Perhaps someone attempted to murder me, or pushed me in front of a car by accident but the only thing I'm sure of is that they confirmed I was hit by a car and yet no one knows where the accident occurred or how I'm alive. Apparently I had lost so much blood and such severe internal damage it was only a matter of steps when I entered the hospital they claimed me as dead. Yet here I am breathing, talking and holding no memories.
They were insistent I tell them my name so that they may contact my parents since I had no I.D. on me. Nothing was on me, not even a stupid bank card to give them an idea.
"Kaos" the voice whispered to me.
It wasn't the first time I'd heard the voice. Even when I woke, I didn't freak, I had heard it before. It was there when the people came. This voice was a friend I concluded. It told me the secrets on how to get more nurses to look at me or how to get people to leave my room and other things like that. But I had no name for it. It just would whisper sweet things to calm me when I was having a panic attack and would stay with me when the nightmare crept into my mind.
It became my mission to learn their name, but after a week of nothing but silence, I had soon given up. Whenever I asked or was curious it would disappear and the faint hissing sound from afar met me soon after. My neck chilled, my heart sped up and suddenly I was screaming.
I can't remember what happens afterward, but soon the nurses and doctors came to the agreement that I should be monitored with a specialist and have more frequent check ups so I don't commit suicide.
They started calling me by a number instead of name and soon, they started calling the voice and warning 'attacks' and to be warned whenever someone came near. I attacked 3 nurses, 2 surgeons and even a child walking past apparently. I don't remember doing any such thing. All I'm sure is of 3 things…
One, no one will ever come to claim me.
Two, the incident was not an accident at all but done by someone close to me.
Three, the voice I had heard was my powerful friend.
But there are two things that concerned me.
One, I would never know that of my parents.
Two, My Blood bled black.
The fact my Blood was black scared me shitless but more than that, nobody but me could see it. They never saw it on my hands at Midnight or the wounds I had on my neck. No one saw anything odd about me; but that voice.
Even with no parents or relatives that I know of, I was never truly alone since the accident. Of course I never mentioned this but there has been two people I've met since…or should I say heard.
Suaro Ketsuki is a demon that first appeared in my dreams.
I would often see glimpses from my past in seconds, flashing by so fast it were as if they were never there. If Suaro Ketsuki hadn't appeared, I would have never known what the flashes were. As soon as it appeared it was gone and never appeared after, never to be seen again but this woman spared me from despair.
She had eyes that had no real colour but the intensity of her gaze was frightening yet empowering. She had such distant eyes and I always felt as if she were looking at something past me whenever she faced me. Her eyes had never left mine but they were never focused on mine either. She was watching for something. She had called to me and told me stories from her Realm. She told me the people she knew but she had made a great deal of pain to her world in order for peace to be met. She has no memories from before she was sealed which was over 10,000 years ago. She only remembers her awakening afterwards, just like me. We talked in dreams often where clocks were taken apart piece by piece and then are put together again; it was often in a white room, with staircases that reached to such a high place you might die before you were able to reach the top. The only thing was…I had reached the top.
When I had reached the top, it was by accident but the sights seen from it is what caused my 'attacks' and where I met another just like me.
He however, has no name as of yet. He wears a strange mask which covers his entire face but his eyes shine phosphorescent blue through the eye holes. His hair is electric black and his body emits a strange colour which is called an aura,I've been told. His hasn't talked to me like Suaro does and he has no desire to as of yet however he's only said one thing to me in all of the times I've met him.
"Bound by his words you shall become, Screams will awaken you by night and the only thing that can stop your madness is to be become like I. Soulless and Divine shall be your escape so long as you don't die."
And then I wake up screaming.
