OKay so I'm editing my first chapter...making it longer and more...addicting or whatever. Just read it and eat cookies ^^


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Sabuku no Gaara sat in the literature classroom staring at nothing in particular. It was just another boring day, at his boring school, in this boring classroom, with boring students and boring self-proclaimed friends and fans.

"Ohmigod, Gaara!" Ino thought, 'He's staring at me! He must think I'm hot!"

Gaara rolled his eyes at Ino who was staring at him dreamily. Gaara sighed, girls were so annoying, all they ever cared about was who had the hottest guy and who has had sex more. So pathetic, no wonder this school sucks ass.

"Hi Gaara!" Ino squealed as she plopped down next to Gaara, "Let's go out,"

"No," Gaara said emotionlessly, he was use to being asked out by her every period, but still it was annoying as ever.

"But we're perfect for each other," Ino gushed, Gaara snorted; this Barbie girl didn't know shit about him.

"Look Barbie," Gaara growled, Ino stared at him, and then a smile sprawled on her face.

"Ino," Ino reminded him, her brain was messed up and she thought a brainless doll that little girl's played with and guys chopped was a compliment. Idiot!

"Like I care," Gaara snorted then continued, "Look, you asked me out last week, I said no, you asked me out yesterday I said no, you even freakin asked me out today, I said no. So what the hell makes you think that I've changed my mind, you brainless idiot."

Ino smiled, she was use to Gaara's insensitive insults. It just made him all the more hotter, "Panda-Kun, I may be brainless but I know guys, and trust me when I say this, guys can cave, big time,"

Gaara twitched as Ino sang this stupid nickname she made up for him. He wasn't a fucking panda bear, and he hated her for making that stupid nickname. Now the Gaara Fan Club was now the Panda Fan Club, so stupid!

"Stop calling me Panda-Kun or else I will murder you Barbie," Gaara hissed his fist balled. Ino giggled at his empty threat.

"You beat guys up senseless, not girls," Ino said in a sing song voice. Gaara growled at this.

"That may change," Gaara said threateningly, but he highly doubted it. He had made a promise to never hurt a girl, ever again. He learned his lesson easily and quickly with dire consequences.

It had happened a while ago, he remembered it like it was yesterday.

His father had always hated Gaara, because it was Gaara that had killed his beloved wife, Gaara's mother. Gaara's father remained single until Gaara's sixteenth birthday. As a birthday present, Gaara's father presented Nami, Gaara's future mother and Temari, Nami's daughter. Temari was only fifteen, but she was very beautiful and she greatly resembled her dead father. Her blond hair was bushy and thick, usually in four ponytales. She was so different, so beautiful, so perfect. Her figure, her legs, her haunting green eyes, they were etched in Gaara's mind forever. After some time the two became best friends, and together they survived the hell their evil parents created.

After some years, Gaara began to feel an emotion towards Temari that he could explain, but dared not to, for it was...incestiouse. Gaara loved Temari; Gaara didn't just love Temari he was in love with Temari. Weeks of hiding and avoiding Temari left Gaara shaken and alone. After a month Temari entered his room and after a huge fighing match, the truth came out.

The two became lovers, and fell into a deep romance of passion and unending adoration between each other. The two lived in their little piece of happines for four months, two weeks, six days, five hours, two minutes, and fourty-three seconds...not that Gaara had been counting. For that time, the two lovers were in a state of pure bliss and happiness, but then they were found out. Gaara's father took Temari and locked Gaara in the basement. After two agonizing days, Gaara was finally allowed to leave the basement, only to be pushed and pulled into his father's room.

His father's friends were around Temari who was bloodied, bruised, and naked. Her blond hair, messy, her beautiful figure and her female mysteriouse were displayed for all to see. She was broken, crumbled, and her eyes, once gleaming and independent, looked lost and blurred.

"Now my Son, I give you this choice," Gaara's Father said with a pleasant hiss, "You prove your loyalty to this family and you kill Temari... or you both die,"

Gaara's Father handed Gaara a silver knife with a black handle and the family crest twisted onto the black handle of the knife. Gaara turned to Temari in panic. Temari smiled lovingly at her brother.

"Ga-Kun do not weep," Temari whispered, only when Temari had spoken those words did Gaara realize he was crying. He stared at his tears in astonishment, never in his entire life had he cried...and yet here he was crying.

"What do I do? Gaara whispered his voice full of agony and indecision. Temari sighed a tired look on her face, though the loving smile never faultered.

"Gaara, do not throw away your life for me," Temari whispered softly so only Gaara could hear her words, "I'm already dead and tired. They've done terrible things to me, it hurts so much. Just kill me, you will be forgiven, because I'll always forgive you and when your time has come we will be united together in heaven,"

"Do it, Gaara," Temari said loudly more forcefully, Gaara nodded and with swift movements he stabbed the knife into his beloved sister in law's heart.

"I'll always love you...Gaara," Temari whispered with her last breathe, and then she was silent.

"Very good my son," Gaara's father said and he left the room, Nami trailing behind. Gaara's Father's friends snickered and laughed as they too left the room.

"Temari," Gaara whispered and held his sister close ignoring the tears in his eyes, "I never did believe in a God, and I'm sorry I still remain unfaithful…but if there is a heaven up there than that is were you deserve to go…and if it is possible Temari-Chan, I hope that someday I can join you,"


TEMARI AND GAARA ARE NOT RELATED!! /sweat drop/ so many private messages that are bashing me

/tears/ Jeeze guys, ever heard of "Don't Like; Don't Read"?

Much Love,
Evanescence147