Updated~ Finally~

~Crystal.

Out where the lightning splits the sea

As Alice watched the human eat her breakfast, a breakfast being served at 11:54, she didn't think she could keep herself from talking to Bella, she had in visioned all the ways she could approach her about what happened, all of them so far were met with Bella breaking down or getting angry. "I thought there were only 5 men that night in your room. David gave me three more names.... that makes 6 people..." Bella said thinking hard. Alice sighed softly looking down.

'You killed him...'

'So David hey?'

'What were you thinking?"

'I hate Josh and the others, they should be dead'

'So how are these murders going to stay a secret?'

'What will happen when someone finds Phil?'

'Are you going to kill the others?'

The question Alice was wanting to ask so much......

'Can I kill the rest?' If Bella was planning to kill the others, Alice wanted to kill them first, the kills would be more professional, easier to hide, and most of all they wouldn't traumatise Bella as much. As Bella played with her cereal with her spoon she looked as if she was getting more frustrated with her thoughts, she was digging the spoon into the bowl harder and more aggressively before she finally sweep the bowl off the table and onto the ground smashing into pieces.

'Are you alright?'

"What's wrong?'

'Bella...."

'Do you need me to clean that up?

'So, cereal these days huh? They weren't like they were in my day'

Alice had no idea of what to say Bella; she didn't want the human getting more upset than she already was so she decided to just keep her mouth shut. "I want to find them all" she stated, the honestly and aggressiveness in Bella's voice frightening Alice. Bella got up from her seat over to the mess she made. "Bella, Bella..." Alice cooed, "Don't worry about that mess, I'll clean it up it's no big problem" Alice grinned going over to kneel next to Bella patting the humans shoulder once she was next to Bella. Bella turned towards the beauty staring at her and before she knew it she grabbed Alice throwing her down against the glass unintentionally, Bella just wanted to be on Alice, she slid on top of Alice pressing all her body weight against Alice as the humans soft lips blindly searched for Alice's up her neck, along her jaw line and finally they claimed themselves on Alice's icy lips.. Alice felt the broken shards of glass against her back but it didn't hurt her one bit, although explaining why she would have no cuts, scratches, no anything on her back would be a mouthful.

Alice wanted to pull away, she really did but at this moment she was just as uncontrolled as Bella all she could feel were Bella's lips on her own, Bella's hands creeping down her smooth skin to sneak up under her shirt and onto her breasts. That only made Alice kiss harder her shirt getting wet from the milk, she didn't care one bit, not even if it was a designer shirt... "You don't care that I've killed people?" Bella asked in a murmur against Alice's lips. "Who hasn't?" Alice replied in a moan biting down on Bella's lower lip just soft enough she wouldn't break the skin. Bella pulled her lips away from Alice's and slid her hand out of Alice's shirt getting up onto her feet. "You haven't killed anybody" Bella's eyes burned into Alice's with a fiery fury. Her eyes burned into Alice's crimson ones brightly. "Bella..." Alice had no idea what to say to the human anymore.

'You have no idea..."

'I have killed before.... and drained them of their blood'

'I killed my mother, my father, my younger sister and the love of my life..."

Alice sighed. "Bella... I don't know if this..." Alice began then the anger on Bella's face shifted to an already heart-broken face "is the right thing to say but..."

'I have killed people''

I am in love with you'

'I'm a vampire..."

"Are you alright?" Alice finished off the sentence. How crap was that? Are you alright? What the hell kind of question was that Bella was obviously not alright. Bella smiled sadly, she didn't want to act like this towards Alice. "Alice, I'm scared" Bella admitted getting up off Alice, "I'm angry, I'm depressed, I'm happy.... I'm... I don't know" Bella was confused, she was happy with Alice but she wanted them all dead, she didn't think she would be able to ever feel comfortable with those people that hurt her, alive. The human could feel the tears starting to form; she needed to change the subject. "So why are your eyes red" Bella said wiping the corner of her eyes quickly.

"I'm a monster Bella; your blood did that to me." Alice helped herself up looking down in disgust at herself, "You should be more afraid of me than those people that hurt you.... I want to eat you."

Bella paused cocking her head to the side. Eat her? "You know you can eat me" Bella mumbled under her breath not thinking Alice could hear. Alice sighed closing her eyes, Bella made it hard to resist, the vampire looked up at Bella before her eyes went blank and she froze.

Alice helped herself up wiping off the broken pieces of the bowl off her back. "Bella you know how some things are rushed... well..." Alice started to say as she went to grab the dustpan. Bella raised her eyebrows. This couldn't happen to her she thought; Alice was going to say she didn't love her.

"... I think we should be friends first, not as close as we are now... I mean we haven't known each other that long..." Alice only had her back turned for a second as she started mopping up the broken bowl and milk when she smelt Bella's blood once again, by how strong the scent was, quite a bit of blood.

Alice turned around there was blood dripping the humans chin from her nose. Nose bleed. Quite a big one. "Goddd..... Bella.... blood..." was all Alice managed to get out. Bella didn't care really, through the humans eyes Alice just rejected her. "Alice, you're just as fucked up as me aren't you? What's with the whole vampire act?" Bella said light -heartedly smiling as she moved closer to Alice. Bella wasn't upset really, she knew sooner or later Alice would leave her... but maybe Alice wasn't going to, Bella wanted to be optimistic, make light of the situation, even a situation darker than she could imagine. Taunting a vampire. "You want my bloooodddd" Bella laughed a little wiping some of the blood off her chin with her hand.

Alice didn't believe what was happening, her mouth was shut, she had stopped breathing but now the sight of Bella's bright red blood getting waving it in front of her face was almost too much. Alice didn't want to say anything, she didn't want to open her mouth at all, she didn't want to breathe in any more of that delicious scent. "You know its okay to tell me you don't want me" Bella said with a smile turning away. That was the complete opposite of what Alice wanted, all she wanted was Bella.

"Bella, it's not that I don't want you it's just that... I don't want to hurt you"
"All you want is my fucking blood Alice!" Bella hissed wiping her hand all over the vampires face and lips. "Go on, have it, you can resist me but you can't resist my blood can you?" Alice closed her eyes turning her head which pleased Bella, that Bella could do this to someone like Alice, be in control of her. "I don't want it" Alice murmured opening her mouth slightly to get the words out.

"Yes. You. Do" Bella moved even closer to Alice and pressed her body against the vampire struggling with herself. "Bellaaaahh...." Alice moaned pleadingly turning her head further away. "Just take it, before it gets more tainted, drink it, have me" Bella urged pressing her hand up against Alice's lip with more pressure than before. The smell was taking over Alice, wearing down her resistance making it even harder than it was already to keep her teeth out of Bella's flesh

"I want you to have it Alice, I want to be in you... bite me"Alice shook the thoughts out of her head; she had no idea if she was seeing visions or her own twisted fantasies anymore. The vampire helped herself up grabbing the dustpan she began to sweep up the broken bits of the bowl. When she was finished, with the human's stares on her, she got up and dropped the bits into the bin.

"Bella... I'm hungry" Alice whispered seeing the human turn around. Alice stared blankly at Bella seeing something. "I feel like McDonalds" Alice smiled silently hating herself every second she wanted to jump onto Bella, knock her down and drain the human of her blood. "Okay, well I'll come since my breakfast didn't make it into my stomach" Bella smiled, "and I'd love to spend some time out with you in a normal setting."

***
"Here Bella, get out I'll be right there" Alice said with a smile as she stopped in front of the Seattle McDonalds. "Why don't you park here?" Bella asked with a confused look on her face.

"Well, another car may you know, scratch it or something, there is less chance of that happening around the back of the restaurant where no one hardly goes. You know the last time I ate here at McDonalds I parked my car right over there-" Alice pointed to an empty parking spot "- and the whole left side was scratched. It was horrible, now I think by parking around the back where no one even goes there would be a much lesser chance of that happening, even though that's where the thugs hang out smoking sometimes my car has an alarm and if they try getting near or in it, it will go off and I will hear it. Now that furthers the chance of nothing happening to my lovely, lovely car. And it's raining like hell out there so you'll get less wet if you run into the doors from here" Alice finished explaining with a smile, she only really needed a reason to park around the back so it would be easier...

Bella blinked a couple of times before nodding and getting out of the car. "Thanks" Alice said with a smile driving off around the back as soon as Bella shut the door. It was completely deserted. Alice quickly parked her car further up from the corner and got out meeting Bella in McDonalds. "So what do you want?" Alice asked wrapping her arms around Bella from behind. Normally Bella would jump at this type of contact but Alice's voice told her it wasn't someone else's arms around her and if her voice didn't do it, Alice's smell gave her away. "Just get me whatever you're getting. I'll go sit down" Bella said feeling Alice's arms slide off her. 'Whatever I wanted?' Alice thought. She was going to have fun eating human food, the last time she did it not only tasted like ash but it also came back up.

"How may I help you?" the cashier asked with a smile.

"Could I have a.... Mc'Chicken burger meal, small... make that two... umm... is there anyway one of them could just be made with raw meat?" Alice looked at the cashiers disbelieving face and figured out the answer for herself. "No? Okay, don't worry; let's just make those two small Mc'Chicken meals. Oh and on one of them could you just have the piece of chicken in it, nothing else?"

"Sure will that be all?" The cashier had a suspicious look on her face. Alice just nodded and handed the girl the correct money for the food, the vampire already worked the cost out in her head. After she was handed her food she brought it over to Bella. "Well I hope you like chicken" Alice grinned setting the food down in front of Bella. It smelled somewhat nice, the smell of meat. Alice grabbed her food and took the wrapping off the burger followed by Bella doing the same only Bella took a bite out of it. Alice just looked at it; she knew what was coming, her taking a bite and her whole mouth tasting disgusting.

Bella was already half finished the burger while Alice just had hers in her hands looking at it. She sighed softly and took a big bite out of it chewing it in her mouth. The food tasted horrible, absolutely revolting to the vampire. She managed to swallow before her hands dropped the rest of the burger and her eyes went blank. It was time, they were here. "Bella, I'm just going to check my car... you know I worry about it" Alice flashed the human a smile. "I won't be long, and since you are probably really hungry you can have my food I'm not that hungry anymore." Bella nodded and looked back down to her food. She was hungry.

Alice went around the back and saw them with a girl, this one younger than Bella. At least her clothes were still on. "Hey are you Damien, Anthony and Bob?" Alice asked walking over to them, there was one she recognised. Josh. The three looked at her. "I need to know your names I'll be screaming them later boys" Alice had a suggestive smile on her face. "Heh. Well my names Bob, but call me bobby. And his name is Damien, he likes to be called Damo" Bob explained, "and he is-"Josh cut him off. "I know her" Josh replied coldly, he was the only one that didn't have a goofy smile on his face right now. He was probably the smartest one there right now, not that he was much smarter. The others weren't suspicious at all that someone like her was throwing herself at them practically. "Come on Josh, you and I have had our ups and downs but I really I... I like you... a lot... and I will do anything to have you, even if your friends have to join." Alice walked closer to Josh, "now let this girl go so you can have me."

The others had already let go of the girl and stepped closer to Alice. As soon as the girl ran away Alice put her arm around Josh's neck. "Come on guys, get closer" Alice was luring them closer to her. So she could kill them easier. "Who's going to be first?"

"I will!" Bob quickly shouted and he hands were instantly on the hem of Alice's shirt. "You're going to love bobby" he bragged. Alice wasn't so sure, killing him would be a relief but the guilt; killing someone even as bad as him. Alice already felt terrible about the others. David, Charlie and Phil. Alice put her hand around Bob's neck and quickly, with one hand, snapped his neck. He slumped to the ground and while he did, with her arm around Josh's neck, she grabbed it and snapped his too. There was only one left. Damien. He looked like he just pissed hi pants. Alice felt kind of sorry for him, but she couldn't waste any time. She needed to get it over and done with now. "Damien, I'm sorry but..." Alice stopped. This was a new low for her, apologising to someone she was about to kill? She felt pathetic.

In one motion she ran over to him, both her hands around his neck, there was a loud crack as she broke his neck. There, now three dead bodies were on the floor around her while Bella was inside eating without a clue to what was happening out here. Alice grabbed them all by the collars of their shirts and dragged them effortlessly to her car and stuffed them in the boot. She knew this was wrong, but it was better her than Bella doing it. She killed them instantly with no blood spilt.

Bella saw the vampire walk back through the doors and towards her; there was something wrong, no smile on the vampires face, a grim expression. By now Bella had eaten both burgers and threw the chips away. Alice was outside for a while trying to compose herself to be able to walk back to Bella with a smile on her face, but she couldn't manage it but, seeing Bella's face made her happier. She was doing this for her, so Bella didn't have to worry about those men anymore. One of the reasons Alice was finding it hard to smile was because of that food she ate, her stomach and her in general felt horrible, on the plus side that human food killed any thirst Alice had for Bella's blood.

"Hey Bella, my cars fine thank god" Alice laughed a little sitting back down. Bella smiled, "well I'm done here, what are we going to do now?" The human reached her hand over the table to place her hand on top of Alice's. "How about we go home? I actually have to do something; it's just this thing for my dad. You'll be fine by yourself for a while won't you? Carlisle and Esme have gone to be with Rosalie and Edward for a bit" Alice stood back up with her hand never leaving Bella's. "Yeah I'll be alright, let's go" Bella stood up and held Alice's hand as they walked out towards the car.

***
Alice stopped the car in front of her house. "Okay Bella, here's the key I'll be back soon" Alice said with a smile as she patted the humans leg and then gave her a set of keys to the house. "Bye Alice" Bella waved after she got out of the car as Alice drove off towards an ocean a few states away.

Bella didn't go inside the house; she didn't know is she could be in there alone, the place where she was raped. She didn't want to be alone at all, she knew no one else other than Alice to be with though. There were only the people from school, people that hated her. There was her mother but she had no idea where she was and if she ever did find her she probably didn't want to talk to her daughter. Who else was there? Jacob. There was Jacob, the first person she met when she came to Forks; his dad was friends with Charlie. Jacob was the only guy she knew that was like a friend to her.

Bella still remembered where he lived, although getting there would be a challenge. She walked over to the door and opened it with the key walking inside and over to the door for the garage. As she walked into the garage, there was only one vehicle in the entire huge garage. A motorcycle. Too bad Bella didn't know how to even get on one of those things. Bella grabbed the mobile out of her pocket and started tapping her foot trying to remember what his number was.

Alice arrived at the deserted beach; it was rough, rocks pointing out of the water, rocks all along the beach. Alice was hidden by the rocks in the part of the beach no one went to, the sea was rough, the waves crashing against the rocks as rain poured down and lightning lit up the dark grey cloudy sky. None of that worried Alice, that wasn't any match for Alice. With her car parked up on the cliff above her she opened the trunk grabbing two of the men in one hand and one in the other, her vampire strength allowed this. She jumped off the cliff onto the sand and walked into the water before sinking underneath it. She ran along the ground of the ocean for about 200 kilometres which didn't take long with her speed. She let go of the bodies which stayed down at the bottom of the sea. Alice just stood there for a few moments just looking at them, they were pale and cold, lifeless... like her. She forced her eyes away from them and started running back to the shore.

Bella finally rang the right number when Jacob answered. "Hey I'm wondering if you could pick me up" Bella asked as soon as she heard Jacob say hello. "Uhh... who are you?" Jacob replied, he was in the woods half naked and now confused.

"Bella" with that one word Jacob smiled, "sure where are you Bells?" Jacob was grinning, flashing his teeth. "I'm at Alice's house" and with those words Jacobs grin turned into a frown. Bella was at a vampire's house, his mortal enemy's house. Jacob could feel his whole body start to tremble. What was Bella doing with a vampire? What was Alice doing to her? "Jacob? I really need you, please?" Bella asked after Jacob didn't reply.

With Bella's words Jacob calmed down, "Sure Bell's, I'm like near there so it won't be a problem." Jacob had already hung up and was racing towards Bella. He reached the garage door and then smelt it, that too sweet musky smell. It was sickening to Jacob; he wanted to get away from it. He smelt a human inside so without wasting anytime he crouched down and grabbed the sliding garage door handle and ripped the whole door up. It was now broken but Jacob didn't care one bit, he was glad he did that. "Hey Bella, watch out for that garage door I think it's malfunctioning."

"Jake, you're here" Bella breathed out relieved. There was one more person she could rely on. Before Jacob could walk over to Bella, Bella had thrown herself onto him in a hug "I missed you so much!" Bella gasped at how hot his body was. She was already burning up in his arms. Jacob could feel her uncomfortableness and set her down. "Yeah I'm here" Jacob had a goofy grin on his face, he hadn't been this happy for a while, and what surprised him, out of all places he was happy while in the heart of the Cullen's coven.

"So what's wrong Bella?" Jacob put his large hand on the girls shoulder looking down at her. "I just needed to be with you, not alone here..." Bella looked away from Jacobs eyes. "Well there's always my place, I don't really like it here it's creepy" Jacob chuckled a bit, "let's go."

"How are we going to get to your house?" Bella asked tilting her head to the side a little. "Well I'm sure the bloodsucker won't mind us using that bike over there" Jacob smirked walking past Bella grabbing the keys of the rack. 'Bloodsucker?' Bella stood there, 'so that explains Alice, she really did have a blood fetish...' Bella smiled, "Alice is a really, really good friend, just don't break anything... else" Bella walked over to Jacob who growled a little? Bella wasn't sure but she mounted the bike and wrapped her arms around Jacob with her face buried in Jacobs back she closed her eyes feeling the wind whip past her, this, being on a bike, doing something dangerous was a thrill to the girl.

They arrived at Jacobs's house, "so what are we going to do now?" Bella asked as she got off the bike. "Whatever you want, you're the beautiful one, it's up to you" Jacob smiled taking hold of Bella's hand. Bella's face instantly turned red and she looked away. "I'm not beautiful Jake" She laughed a little."Well, if you aren't beautiful why are you blushing at me telling you that you are the most beautiful person in the world?" Jacob had a mischievous grin on his face as he studied Bella's face going a darker shade of red. "Jake...." Bella couldn't help smiling and she felt herself move closer to Jacob.

"Yes gorgeous?"

"Alice..." Bella sighed looking away even further.

"Filthy Bloodsucker..." Jacob murmured his grip on Bella's hand tightening.

"Why don't you like her?" Bella looked up at Jacob; she didn't like the idea of someone not liking that loveable girl.

"Bella! She kills animals and drinks their blood! She is a monster and she doesn't want me to be with you!" Jacob scrunched his eyebrows together, "that's why."

Bella stood there shocked with her mouth hanging open. "Why are you lying to me? Bella yelled out at Jacob when she finally was able to regain control of her mouth.

"Bella have I ever lied to you? When you first met me earlier this year did I ever lie to you? I told you everything. You're the one that never contacted me back, I called you again and again and Charlie always answered and told me you didn't want to talk to me. Why did you do that to me?"

Bella looked down thinking hard. She thought Jacob forgot about her but Charlie just didn't allow her any contact with him. "I never got any phone calls... I thought you forgot about me..." Bella said absentmindedly, "Jake I'm sorry" Bella sighed hugging the huge teenager again. "It's okay Bella, but love, are you okay?" Jacob saw the fading bruises on Bella's skin. "What?" Bella asked. 'Love?'

"You have bruises all over you" Jacob stated brushing his hand across Bella's cheek. "Oh yeah... I got raped... but let's not talk about that" Bella started to walk over to his house sitting down on the grass. "What!?" Jacob roared causing Bella to close her eyes tightly. "Jacob, it's okay I'm dealing with it, let's please talk about something else... how's Billy?"

"Why didn't you tell me Bell's? I will kill them, who are they?" Jacob wouldn't give up. "Jacob, it's alright but please Jacob...I don't want to think about it." Jacob sighed, "Okay sorry, Billy's in hospital, he had a stroke not long ago, but he is doing fine" Jacob grinned again, the sight making Bella smile.

"I missed hanging out" Bella whispered as Jacob sat down next to her. "So did I Bella more than you could ever imagine..." Jacob said as he moved his face closer to hers.

Yes, so now Jacob is in the story O: thanks for reading, please review your thoughts.

~Crystal