Disclaimer- "Hi Can I own iCarly?" I say. "NO!" nick says. "Can I own Spencer?" "NO" "How bout Gibby?" "NO" So nothinghas changed all I own is this fanfic. Just in case you didn't get that whole thong it means I do not own iCarly.

Freddie snapped his head around and looked straight at her face. His head was racing with so many thoughts that he began to step back. "What?" was all he come up with. He had so many questions that needed to be answered. So he mentally cursed himself for the one question he could come up with.

Sam's hair covered her one eye as she looked at the floor in defeat. Seeing her upset gave him a wierd feeling inside. Almost like someone was cutting him up. "I'm sorry, let's just pretend I never said that. You know what I didn't even say anything," Sam said softly.

"Why?" Freddie said raising his eyebrows.

"What do you mean by"

"I mean why should we forget what you said. You obviously said it for a reason. If you like, love me then... I don't know. I never really thought this would happen, you know. My future was always pretty straight foward. Marry Carly, have three kids, and go to college. Well, maybe not in that order but"

"Fine. I won't get in the way of you and Carly's plans. You two deserve eachother. Me and you just kissed on iCarly and then we thought we felt something. We were just being stupid. Let's go back to the way we were before. I call you a dork, you cry to your mom, and we call it a day."

Freddie took a step closer," No. Sam I don't wnat to go back to the way we were. I hated the our relasionship.It was emotionally stressing on both of us."

"Did your mommy tell you to say that."

"What is your problem? I'm trying to let us be more then just frenemys and all you want to do is poke fun at me. Let me remind you I didn't start this conversation."

"Oh really Freddie because you asked me if I felt anything when we kissed. YOU started this not me"

"Oh real mature Sam. Blame it on me. Will you ever grow up? I don't think you can handle a serious conversation. You start to make jokes and poke fun. Samantha Puckett you are so..."

"So what Fredward Benson?"

"Your just a kid."

"Excuse me?"

"Little kids can't talk anything out. Then begin to fight and call eachother names. They never take responsability for any of their actions. Most importantly they are liars." This was Sam's bursting point. Her hand collided with Freddie's face with one loud slap. Before she could remove her hand Freddie took strond hold of it. He looked deep in her eyes, a fire behind them that she had never seen before. As much as she wanted to look away Sam found she could not move her eyes. "Let me go Freddie!" Sam finally said trying to wiggle heself out from his grip.

"No Sam. Never again," his final words so soft as he crashed his lips into hers. Sam's eyes grew large as he bagan to kiss her until they fluttered shut and she began to kiss back. Her fingers played with his hair and he held her closer with each kiss. He was afraid he would lose this wonderful creature in front of him if he let her go. The kisses told secrets, whispered poems, and wrote history. The experiance was breath taking.

Freddie took a step away from Sam and looked away from her. He began to pace back and forth silently cursing himself. Not one word came out of his mouth that wasn't a swear. This made Sam feel uneasy and she sat on the floor. She knew he head regretted kissing her,he was trying to find a way to explain his most recent screw-up. As time passed still no words were spoken. It had felt like hours, days when in reality it had only been two minutes.

Sam could no longer take her boddled up emotions. So with one quick movement she was headed out the door. A small part of her hoped Freddie would come after her, but he never did.

Her feet slammed there way up to her room and closed the door behind herself. The body wieght collided with her bed with one loud thud. However that was not the only sound being made in the Puckett household. The other noise came from Freddie closing the front door behind him as he left.

So many thoughts clouded Sam's mind. Most of them conserning Freddie andther most recent.That word made her pause, recent. How many times did she kiss Freddie? She had never really thought about it. But the number of times she had kissed Freddie was way more than Jonah. She had only kissed Jonah twice and Freddie held the count of four times. Four beautiful kisses. With that thought Sam sighed.

"Holy shit," Sam muttered to herself, " What is happening to me? I never used to sigh over a boy and I never get emotionally except when I look at Freddie's ugly face. Oh! That's a lie. I love looking at Freddie. He is like my sun and earth and air. OMG! I'm talking to myself! What's wrong with me? Not only that but I sound like Bella comparing Freddie to the air! (A.N. for those of you who read twilight that is the Bella I'm talking about. Can't wait for breaking dawn!) I'm so stupid. Everything good in my life I let slip away."

"Who said I slipped away?" Freddie small voice said right behind Sam. She turned herself around to face him.

"I thought you left?" she said a littlev more bitrter than she had hoped to say it.

"I can leave if you want?"

"No. I just, I don't know."

"Listen Sam, I think I really like you. I can't be sure though because we really have never had a civilized conversation that doesn't end up with me in pain. We just need to talk and we'll take it from there. Is that fair? But one thing, we can't tell my mom. She doesn't exactly like you."

"Okay so is this talk sorta like a date? Or is it like a talk?"

A blush creeped up Freddie's face," I guess like a date. If that is okay with you?"

"You know if someone had told me two years ago that I would be going on a date with you I would have broken their leg. Now I don't think I mind so much."

"This should be interesting you and me on a date. I can't wait to see what we do..."

Author's Note- Sorry I haven't updated but the end of the school year was CRAZY! Now I can update more because it is summer. I just wanted to say this is my last chapter without having my beta check it. She is absolutley wonderful BeautifulxxDisasterx! I mean I really wanted her to look at this chapter but I was itching to update so I hope you don't mind the problems.

Another thing I really love twilight so I put some references every now and again so look out for them.

Another thing: I HAVEN'T BEEN TAGGED! On the iCarly page there has been some tagging for ten songs and I haven't been agged. I kinda want to be and I don't so yea, idk. Also this eally wasn't my favorite chapter but it is important what they say.

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