A/N; What is up my merry people has it been that long since I posted my first chapter, god I am so behind the times, sorry my lovely readers. Sorry if I seem very happy on kind off hyper on the amount of sugar I've had today. Here is the latest chapter, Enjoy.

'Thought' - Itallic
Normal- Everything Else.

Chapter Two.

New Orleans.

Two years, two whole years have passed since he had last seen her, two years since his own demonic eyes looked deep into her emerald ones, time had gone by so slowly for him, his life had changed the night he had help his father, he had changed, because of her. He has tried so hard to forget, to but it in the back of his mind, but her face, would crawl back into his dreams.

'Rogue.' He thought, her name, not her real name, no one knew that, but it suited her, made her unique.

'Damn it, why can't I stop thinking about her.' he cursed, over the last two years his thoughts, feeling and fantasies had all been about her, he tried to move on, women, drinking and doing more for the guild to keep his mind busy, It was never this hard with any other women, even Belladonna.

'Belladonna', the name that used too always be on his lips, until the guilds disapproved, until now.

His life had changed, that is for sure, now here he was in his lovely home surrounded by his family, in the last couple of months, everyone had stopped and decided now would be a good time to stop the fighting, by getting Belladonna and Remy married, much to Julian's disapproval. Remy never thought too much about marriage, over the last couple of years, but now he had to think about it, he had to do it.

'For the good of the guilds.' he kept reminding himself, never once saying 'For the good of himself.', the only problem was it wasn't with the girl he wanted it too be.

He wasn't saying Belladonna was a horrible person, I mean she was beautiful, once he considered her to be the most beautiful women of his life, but not now, not since his Rogue, His?, she wasn't his, she was no ones, and never would be, mainly because of her powers, the untouchable, forbidden fruit some may call it, but to him she wasn't just a temptation, she was everything, every sense, every kind of beauty and the only one for him.

Why was it so hard for him to forget her, he would never know, he would sometimes spend hours questioning himself till he wore himself out, he was once the king of hearts, until that day when he knew he had left his heart with her the minute he gave her his priced card, he knew somewhere deep down she would always have it as there was never anyone who could hold a candle. He wished he was someone else, someone who wasn't going to be with someone else the rest of his life, he wanted her to be happy, but he knew that there was a selfish side that wanted her to only be happy with him.

"FEAR." was what he felt, fear that she had found someone, that she could touch him, kiss him and... he didn't want to think about the other thing, he felt like someone was tugging at his heart strings when he thought of her, because it broke his heart a little to know he could never give her a life when his own would slipped away the moment he said "I do.".

But, he could give her so much more than any man could, he could give her romance, love, happiness, strength, he would take away her fear of never being able to touch someone without being scared, he would tell her everything and anything she wanted, give her anything she desired and more, he'd show her the world in a way that she has never seen, never heard of, he would give her his all.

The truth of the matter was no matter what he said, thought or knew would change the event that would happen in a couple of months, this time he couldn't run a way, even if it meant going to see her. Although he was marrying Belladonna he will always wonder what it would be like to marry Rogue, to wake up every mourning and see her face, see her eyes that melted his heart, see her spunky personality that made him laugh, to hold her close and never let go.

Remy Lebeau was always the man who knew what he wanted and would usually get it, but he knew this time the fight for love was over as he could not get, steal, con or win the most beautiful women who he would every truly love.

As of now he was alone, and knew through the lies he would tell and the secret that he kept, he would only ever love one person, one women, one Rogue.

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Till next time.

egolust92.

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