand and tried to mutter a spell to change the color since it was making him nauseous. When he couldn't think of any he groaned and tried to shallow back the bile building in his throat.
"Are you feeling alright love?" Draco asked concerned as he grabbed his own wand and placed it next to Harry's bed. "Oh no, you didn't eat anything at dinner. No wonder you're so wobbly, lie back. Yeah that's it," he said as he helped him to a comfortable position. "I'll be right back; I'm going to get you some food. Is there anything you want?"
Harry was amazed that Draco was willing to leave back down to the party when he was just as messed up as Harry was feeling.
"Yeah, could you change the sheets to be black or something? It's really starting to freak me out." Harry asked and lightly touched Draco's arm. "Are you okay? Is there a spell we can do to stop this because my brain isn't working to well right now?"
"You're so funny," Draco laughed at him obviously enjoying the effects of the pills. "Once I get you some food you'll feel so good, and if you don't then we can erase the effects. As for the sheets, I agree. I have always agreed, thank you for letting me change them. I was going to talk to you about it anyway. There's no way I'm sleeping on these sheets." He talked more to himself as he grabbed his wand and made the awful pink turn into a deep forest green.
"So much better, I can't believe you lot didn't attack me over that." Harry tested the blankets that were now silk and moaned by how good they felt. Draco tried to put his wand back on table but instead ended up falling to the floor. "Draco, are you alright?"
He groaned in protest, "I'm such a failure, I can't even give you a good first night together. Why are you even with me?" His embarrassment broke Harry's heart. "Blaise was right I'm not good enough for you." He sat upright and tried breathing in and out. Harry slid from the bed to floor next to a now crying Draco. This was the Draco he'd been used to this past year, so lost and alone. No wonder Tom warned him, if Dumbledore decided to not give Harry his memories this boy would probably he suicidal before the year was out.
"Draco, you fell down. I fall down all the bloody time and that's when I sober. Please stop crying." Harry's head was spinning but he didn't care as he straddled the boy and kissed his cheek. "You're honestly the only thing at the moment keeping me sane. I want this to work, I need you."
Without Draco he'd have to face Blaise and an onslaught of potential dangers brought on from his past. It was nice that the Slytherin protected him and cared so much for him without anything in return. Harry was a huge believer in karma and right then and there he knew that he would make up for anything wrong that had happened to Draco in the past six years.
"I'll lift the pills now shall I?" Draco smiled sadly. "I wanted this to be perfect and everything you wanted."
"Draco, what do you want?" Harry asked as he hugged him.
"I just want to start over you and me. I want you to know that I am worthy of you. I know that you came up here to be alone with Blaise and that kills me, I saw your face when Nott said we should go to the closet together. I'm not as stupid as you think I am." Draco said bitterly sounding like his old self. It gave Harry chills to know that he still had that effect on him.
"Bloody hell, "Harry said relieved, "I want to start over too. I have no idea what's been going on and all I wanted to do was get the drinks and he pushed me against the wall. I told him we were together, then he got mad and Tom warned me not to hurt you. Which is weird because who is he to tell me not to hurt to anyone?" Harry rambled knowing he shouldn't be saying this but the drugs were loosening his tongue. It felt so right to just tell him everything. He didn't feel trapped anymore sitting on ground with Draco. "I like being with you and Merlin you kiss like an angel. I have never felt this way, and it may be the lack of food and pills but I want this so badly." He wasn't sure if he was lying but it felt okay to say so that Draco would feel better. "I told Blaise that I'm with you now. Yes, I was afraid of the snogging you but that's because I've never done this before."
Draco took the last bit as he never had been in a relationship and not that he'd never kissed a boy and liked it. Muttering something under his breath both boys felt instant relief when the cloudy fuzz went away. He then took Harry's chin and tilted his face forward raising his right eyebrow with a smirk.
"Blaise pushed you against a wall and you told him we were together?" He sounded amazed. "Who are you?"
"Can we just forget the past and promise each other that whatever I did to you I won't do again because I've done awful things, apparently. I want this to be our start over point." Harry begged as his stomach let out a growl breaking the mood. Draco smiled and softly kissed his lips.
"I agree to your request Harry James Potter, and allow me to fetch my new boyfriend some chocolate covered strawberries so that we can create new memories together. But before that I have to kick Blaise's arse for touching you." Draco started to try and lift him up but Harry held him in place for a second longer.
"Don't waste your time on that git." He muttered. "It's the past and I want you back here as soon as possible." Now that he could think clearly he decided that their room was a bit disturbing when there was no one in it. Draco took it as Harry wanting to start with the naughty time so he jumped up when Harry removed himself.
"I promise to not harm Blaise," he vowed, "until such a time when he tries to steal you again. Is there anything else you want?"
"Butter beer please," He said happily and got up to peck Draco's lips. The kiss turned heated quickly as Draco laid him on his bed once again and climbed on top of him. He kept his hands on Harry's face so that they could break off. Controlling himself Harry let out a quick 'hurry please' as Draco begrudgingly started to leave the room.
Blowing him a kiss Draco dashed off back downstairs to gather Harry's request. It was pleasant that Draco was willing to do everything Harry wanted, which was probably his downfall against the other Harry who he would now call Evil-Harry. He knew that he wouldn't take advantage of the sexy blonde's kindness because Harry wouldn't do that to anyone. He thought maybe it might be a good thing to try and talk to Dumbledore or Snape about his past but he couldn't risk anyone finding out. The Headmaster never told him of the repercussions of anyone figuring out he didn't actually belong here so he would have to find the story of his own past alone.
He got up to start digging around his own trunk and found some peculiar items including but not limited to hot pink, black, green and red fuzzy handcuffs, multiple blind folds, a book on sexual positions that had been marked with a check for the ones he had done (which was a lot) and then stopping his search he came across a bound book. On the title it read Harry James Potter, My World as told by Me. Harry had hit the jack pot, he found his own diary. Now he could find out everything he needed to know without embarrassing himself.
Footsteps echoed in the hall and Harry didn't have time to open the book. Jumping back on the bed he smiled as Draco entered the room with a case of butter beer and the promised chocolate strawberries. Harry actually didn't care what he brought, he was so hungry. Closing the door behind him Draco motioned his wand to create a silence charm around the bed. He then lay down next to Harry as the refreshments floated to next to the bed. His last spell was to close all the curtains around creating a perfectly private space.
Harry was now feeling apprehensive about what was going to happen. He wanted to have sex, sure but what if he was rubbish and Draco knew? Judging by the pictures in the book he found he had no clue as what to do. Draco took off his shoes and Harry followed his example.
"I cannot believe you wanted butter beer of all things." Draco muttered as he placed Harry on top of him. He made a strawberry float over his fingers so that he could feed them to the ex-Gryffindor. Harry happily bit into it causing the juice to slowly trickle down Draco's hand. Slowly Harry licked from Draco's forearm back up to his palm then back to take another bite and finally repeating the motion until he had eaten five. Then grasping his wrist Harry started sucking on Draco's index finger, taking the entire digit into his mouth earning him a moan from the boy under him.
He had no idea what he was going to do next, he had only seen a few porn movies that he stole from Dudley's room and most of them were girl on girl. But Draco took the reins as he made Harry get on his knees as his robes were taken off of him. Now he was wearing his muggle jeans and black T-shirt from that morning. Returning the favor Harry stripped Draco from his robes and gasped when he saw he was only wearing Slytherin boxers underneath.
He looked thin under his robes but naked Harry traced the outline of his six pack. Draco's lean muscles rippled under Harry causing him to grow hard. Palming his upper torso Harry was lost to everything else in the world. He wished he had lotion to bathe the smooth, pale skin in front of him. Not getting enough stimulation from Harry, Draco reached up to bring Harry's head down begging softly for him to kiss his body. Putting a nipple into his mouth Draco whimpered as his lover bit down gently then darted out his tongue and rotated it around his mouth.
Arching his back Draco's sighs became heavier, loving the foreplay but wanting to touch him also. He pushed Harry backward and ripped his shirt over his head, grabbing him by the waist he expertly started undoing the belt.
"I love your new look," Draco said huskily. "But I think I like you better in the nude." As he said this Draco pushed Harry further back so that the blond was now on top. Now only in his black boxers Harry reached out to softly palm the other boy's cock.
"I think you look sexy in your boxers." Harry knew he was rubbish at talking dirty so instead he put his hand completely in his underwear and they both gasped as he gripped Draco's cock. Slowly rubbing circles around the tip Draco started to protest as he removed the hand.
Harry froze thinking that he did something wrong but Draco just leaned down and placed a hard kiss to his. "I'm not ready Harry yet, I'll let you be on top later but I just, I can't." Murmuring against his lips he waited for Harry to nod. He wouldn't know what to do if he was on top anyway.
Draco then bit Harry's lower lip and started a trail of soft kisses and sucks down his chest. The further he went the harder and more urgent his motions became until he came across the offensive article of clothing. He paused and looked up at Harry who had his eyes screwed shut at the sensations building up inside of him.
Placing his mouth over Harry's rock hard penis over the fabric he laughed when the boy jerked upward. Taking that opportunity Draco tugged his boxers down until it was off, and then he stripped himself as well leaving both of them staring at the other. After another moment Draco grasped Harry's cock and licked the tip. Gripping the comforter below him he arched up again not being able to deal with what Draco was doing.
Draco then swirled his tongue around the top causing Harry to pant. He screamed as the blond engulfed Harry's cock. As he went slowly up and down the cock he started playing with the ball sack. The other hand holding Harry in place so that he wouldn't hump his face too much.
Harry couldn't think, he couldn't breathe, his mouth open and head thrown back he tried to stifle his shouts as Draco started bobbing his head and down faster. Moaning as he went causing the vibrations that made Harry's toes start to curl.
"Bloody hell, bloody hell…" Harry started saying over and over again. He didn't know how to let go nor did he want to. When Draco grabbed his hips and quickly went all the way down to the base and up and to the tip in a rapid motion Harry couldn't take it anymore. His belly felt as if on fire as his orgasm ripped through his body leaving him feel alive and tingly.
Draco swallowed every last drop of Harry and placed a kiss to the tip as he put Harry's balls in his mouth and used his hand to jerk Harry's cock back to life again. Harry didn't know what to do but allow Draco to bring him off yet again. He sat up and grabbed Draco's hair as he felt another orgasm surge through him.
"I kind of did that backwards from what you usually like." Draco mentioned as he whirled his tongue inside Harry's belly button earning him a gasp. "But I thought you might enjoy switching it up a bit." Harry fell backwards on the bed to allow better access for whatever else Draco wanted to do it him.
Spreading Harry, Draco settled himself between Harry's shaking legs. Muttering a quick wand-less lube spell and inserted two fingers into his tight bum. Harry chocked on a moan, unsure of how he felt about this. All his fears vanished though as Draco bent Harry's knees inward and held them up to gain better admission into his channel. After the blond commanded him to relax Harry started to feel that familiar bubbly feeling in his gut. Surely he couldn't be getting off for a third time already?
"I think you're ready," Draco said through gritted teeth. "I wanted to make love to you but I don't think that's going to happen." He gasped as he removed the talented fingers and replaced them with his aching cock. Slowly he pushed his way not pausing but trying his best to not hurt Harry.
"You feel so good," Harry encouraged, "you're so big." He said honestly, knowing he sounded like a cheap hooker but it did the trick as Draco drove home. Fully seated he waited a beat before taking himself out and ramming it back in, rapidly and trying to find a good pace. After thirty seconds he found it as Harry moved with him, meeting him for every thrust. If someone told him he would end up under Draco's demanding power he would have never believed it.
If anything Evil-Harry did right in this world, it was to agree to allow Draco to have him. Even if it was a trick Harry didn't care, he was now officially addicted to Draco. Draco let out a series of unintelligible loving phrases as he picked up the pace lost in his own bliss. When he finally reached his peek he screamed that Harry was his, which Harry agreed to and helped him ride out the last of his ecstasy. Without pulling out Draco fell on top of the shorter boy and they started kissing each other with a firmness and urgency. Grabbing Draco's ass again, Harry bravely entered his tongue into Draco's mouth. They stayed in their embrace for several minutes until Draco pulled away staring down at Harry's swollen lips.
He looked like he was going to say something but at the last minute shook his head and instead gently pulled his dick out of Harry and lay next to him on the bed. Harry rolled over and placed his arm around Draco, concerned. When Draco wouldn't meet his eyes he started to get scared. What if he knew something was wrong? Did he come too soon or not enough?
"Can I sleep with you tonight Harry?" Draco asked his eyes closed scared of the answer. "I mean I know you like sleep alone and everything. But you said we would start over and you always let Blaise-" Harry thought his thought process by biting his neck.
"Don't say that name, of course you can stay. I'm not sleeping by myself especially after-" Harry stopped himself. He was going to say especially after his lost his virginity to him, but he knew that wasn't correct. So instead he said, "After our first re-start over, couple sex. Besides you need me to protect you from the monsters lurking outside." Harry tried to joke.
Draco turned toward Harry and kissed him once then looked into his eyes, "If this is a just a pastime for you love, you need to tell me now. If I stay the night that means this is real."
It was if Draco was trying to convince Harry to kick him out of bed. Then he realized this was what Evil-Harry did, used him and then tossed him back to his own bed. Harry had no idea how Draco did it; he slept in the same room and had to be okay with him fucking Blaise a few feet away. Harry brushed some of Draco's sweaty hair out of his eyes.
"If anything I'm sure about anything Draco, it's you." He started lovingly pecking Draco's lips, not being able to get enough of him. Evil-Harry was one insane shit-head to use him. "Let's go to sleep, we have a whole day of classes ahead of us." Snuggling closer to his boyfriend they both started drifting to sleep. Harry awoke once to see that Blaise ripped back the curtains to find the two naked lovebirds holding each other. With a curse and a glare he shut the curtain and Harry knew that this whole mess was just the beginning.