(Don't kill me! You love me too much, right? Well I hope so cause a girl needs someone to love her! Friendishly of course! I'm sorry I took so long but I really didn't want to write this chapter because I knew I couldn't do it justice. Sad, I know. I wanted it OVER WITH! I think it's…ok. I don't really like it! It jumps around more than the energizer bunny! God I hate that hyper fuck! So my other excuses: I'm a junior in high school who is trying to get good grades so I can get into college! So it's HOMEWORK, HOMEWORK, and HOMEWORK! With a little STUDY, STUDY, STUDY thrown in. I hope you don't hold it against me! Edward leaves in this chapter! REVIEW! Tell me if I should be shot because it' so bad or if it's fine! I LOVE YOU!)
Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight but hopefully one day I will have my own characters published!
WARNING: Um, yeah, Bella and Edward almost have sex. So it might be a little touch and go during that part. It's not too bad though! I WARNED YOU!
***EPOV***
"I need to spend a whole BUNCH of time with all of you guys." I told my group of family and friends. I just read the letter. My first reaction was joy and then I remembered the love of my life. I couldn't leave could I? But then she told me too. I had to go. What if…what if she moves on though? With someone. Another guy. Well, of course another guy. What else? A girl? No, that's sick. But…Maybe…
"Yeah doing all the things you'll miss or never got to do! Or even won't get to do again! Like shopping!" Alice's suggested and groans echoed through out the room. "Hey it'll be fun!"
"I also want to do something individual with all of you." I told them all and they nodded.
"We have a dinner tonight, son. Alice sometimes comes to them but you've never." Carlisle hinted and Alice snickered.
"Come Edward!" Esme cheered and Carlisle chuckled lightly.
"Fine." I huffed.
"Then I don't have to come. You'll want to have him all to your self! I'll hang out with Rose and Jazz instead since Emmett and Bella are celebrating her birthday!" Alice cheered and clapped her hands together.
"Oh Edward I can't wait! It's a six tonight! It's actually a benefit. Everyone will LOVE you! There's even some kids your age that come." Esme told me.
"Mostly girls though." Carlisle said while glancing at Bella who was in my arms. Her head shot up and eyes went to mine.
"Girls?" She questioned.
"Yeah." I chuckled uncertainty. She looked past me to Esme and my mom giggled. She giggled.
"I'm guessing I have permission to beat them off with a stick."
"Or a champagne bottle." Bella reasoned and laughter erupted. "I don't care what you beat them off with. As long as you do. And not so much as I give you 'Permission' as I encourage you too." How Bella kept a straight face through her speech, I'll never know. (A/N: Just like we'll never know how many licks to get to the center of a Tootsie pop.) "Now if you will excuse me I have therapy soon. Edward, will you walk me to my truck?" She asked me sweetly and I couldn't say no.
"Sure, I'll be back soon." I told everyone else and they nodded their understanding. I put my arm around Bella and led her out to her truck. "I'm gonna miss you more than life Bella." I told her once we were outside and felt her tense up. "Why can't you stand me saying that Bella?" I sighed.
"Because I…can't think about…about…about you leaving." I felt her body shaking with sobs and I felt my heart break. Why am I leaving again? I was starting to think Bella honestly didn't care that I was leaving. But she obviously did. Why am I leaving?
"Bella I don't have to leave…" I started but then felt a blow to my chest. Bella hit me.
"You have to go. I can't be the reason you stay." She told me stubbornly.
"Bella…"
"No. Edward. I love you." She kissed me and got into her truck. She then drove away without a second look at me. I sighed and went into my house.
"How is she?" Esme asked and everyone turned to look at me.
"I don't know. One second she seems fine and then the next she's breaking down in tears. Then when I try to comfort her or tell her I'll say she tells me to shut up and she's fine again! I'm so confused." I admitted while sitting down next to Jasper. He patted my shoulder.
"She's being strong. Not wanting you to see her breaking. Good thing she had a therapy session. She shouldn't bottle herself up like that." Rosalie said with a sigh.
"I'm worried." Alice piped in.
"What about?" I asked.
"Bella, of course. What this is going to do to her. She loves you so much Edward. So much." Alice looked at me and then a tear fell from her eyes. "And I'm worried what we're going to do with out you. I'll miss my big brother!" She ran over and wrapped her arms around me. She then cried into my chest.
"I'll miss you all. So much." I told them honestly but all my mind was on was Bella.
***BPOV***
"Damn him! He's a…a…a fuck tard! I can't believe this! Everything! URG!" I stormed through my therapist's door yelling these things.
"Hello Bella." Sandra greeted calmly. "So what seems to be the problem?"
"He…" I started but she was already confused.
"He who? James? Are we having a session on him on today? Or Emmett? Or…"
"EDWARD! Edward is the fuck tard of the century! I mean they…URG!" I flopped down on the couch. She chuckled. I really did love Sandra.
"Take a deep breath and start from the beginning. Slowly, please."
"Everyone threw me a birthday party last night. It was fun despite me being, well, me and not wanting one. Then I woke up this morning and Edward got an acceptance letter to some musical boarding school in EUROPE! He say's he's going to stay because he doesn't want to leave me. I tell him to GO! That I WON'T be the reason he stays. Then I guess he decides it's his job to break me down. HE keeps saying how he'll miss me. I tell him I don't want to think about it so he still says it. I want to be strong for him but with him and the talking about it I'm breaking down every few seconds! CRYING MY EYES OUT! I…URG! He needs to just STOP IT! I don't want to think about the goodbye right now. Why doesn't he understand that?" I vented to Sandra.
"Maybe he doesn't know why your being so…Moody."
"Moody? You're mytherapist! Your not suppose to be calling me moody!"
"I'm not only your therapist. I'm your friend, Bella. You are being moody. This is a hard situation because honestly you've become codependent."
"I don't care if I have."
"I know you don't. You've never been one of those women who set out to be indepenant. Some women will even call off a relationship because they miss their independence. Your not one of them. You feel all you need in the world is Edward. But think of when he leaves."
"But…no! I can't think of that!" I argued. I mean, what was she trying to pull?
"It's an exercise. Think of your life and the people in your life without Edward."
"I don't…Edward is my life. I'm nothing without him." I told her while crying.
"No you're very much something without him. You just have to figure out what. Then you'll be making a break through. So what else…" We went on to talk about other things.
***EPOV***
"How does this look, mom?" I asked Esme while showing her the suit I was wearing.
"Oh you look so handsome, son!" She gushed and I laughed.
"Are we ready to go?" Carlisle asked while walking into the room.
"I think we are, Edward?" Esme asked.
"Sure." We got on our way. Around an hour later we pulled up in front of a huge building with lots of cars parked in front. They were very cool and expensive cars too. Rosalie would be in heaven. I would say I was in heaven, but I wasn't. Heaven is only where Bella is. Or maybe it's hell. The way she makes me feel, the way she makes me react, the way she made me feel guilty for fallowing my dream, without meaning to, the way she makes me want to give up everything for her, and many others. Yep, it's hell. I would take it anyway. Any thing to be around my personal angel/devil.
"Are you coming?" Carlisle asked me and I realized I got sucked up in my own world.
"Uh, yeah." I stammered and climbed out of the car. We went inside what turned out to be a Charity event. The whole time Esme and Carlisle bragged about me and me getting into the boarding school. I just wanted to be away from everyone. With Bella. But I was going to miss my parents too, so much, and I had to do all I could with them before I left. To Europe. They had to except me now. Some kind of cruel joke.
"Hello, big fella." Some girl slurred. I raised my eye brows. Big Fella? Wow.
"Hey." I said indifferently. I guess she took that as an invitation to a challenge or something.
"You look sad. Wanna tell me all bout it?" This girl was really drunk.
"Just missing my girlfriend." I told her to try to get her to leave me alone. To my utter surprised she reached over and grabbed my hand. She then leaned over the table part of the way.
"I can make you forget all about her." She purred, trying to sound seductive. I ripped my hand out of hers. Wasn't Esme supposed to be preventing this? Bella would be disappointed. Bella…
"No thank you." I said politely. She looked offended for a second and then it went away.
"But I'm…" She started.
"Edward! Son we need to leave." Carlisle said and we scrambled to the car.
"So, did you have fun?" Esme asked me and I just looked at her. "I'll take that as a no."
"I wanted to hang out with you guys though and I still do."
"Well then lets 'hang out'! That food was awful lets get something edible." Carlisle smiled and I had to laugh.
"What a great idea! How about…" Esme said and Carlisle started pulling in some where. "Perfect!" Esme beamed and then I saw where we were and had to laugh.
"McDonalds, yum." I said and then we went in and spent time together as a family. With McDonalds fries!
It was Sunday afternoon and I was on my bed with my Bella. We were just laying together, listening to her lullaby. She leaned up on her elbows and started kissing my neck. I moaned. Her lips made their way up to my face and I leaned towards them so my lips met hers. We kissed passionately for a while. My hands started traveling up and down her arms and her arms knotted themselves in my hair. I moved my lips from hers and started trailing open mouthed kisses down her face, down her neck, and kept going down. Until she pulled back.
"The group is waiting downstairs." She panted.
"I know. I promised Rose I would take her out today."
"Where you going with her?" She got up and fixed her shirt, then held her hand out for me. I took it and we started making our way down stairs.
"Not gonna tell." I told her with a smirk.
"Your no fun." She pouted and I almost gave in but then we were with the rest of the group.
"You should know he's no fun Bellsy!" Emmett laughed and I glared at him.
"Rose you ready?" I asked, ignoring the Swan siblings. They looked so different but they were really a lot alike.
"Yup!" She popped the p. She got up from where she was sitting and walked over to me, linking her arm with mine.
"BYE BYE! Have fun Rosie! Your going to LOVE it!" My sister yelled after us. I swear that my sister was physic. Oh, well, we love her anyways.
"So where you takin' me to Eddie Boy?" Rose asked as I opened the passenger door to my Volvo.
"Get in and you'll find out and don't call me Eddie Boy." I said that name with discuss evident in my voice.
"What every Eddie boy." She got in the car and I climbed in the driver's seat. "Oops I meant Edward."
"I hate you." I grumbled as I pulled out of the drive way.
"No you don't. You looooooooooooooooove me!" I just chuckled and turned up the radio. It was on my favorite station which played classical music. Rosalie groaned and I chuckled. She started playing with the radio and stopped on some annoying pop/dance song that was a girl singing about how she would do anything for a boy. Emmett would be making sex jokes left and right. Rosalie started singing with the song and dancing in her seat. Figures she would know this crap. Which is what it was. Absolute crap. I hit the button that switched it back to my station, which was saved. Rosalie stopped her motions and glared at me. How could she like that music (I use that term lightly,) and not like classical music. Her hand reached for the dial.
"Don't think about it."
"Do you want me to fall asleep?"
"Rose," I warned as her hand went back to the dial.
"You're not as fun as Bella!" She pouted and I laughed. Listening to the soothing sounds of Beethoven and other composers. We drove on for a while and when we were half way there I pulled into a gas station. I pumped the gas and paid with the card. When I got back in the car a different annoying pop song was playing. I groaned and Rosalie laughed. I reached for the dial but she just clucked her tongue and shook her head.
"What?" I asked, scarred with what she was about to say.
"If you turn the station I will tell Bella about the time when you were sixteen and you wanted to do more with Tanya so you asked me for advice. Remember that conversation? Remember all your questions? And then remember how your plan to seduce Tanya went?" She asked me and I shivered in pure fear.
"Yes." I whispered as we got back on the road.
"I will tell Bella that."
"I know you will. I don't doubt how evil you are."
"Thanks it's a gift."
"So will you keep your huge mouth shut?" I asked her between clenched teeth.
"If you leave the radio alone. Deal?" She asked while holding her hand out so it was facing me.
"Deal." I took one hand off the steering wheel and shook her hand.
"Good."
"Do you even like this crap or do you just like annoying the shit out of me?"
"I love this music but not as much as I love annoying you!" She smiled and I groaned. This was going to be a long drive. We finally arrived at the garage I was taking her too. She just looked at me and raised an eyebrow when she read "Charles and Charlie's Garage" I laughed at the ordinary name.
"Are you coming?" I asked as I got out of the car. Rose jumped out and walked over to me with a questioning look.
"What are we doing here?" She asked me.
"They had someone bring in a classic mustang, I think a 69'. They owe me a favor so I asked them if my brilliant sister could help out." I told her with a smirk. She squealed and hugged me.
"Thank you!"
"So, Edward where's that car smart sister of yours?" Charles, one of the owners of the garage.
"Right here." I told them as I pulled apart from Rose. Charlie came out and saw Rose and both him and his cousin Charles (Co owners of the garage,) laughed.
"This Barbie?" Charlie asked and Rose glared.
"Yeah what did you force her to learn about cars or something and now she thins she knows something?" Charles asked and Rose turned her glare to him and muttered:
"Sexist bastard."
"What was that Barbie?" Charlie asked.
"I said you're a mother fucking sexist bastard!" Rose yelled while throwing her arms in the air.
"Guys, she's good. She's better than me. She actually taught me everything I know. She's the one who fixed up and improved the Volvo when Emmett crashed it. Remember that?" I asked them. Rose laughed when Emmett crashed my Volvo. He was drunk, and stole my car. Bastard. He wasn't hurt though, no of course not. Because being the drunk idiot he was, jumped out of the car and rolled into a ditch instead of turning the wheel when he saw the tree he was about to him. My baby was trashed. After that he got his 'Privilege to drive' taken away. Charlie was pissed as hell. Everyone was because drunk driving is not something to take lightly. He could have killed/hurt himself or someone else. Not funny. Not a joke.
"Really?" They asked skeptically.
"Come see how it's done boys." Rosalie purred and then strutted into the garage. Oh, boy, I was already regretting this.
"Barbie you can come back anytime." Charles said to Rose with admiration in his dull eyes. Rose really showed them in that garage. They were shocked and I was amused. We were walking back to the Volvo after having a great afternoon at the garage. It was actually night time, we spent that much time at the garage.
"I might take you up of that offer boys." Rose said as she climbed in the car.
"Thanks again, guys." I shook their hands.
"No problamoe bro! We're going to miss you though dude." Charlie said and I laughed. Charlie and his weird language. It was like one of his own.
"Me too." I climbed in the Volvo and drove home. I was going them. I was going to miss everything and everyone. Especially Bella. Why was I leaving again?
***APOV***
Edward was taking me shopping! YAY! I couldn't wait. We were in my Porsche driving to Port Angeles. It was just me and my brother. Who was leaving. Soon. Ok, good mood gone. We were listening to classical music and he was telling me how he preferred riding with me to Rose because I didn't "Complain about (his) wonderful music." My brother ladies and gentlemen. We pulled up to a very expensive store and I parked.
"Here?" He asked with a small smile. I chuckled. Oh he really didn't know what he was getting into did he?
"Here and many other places dearest brother." Maybe he would learn to not offer Alice Cullen a shopping spree. I love to shop!
***EPOV***
We were back from the shopping trip. With the people who mattered most to us. I was exhausted. Dead tired. Alice, who knew she could shop that much? I didn't realize I said that aloud until my angel answered me.
"Me and I warned you. Don't tell me I didn't. I did." Bella said dryly and I just raised my eyebrows at her. She turned away from me. Ok…that was different.
"Bella?" I asked softly.
"What?" She snapped harshly and my mouth fell open. She got up and stormed out of the house. I went to follow her but Jasper stopped me.
"I'll go." I started to protest, I should talk to her, but he stopped me. "She doesn't want to talk to you, trust me. I'll go." I nodded and he went. What was wrong with Bella?
***JPOV***
"Bella?" I called as I stepped out of the house. I saw her by her truck. "Bella?" I called again. She heard me this time, I could tell, she hit her truck.
"WHAT?" She whirled around to face me. I saw furry, sadness, and pain. A horrible, raw pain you see on someone's face when some one they loved died. Well, maybe not as extreme. Tears started falling from her eyes. Then next thing I knew I was holding her and she was sobbing in my arms.
"Oh, Bella." I sighed into her hair.
"Jazz they don't get it! Tell me you get it!" She sobbed into my chest.
"Get what Sweetie? What's the matter?" I asked her gently. She pulled away and looked into my face, then flopped down to the ground.
"I can't think of it but I can't stop thinking of it. Of Edward leaving. Edward wants to hear how much I'll miss him, I guess. Sandra wants, well, only God knows what she wants! She wants me to think about when he's gone! BUT I CAN'T! I surely won't survive if I do! He's leaving Jazz. He's leaving." I got it now. I didn't know how I could have missed it. Bella was breaking in front of my eyes and I almost missed it. Would she survive Edward leaving? She's strong but after everything… Will she be strong enough?
***EMPOV***
Edward was leaving. My sister was acting weird. One minute she seemed fine, then depressed, and then pissed. I had no idea what was going on. But Edward was taking me out somewhere and I didn't know where. We drove for what seemed like hours, in silence. It was the uncomfortable kind too. See I was mad at the punk sitting beside me. He was hurting my sister by leaving him. Sure she told him to leave but oh come on! It's killing her! That's what's up with the mood swings. Unless…
"Edward did you get Bella pregnant?" I asked abruptly. Furiously.
"What?" Edward chuckled, shocked. "No. We've never had sex! If she's pregnant it's not by me. Are you trying to tell me Bella's been…" Edward trailed off, hands tight on the steering wheel.
"No. Oh no! Just, dude, the mood swings!" I threw my hands up.
"I think, well, I don't know what to thing Emmett. I…I don't want to go. Well, I do, but I don't. It's my dream but…God I don't know Em!" We drove in silence again until he pulled into a field. The field had tables set up and lots of cars.
"Where are we?" I asked him looking around excitedly.
"Go look." Edward said with a chuckle in his voice. I did as he said. I went up to the tables and saw a banner.
"No way…" I said disbelievingly.
"Way." Edward confirmed. The Banner said.
"Second Annual Pickled Cucumber eating contest! Come eat all the cucumbers you can!"
"I love pickled cucumbers!" I said while jumping up and down, waving my arms around pointlessly.
Later that night I walked into the kitchen when Bella and Charlie were eating dinner.
"Guess what?" I yelled.
"What?" They both asked bordly.
"I won the pickled cucumber eating contest!" I yelled and they just stared at me. After a few minutes Charlie startled laughing and Bella smiled.
"That's great son." Charlie said with a twinkle in his eyes.
"Yeah but could you honestly get any weirder?" Bella asked me.
"Nope!" I sung, popping the 'p'.
***JazzPOV***
"You will die a slow and painful death Edward!" I yelled from my hiding place. You see, we were having a paint ball fight. In a weird place set up for it too. I was hiding.
"I don't think so." Edward said from behind me. WAIT! Behind me! CRAP! I was then shot in the back with a paintball. I fell on my face. I flipped my self over and saw Edward. Pointing the paint gun at me.
"Good bye cruel world!" I cried while reaching out towards the sky. Edward raised his eyebrows and then started laughing. He reached his hand out to me.
"Come on retard." He said. I grabbed his hand and stood up. He turned his back on me and started walking away. I shot his leg.
"Don't call me a retard." I growled.
"Oh it's back on."
"Bring it on grandma!" I yelled and ran for cover.
"HA! I WON SUCKER!" I yelled as we started walking to the Volvo.
"Yeah yeah yeah. Do you want a ride home?" I just laughed in response.
***BPOV***
"You know which one of them really bothers me?" I asked the rest of the group. We were hanging out in Edwards's living room, just being together as a group. We were talking about people at school. Namely Lauren and the wannabes. Tanya was no longer part of that group.
"Um, all of them?" Emmett asked with a 'sassy' flip of his wrist and in a 'girly' voice that sounded a lot like Laurens. I'm sure. We all laughed.
"Yeah but I mean one in particular. Angela!" They nodded in agreement. "I mean she was so nice. I can't believe she's a wannabe!" I told them with a sad smile.
"Yeah what happened to her?" Alice asked.
"Who knows, who cares." Rose said with a shrug.
"I do!" I said while throwing my arms up in the air.
"Then let's do something about it!" Alice suggested and I had to smile at my best friend. I knew exactly what she was talking about.
"Yeah let's teach her a lesson!" I squealed and Rose laughed. We girls knew what was going on but the boys were clueless.
"Why stop at her?" Rose asked with a mischievous glint in her eyes.
"Why indeed." I smiled.
"Wait what's going on?" My big bear of a brother asked.
"I'll get the black outfits!" Alice cheered.
"No, seriously, what's going on?" Jasper chimed in this time.
"Do we need black outfits?" I asked in a sigh.
"Uh yeah!" Both Alice and Rose yelled. I rolled my eyes. "Explain to the boys and be up in a few minutes." Rosalie advised with a warm smile.
"Will do chief." I saluted her.
"Bella, what is going on?" Edward asked cautiously.
"We're going to prank the wannabes." I told them with a smile. Both Jasper and Edward frowned but Emmett grinned. "Probably even Tyler and Mike!" I laughed when I saw how Jazz and Edward were speechless. Emmett was on cloud nine though.
"Do I get a black outfit?" He asked excitedly and I shook my head.
"Why are we walking again?" Alice asked for the hundredth time.
"So we don't make too much noise." I told her for the hundredth time.
"Dude I seriously feel like Santa Clause!" Emmett laughed and I had to roll my eyes. We were carrying the trash bag filled with supplies.
"Ho ho ho bitches." Rosalie said in a monotone. I had to stifle my giggle and so did Alice by the looks of it. We finally arrived in front of Angela's house and were happy to see all of the lights of. We preceded to Egg and toilet paper her house. The classics. We didn't get caught and went on to the rest of the Wannabe's house's and Tyler's and Mikes.
***EPOV***
It was the Friday I left. Even though Bella and Alice wouldn't be at the game they were wearing their outfits to school. Along with all the other cheerleaders. It was tradition for the cheerleaders to wear their outfits to school every Friday. The look of Bella in her cheerleading outfit still made me ketch my breath and want to push her up against the wall, kissing her fiercely. Since our school was cheap it was only a yellow tank, a blue cheerleading skirt, ribbons, and tennis shoes. Bella was wearing a white sweat jacket over it. She looked beautiful and I still couldn't believe I was leaving her. Why was I doing this? Oh, yeah, my dream.
School went along painfully slow with goodbyes to my school mates. They were nothing compared to what my goodbye to Bella would be. That would be terrible. Before I knew it we were in my room finishing my packing. We were alone though, as I planned. No one else in the house. I looked over at my beautiful girlfriend sitting on my bed. She looked up at me with those deep chocolate eyes and full lips. God, she was stunning. I dropped the bag I was working on and walked over to her. This was my time alone with her. What I planned for her was coming. Sure we spent nearly every waking moment together since I found out I was leaving but this was different. Something she wanted.
I climbed on the bed in front of her and cupped her face. I brought my lips slowly to hers and kissed her. I felt myself getting turned on. Her small arms wrapped around my neck and her hands tangled in my hair. She fell back onto the bed, bringing me with her. I smiled against her neck eventually we had to break the kiss and I kissed down her neck and back up again. I noticed, warily, that she wasn't pushing for more, like she usually did. Oh well, I figured I would just have to initiated it. Cause that's what I was going to give her. I wanted to be with her fully before I left for god knows how long. I broke apart from her so I could unzip her jacket and slide it off of her. Her hands lifted my shirt off and I followed suit but as soon as I did she froze.
"Edward," She gasped as I moved my hands over her exposed bare skin. "What are you doing?" She asked while she threw my hands off of her almost bare upper body.
"I want to be with you before I leave. I want…" I stopped when her hand covered my mouth.
"No." She said simply and I was utterly confused. Wasn't she the one trying to get into my pants and now she's saying no to it? What's going on? (A/N: It's ok to feel like punching Edward because I do! He's just coming across so…JERKY! Like he feels…IDK! But I do want to give him a swift kick in the balls after writing this! Anyone with me?)
"No?" I asked, dumbfounded.
"No." She said with force. "Edward I want to be with you, I really do. But not like this! You're leaving. I won't have sex with you. Not now. It would seem too much like a goodbye. Like 'Oh I'll never see you again so I'm gonna jump you bones!' Won't happen Edward Cullen." She said forcefully and I had to smile. That fire in her was part of the reasons I fell in love with her. Despite everything she's stubborn and strong willed and knows what she wants. Despite the rape, the shooting, the depression she has, and now me leaving she's still as lively as ever.
"I understand Bella." I told her as I got up off the bed. She pulled her shirt back on.
"Much better." She sighed happily. I just laughed. We spent the rest of our time together just being together. Hanging out. Being Edward and Bella. Then way before I would like it was time for me to leave.
***BPOV***
We loaded up in cars to head to the airport. I was in the car with Carlisle, Edward, and Esme. Holding Edwards hand tightly. All three of them were crying but I wouldn't. I had to be strong. I had to be. Edward had to do this. It was his dream and by god I wouldn't stand in the way of that. I couldn't. When we got to the air port we parked and climbed out of the car. We were all silent. Even Alice, Rosalie, Emmett, and Jasper. We stood around in a circle inside the airport. Just starring at Edward. I couldn't believe he was leaving. Leaving me. Leaving us. We might never see him again. A tear fell down my face and more followed. Before I knew it I was sobbing into Edwards's chest. He just let me cry into him. He was mumbling sweet nothings into my hair and I think I might have fallen more in love with him.
"Last boarding call for flight…" The intercom buzzed and it was Edwards's flight. He had to leave. He hugged the rest of our group and just paused in front of me. I took the reigns when I noticed his face was also tear stained. I pulled his head down by his hair and kissed him with all my might. We had to pull away so he could make his flight.
"My Bella." He muttered as he pulled away. He started walking away. He was giving his ticket when he turned around and his eyes met mine.
"I love you!" I called to him and he smiled his infamous crooked grin.
"I know but I love you more." He called back and got ushered into the plane. I fell to my knees, sobbing. It took two seconds for me to be pulled into my big brothers arms and I knew then that I wasn't alone and despite the fact that Edward was gone I would never be, truly, alone.
(Oh I hope you like it! So, I'm an eternal optimist and a little bit of a feminist so this story might have some of my views thrown in. Like the sentence at the end. Sorry if you don't like it! I hope you do though! Um, I'm sick. It sucks! I was going to go to goodwill with my best friend and try on hideous dresses that we would NEVER wear today but I couldn't! Or I can't. Maybe, I still might be able to be it'll take A LOT of scheming! :D HA! So any of you watch/read Vampire Diaries? I do both! Did you like it if you did? Do any of you watch Supernatural? I DO! What did you think of it if you did? So if you want to see Bella's cheerleading outfit it'll be on my profile! It'll come back though…WITH JACOB! WOOT! Are you ready for the J/B ness? I AM! I can't wait to write it! Her falling in love with Jacob Black…*Sigh* I LOVE YOU!)
P.S. I hate the common cold. It's so common but you can't get rid of it. It SUCKS!