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Bella's POV

My body felt warm.

So comfortable.

So... naked?

My eyelids lifted a little, still absorbing last nights events. Wow, what I night. I didn't move yet, Jake was peacefully snoring beside my body. His one hand resting rightfully on my chest. I smirked, I was his, I didn't mind it at all.

Every memory from last nights pleasure came swooping in.

Wow, just wow.

Jake was good- really good.

Well more than good- amazing. Goofy, lanky Jake was a big boy.

I still was in disbelief we'd kept that up for the good hour and a half. He must have been so exhausted- But I could only imagine his relief. I didn't mind, my choice was made firmly, and I was so glad. On very few occasion I'd felt Edwards ahem, and well it didn't compare to a very lucky werewolf. I wouldn't tell Jake this fact ever- just in case Edward did come back and read his mind. For lucky me it burned at first, ripping fire towards the core of my want, but faded soon after to by far the best night of my life.

Yea, sure the night that me and Edward agreed to our -now canceled- marriage was up there. Though this was honestly the best thing that could happen to me.

Shit.

A urge course through my stomach.

I had to pee really really bad, and Jake's body was slumped across my stomach and legs in a deep sleep. This would be a tricky situation. I shrugged my shoulders forward, getting the upper half free of his large muscular arms. He was lanky, but still extremely muscular. It was such a turn on too look up at his naked muscular back and chest. I sighed, flashbacks reviving themselves. Not only did I have an amazing time, but I could now use the guilt trip easily without a conscious. He did kinda use it on me- knowing how hard it was to control his instincts with me. I grinned at this.

So now he owned me- whatever I wanted. I smirked at my winning attitude. Ever since that kiss, and what I'd felt in his pants 4 days before I'd wanted it just as bad as he did. Don't tell Jake though. I was excited. I just needed to get my emotions in check. Fortunately for me, Jacob was amazing with comforting. Edward's name wasn't band from our conversations. Jacob knew I was with him for good. All he wanted was for me to stop hurting, and the best way possible was to vent.

Fuck, I once again distracted myself from my aching bladder. I gotta get my hips out from one of his long, strong legs. I shrugged my hips to the right.

OW!

My crotch felt like it had been smashed with a jackhammer. Well technically that's pretty much what occurred, with Jake's powerful and orgasming thrusts. Like they'd stated on so many sex education programs and magazines, normally women never orgasmed their first time. But me...

I had to have at least 15...

I think.

I honestly didn't know if I could walk. I'm pretty sure Jacob's ego would love hearing that. His body moaned, feeling my body further away from mine.

"Jakee." I hissed in his ear, tugging at his semi long hair.

"Urgh."

Great response dog boy.

"Jacob." I tried again.

"No - no" He mumbled in tossing sleep crushing me a little. I poked him.

"NO, no more dough nuts!"

...

Wow, that was productive.

"Jacob Black wake the fuck up, I can't walk and I have to pee- BADLY." I snarled, trying not wake anyone else sleeping in the house. I was pretty sure it was only about 9 am in the morning.

Nothing.

Fucking exhausted dog boy wasn't going to get up that easy. I jabbed him in the stomach again.

Not even a mumble escaped his lips. Maybe I more animal like approach would work. Taking my petite hands I scratched lightly behind Jacob's ear, tugging at it ever so often, "Jake... Wake up pleaseee."

"Wh.." He was barely able to make out in his sleep voice. His eyes fluttered, but they weren't close to open.

"Peeeeee, Peeee, help." I whined yanking his silky black locks.

"You can't go?" He asked, dim witted and confused.

"Jake you're laying on me. But that's the least of my problems now." I drawled in exasperation. My bladder was dying as I spoke.

"What's the problem Bells then...?" He pleasantly kissed me on the forehead. His face seem so releaved and vibrant even at the early hours. I was so glad I could help him like that.

"Urmm..." I blushed a dark magenta, "I don't think I can walk right now- it hurts." His face lit up in a cocky fashion, only darkening the colour on my cheeks. He scooped me in his arms gentle as possible, still causing me to wince. And threw a blanket around both of us- just to make me comfortable in case Billy was wheeling around.

"Sorry Bells." He muttered a little disappointed in himself from my facial expressions.

"Jake," I laughed as he wiggled out of bed, me in his arms bridal style, " It's something I can get use to, there's no need for apologies."

His face lit up again, "You mean you were happy? Like you're not mad at me for the pain your in?"

You're joking.

Silly Jake, he got so nervous and giddy when I shocked him.

"Jake, this pain- plus more is worth how much pleasure you put you me in last night." I whispered catching his lips in sweet epiphany. His tasted of spruce, and wood in the most manly way possible; I loved it. He smiled back after the kiss ended- and for once my Jacob was completely speechless. I better take this for advantage, it wouldn't likely be happening again for a while.

"Just, were gotta wait a bit so I can heal. Hopefully you can control yourself for now." I giggled lightly as he helped me to the toilet. I felt like a two year old- what kinda of guys helps their sober girlfriend to the toilet. I sat, still naked and the toilet seat was down. His face seemed dark at the last comment.

"Bella...?" He looked so apprehensive.

"Mhm?" I was now extremely concerned.

"You didn't just do that to make me feel better, I wanted you to be happy. I wanted you to want it not just me." His hair hung lower almost covering his eyes. He seemed so hurt by his own actions

He had to be joking if I thought last night was a emotional Bella mistake.

...

A burst of laughter came from my chest, "Jah- kup."

Weez.

"You've got to be joking me!"

Weez.

"That was HONESTLY, the best night of my life." I stated so honestly still erupting with giggles. I loved telling him that, I knew it would just light him up like a Christmas tree.

"Better than..." He didn't finish knowing the name would sting me.

It still did- a little- even without a name added.

But I nodded smirking. He bent down catching me lips again this time with rejoice.

"Best night, and best rest of my life beautiful. Thank you."

I smiled lost in his chocolate eyes. An awkward blanket of silence wove over us.

"Umm...I'll let you um- pee in peace. I'll come back when I hear you finish." He replied leaving the room.

"Yea... um, Okay." I stuttered uncomfortably.

I wish he'd just stayed- and help me lift the toilet seat, saying I was so much pain just closing my legs. I felt so tender and bruised. I finally accomplished the challenging task of urinating, and Jacob came back hearing the toilet flush scoping me in his arms effortlessly and caring me back down the hall to his room.

Thank god Billy didn't come back from the Elders until late last night.

I was loud last night- really loud. I'm pretty sure the whole pack could've heard me screaming Jacob's name. Not that if they did it would make a difference. Next time Jacob phased everyone would know his version of our crazy night. I smiled cuddling into his side, his arms welcoming me. I didn't have a single regret over my actions which perspired in the last week.

Sure I missed Edward.

But I missed Alice, and everyone at that.

Even Rosalie.

You can't expect not miss a lifestyle and everyone surrounding it when it's been that way for almost 4 years. I just had to get used to this new one, and I was already really starting to like it. Charlie didn't care how much time I spent with Jacob, he couldn't care less if I married him at 19. It was Jacob for god sakes.

Which was definitely not happening anytime now- there wasn't any conditions to be with Jacob for the rest of my life.

It was natural, like it should be.

"Jake." I hissed.

"Yea Bella's." He replied in his sleepy voice.

"You do feel... a lot better right?" I pried anxiously.

"You do not even now how much pressure is lifted off my chest- and other area's obviously. " He grinned playing with my dark hair.

"Will this be a problem.. a lot? I can only umm- take so much abuse in areas." I was blushing furiously by now.

"I can you plenty of space Bella, all you want now. I can keep it under control until the spring, it won't be as bad as it was again."

Plenty...?!

I don't think so wolf boy.

"But I don't want plenty- just enough to walk." I giggled playfully.

"That can happen too." He smiled rolling on top of me gently- for once not his second brain not being awake. Wow, it really did make a difference.

"I like it when you loose control." I teased. I really did like to stir the pot, or just testing how much attention Jacob required.

"Bella, You have no idea what I will do to you make you scream." My eyebrows raised at his darkened tone. His voice was husky and filled with rich lust.

Wow.

Smoking hot.

Damn bruise vaginal area, damn.

If I wasn't so fucking sore, I'd do it all over again. But I needed to adjust to the fact every time it would be like shoving a bolder up my crotch- not that I minded that hard smooth pounding bolder.

"Jake..." I moaned trying to get a reaction out him, then laughed. I could see his body tensing for a second knowing I was out of commission but he regained his control of his now coherent mind hearing my laugh.

"Let's make something. I'm starving." I suggested.

"Bella... you can't even walk, how the hell are you going to make food?"

I smiled wildly.

Who says this werewolf couldn't learn to cook. I'd get to order him around while I sat and I had breakfast made for me.

If he didn't burn the house down in the process.

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After breakfast, and lunch I could walk again- more of hobble, not letting my legs rub together. They were still sore. It was funny ordering Jacob around to cook me chicken strips and pizza. Who knew it was so hard to frozen pieces of meat on the plate and in the oven without burning something. When you put the box on the tray excepting it to dissapear.

It was a little more than difficult.

We hadn't really been out of the house in 4 days, Jacob refused to let me be alone, he was so worried about my sanity- or my mind suddenly changing.

Truthfully that wasn't going to happen.

I wanted to go out.

I wanted talk and show how happy I was- and at that, I needed to get home for a while. Not that I really wanted to leave Jacob at all.

Jacob was sprawled again the small couch, holding his stomach- there was still at least 2 hours before dinner and yet he was hungry.

I walk- erm wobbled into the room as his eyes lit up.

I already knew what he wanted, "No."

"Pleaseeeeee... Just two BLT sandwiches." He moaned. He should way 300 lbs by now from the way he ate.

"Jake, is there any one else that can feed you?" I barked, little ticked at my aching groins. I really didn't wanna run around the kitchen all day. He was especially hungry apparently cause he worked his ass off, I couldn't deny it, but jeez how much food did he need to refuel.

"Well... yea." He muttered shyly.

"What- Wh- oh wait.. Emily?" His face lit up at the fact I stated. I wouldn't mind a long overdue tripped to Emily's. I knew I would be pestered by the pack, but truthfully, I didn't mind. As long as they left Edward's name out.

"They're having a barbecue and a bonfire tonight actually..."

"They don't hate me?" I asked doubtfully.

"They never did- they never could. They always liked you- even though right now they're a little bit sketched on you." He said honestly, looking down at the rugged carpet.

"Why?" I blurted.

"Last time I phased was well... when I left you there and you still wanted Edward. They saw how hurt I was, they don't know you've left him." His name burned at my stomach, but I pushed past the dark thoughts. It would take everything I had to get over this; everything including Jacob.

My Jacob.

"They might mention... him." I could tell he was trying not to spit his name out. Just as hard as I was trying to forget every memory that surrounded the name Edward. It still stung, like alcohol on a open wound. But I knew it would cleanse it and eventually close it.

"But he's gone." I mumbled.

"They don't know that Bella." He stood up kissing my forehead and running his hand through my tangled hair. I'd get a shower before we go.

"Jake, you know I'm not ashamed of anything that happened. Except for hurting you before- and they already know that. If you phase while brought me over- some one's bound to be in your mind. They may as well know erm- the juicy details."

He smiled, "Bells, you make this too easy. Let's go. I was scared you wanted to keep it a secret. It would be a bit of a challenge for me. It's hard not to think about you, and yea' know."

He winked.

I gave him a dirty look, "I don't like secrets anymore. Plus...we are way too loud too keep secrets."

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I showered throwing on his sisters old cloths. He phased, and I rode on his large furry back to Emily's. No need for a vehicle, regardless how much I love his white Rabbit. Jacob was way faster compared to any car than on the dirty roads of La Push. Billy had called Charlie telling him Jacob would bring me home later tonight after the bomb fire, and I was feeling much, much better. I could tell by Billy's laugh, that my dad was more than ecstatic that Edward was out of my life.

From his point of view; Edward had caused me multiple injuries, heartbreak, and stolen his daughter for marriage. I couldn't blame my Dad. My throat choked at the thought him, and I shook it from my head. I now had to deal with tormenting wolves.

And a very cocky Jacob.

Fun.

With his arm wrapped around my waist protectively, and grin wider than a fat bottom plastered across his face we walked into the cramp room. It was warm welcoming, and humble. Everything so simple. I had forgotten how much I liked the atmosphere at Emily's.

"Jacob come out to feast finally!" Embry exclaimed.

"Pft, feast is hardly the word for how much I'll eat." Jacob smirked back.

So far, so good.

"Bella its so nice to see you." Emily smiled gracing me with a hug.

"It's been forever, sorry I haven't visited." I mumbled shyly.

"I'm so itchy Em'!" Seth croaked scratching his arm furiously.

I guess Seth had adjusted easily to the pack after he'd discovered their secret. It was obvious his sister Leah had strayed home. It wouldn't be welcoming here in the cramp comfort of Emily and Sam's home. Not to mention their disapproving hurt glares.

"Take a bath maybe."Sam hissed in his dull serious voice.

"It's not that..." I heard Seth whine but was distracted but Emily colourful voice.

"Come Bella, take you're pick on the secret stash before the boys get at it." She urged me to follow her. I wasn't hungry, but I knew the long night would ache my hunger.

"No fair, I'm hungrier!" Jacob moaned with a goofy childish grin. It struck me that suck a mature boy with his pants off, could act like such a child around food.

"Yea, hungry for Bella." Embry smirked.

I instantly flushed red, chasing after Emily to have the kitchen swallow me up. My small head must have looked like a tomato. I left just in to time to here I smack from Jacob to his friend.

"They'll stop, it happened to me too don't worry." Emily assured with her warm smile. She really was beautiful, and I felt sorry her. The pain and suffering she experienced. That scar- I don't know how Sam could look at her every day knowing that was what he did to her. I don't know how Jacob would handle it if it came to that.

Though I knew clearly that Jacob had complete control, and knew how to handle his wolf spirit. Especially now that his was releaved; he would do everything in his power to protect me.

"I hope." I hope I let out with exasperated sigh.

"Here," She perked shoving one of the massive plates of juicy burgers, "Take your pick and hide it, and well bring these over to the boys." She explained. I nodded following the directions.

The rest of the feast continued, as well as the perverted comments.

Teenage noisy werewolves.

"Mhmm..."

"Yea that's what Bella was saying last night."

or

"Where are you guys going?"

"Oh- Oh I know, they're going to get busy."

Who knew that guys who looked so ahead of their age- could be so immature with the idea of sex. Not that my cheeks flushed any less when the subject was voiced.

The night carried on as usual, boy pigging out, them bringing even more hot dogs to tame their endless pits at the bonfire. The only person oddly staying far from the tormenting comments was Seth who now praised me from my itching skills.

He must have ran through some weeds he was allergic too. I'm never seen some one itch so much.

Or some one have so many red marks on his skin.

Ever.

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Poor Seth, -grins- .

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