The Dead Talk by S.A.L

I own nothing of Btvs or Angel.

Chapter 3

The way I became....

Warnings sexual situations and violence.

England 1875....

As I came to I noticed two things; one I was alone in the study and on the floor naked, and second it was daylight and it was warming me through the window.

I had no idea where Angelus and Drusilla where at, I was hoping they just left never to return...oh how wrong I was. I tried to get up but it felt like every bone in my body was on fire, I screamed from the pain in my back. It felt as if someone had ran a horse over me. There was a chair to my left so I tired to use that to help me up, it took me what felt like forever but I got up to my feet. What i didn't notice was the pair of eyes watching me from the doorway.

" Well Angelus has sure made a mess, but it's so wonderful he left me something."

I looked up and almost fell over, I had to grab the fireplace mantel to stop myself. When I looked up again I focused on the person who had just spoke, she was very pretty blonde hair and blue eyes she was dressed in a blue and green dress with gold lace. Her hair was up with a few curls to the left of her head she was wearing a hat that matched her dress and red lips as red as a rose. She started to walk towards me but stopped at where the sun was hitting the floor.

"From the looks of you Angelus had his way with you already. I can always tell when it's his work." she said as she looked me up and down. " Spin around, well little girl you look pretty banged up, although you are lucky to be alive. Now why is that do you think? I don't think you where for me not by the looks of you, so why are you still alive and everyone else is dead?" As she was talking her stare became more cold. I also wondered the same thing, I look around and saw the bodies all around. I almost started crying again until I heard footsteps coming from upstairs. She also heard them and walked away to the foyer, I wanted to moved but I couldn't, so there I stayed naked in the sunlight trying not to cry. I heard them come down the stairs and stop, they began talking so I listened.

"Angelus, explain yourself now!" I heard the blonde woman say.

"Darla, you are here early. Wasn't expecting you for one more day darlin." Angelus said calmly.

"Don't play with me Angelus, you and Drusilla were supposed to wait for me to arrive!" Darla said with a slight higher tone.

"You know Drusilla she couldn't wait for the fun to start...speaking of." He stopped talking as I heard footsteps coming down the stairs.

"Grandmum you are here how lovely, oh the mess so sorry for the mess Daddy didn't give me time to clean up." Drusilla started giggling wildly " It's lovely, I can hear them they want us to burn them, oh can we Daddy lets make this a lovely light on the hill." I heard her clap her hands and start humming.

"Dru is right we need to leave and burn this place down to the ground at sun down." Darla said.

"What about Daddy's toy Grandmum?" said the dark haired woman.

" Oh yes, Angelus why is she alive?" then I heard them walking toward the room I was in. " Why is she here...hmmm is she that pretty Angelus that you couldn't just take her and kill her. The whole reason for this trip was to find her and have your way, well you've done that kill her and lets be done with this my boy." Darla said as she coldly looked at me and touched his face with her hand in a loving manner. He turned into her touch and bent down to kiss her and stopped right before their lips touched.

" No, I won't kill her yet. I have plans for her Darla. I want her for our pet, she could come in usefull darlin." He said as he turned his head toward me and smiled evily.

Darla stared at him for awhile and then turned to walk out of the room. " Fine but she is your responsability Angelus. If she so far as looks at me funny or causes problems I will drain her myself, understood?." He turned her around and kissed her very hard and fast. " I'm going to go rest, I've had a long jounrney and we need to leave at sun down. Dru search the house for anything we can take with us." Darla said as she walked out of the room.

" Oh I will Grandmum I'll find us lots of pretties." Drusilla said as she danced off like a happy child.

" Well it's just you and me darlin" Angelus said as he started to walk toward me, he also stopped at where the sunlight ended on the floor. " Why don't you come here" I didn't move " Don't make me ask again...COME HERE!" he yelled but he made now move to grab me. I felt that was odd, *I must be safe here in the sunlight* I thought. " If you make me get you I will make sure you live for a long time." he said as his eyes burned with rage. I made no move still, then he reached into the sunlight and grabed my arm he started to growl, I looked down at his arm and it was smoking as if on fire. He pulled me into the shadow of the room and picked me up by my neck and pulled me up the wall till I was eye level with his inhuman face.

" Enjoy this face darlin you'll be seein it for a long time!" He said as he pick me up over his shoulder and started to walk toward the stairs. I started to cry, I didn't fight back I couldn't there was nothing left in me to fight. So I just cried. He took me to my room and threw me on my bed. I thought he was going to take me again but he turned and walked to my woredrobe and broken vanity, he grabbed a bag from my chest and started packing clothes that he liked. After he was done he threw the bag by the door and opened the door to walk out but turned and spoke to me " You better get some rest darlin I won't be caring you when we leave, and don't even think about leaving this room or I'll make sure you can't walk for days then we will have to drag you with us." Angelus said with a evil smile.

When he closed the door I started crying soft at first then very hard, I just wanted to die I wanted to be with my cousins. I fell asleep to the sound of the clock ticking in the hall. I awoke to the feeling of the bed moving, I looked up to find Angelus naked and getting on my bed.

" Good you're awake, this wasn't going to be fun unless you were awake." He said as moved my leg over his hip and entered me I gasped from the pain. He wasn't moving he was was just lying there inside me, I didn't know what to do I started to cry. " Do you know what I'm going to do to you now? I'm going to make you want me, I'm going to make you need and crave my touch and only my touch" he said as he started to move in and out of me slowly. Angelus started to caress my waist then moved up to my breasts still moving very slow, he started to lick across my collar bone I drew in a sharp intake of breath and moaned and hated myself for it. He pulled me closer to his chest in a lovers embrace, he started to move a little faster but not much. I started to feel warmth in my lower stomach and tingling in my toes. I started to move with him, I put my arms around his neck to help me move " That's it darlin" he said as he moved his hand from my waist down my stomach then lower where we were joined. He touched something and I couldn't help but arch my back and moan, he did it again but harder, I almost screamed. He started to move a lot faster he rolled me on my back and placed my legs around his waist " Enjoy this Mina this might not happen ever again." Angelus then grabbed my arms pulled them above my head, he then bent down and kissed me on my breasts and made his way up to my mouth. This was different than the other times he had taken me, he was being gentle like a lover, it made me cry harder. When I looked up he was watching me, he then started to move in a different rhythm which in turn made me cry out his name. He looked excited about this, I was cursing my self for saying his name. He did it again but I bit my lip so I wouldn't slip again, then again he tried and I had to bite harder on my lip. I drew blood he bent over and licked the drop falling down my chin and then started to suck on my lip, "Mina say it again" he moaned I shook my head no. "Fine then I'll make you!" he then started to move fast and hard in and out of me, his hand move between us and touched that spot again, I screamed, but not what he wanted to hear. "Come on Girl! Say it!" he said breathy. His face shifted to his monster face, I looked at it and shivered, he was still pumping fast as he bent over and bit my breast I heard him growl. I could not hold on anymore the bite should have hurt but it didn't, it shot tingles that exploded all through my body "oh God...ANGELUS...no!' I screamed as the white heat took me. Angelus looked up from my breast and pumped two more times and growled very loud and then collapsed on me.

It felt like forever until he moved, he rolled himself off of me so he was on his back.

" Get off the bed and get on the floor I would like to rest before we leave." he said still lying on his back looking up at the ceiling. When I didn't move he pushed me with right arm onto floor. As I lay stunned on the floor a pillow and a blanket fall ontop of me. Then I heard his voice above me " You are forever my toy Miss Willamina Lowel, don't ever forget that darlin." He started laughing and then fell asleep.

New York Present Day....

"Why would the Scrouge be gentle with a human girl?." asked Bryant Lamben

" Why else, to prove a point, that he could do it then turn around and make me want him and hate him at the same time. It would forever scar me." Mina said looking down at her fingers.

"Did you want him after that?" Asked Bryant while he scribbled down notes.

" Yes always even when it was really bad...I still wanted him and only him, and I still do. I don't love him though I hate what he did to me but I want him none the less. I hate myself for it Mr. Lamben and I swore I would never be a monster like him." she said as she stared down the hallway.

Sorry about not updating sooner. Please review.

S.A.L