Bella's POV
"For about four months after you guys left I felt...dead. I was literally lifeless, wouldn't eat, wouldn't sleep." I started looking down."Charlie got really worried. Other friends stopped calling, school got harder, I was a shell. I would flinch at even the slightest thing that reminded me of you." Edward's face looked pained."He put me into a mental facility for about six months. During that time I started cutting. It felt really good but after a while it started getting harder to quit. It took a month to stop. When I got home I started to get better, I would eat, I would sleep. One day I was wandering in the forest looking for our meadow and Victoria and Laurentfound me there. Surprisingly Victoria sat back while Laurent started talking about why Victoria wanted to kill me. Finally Victoria came forward and told Laurent to hold me down while she changed me."Edward had his face in his hands dry sobbing." After she bit me they left me for dead. I sat there for two days before the pain faded. For about 50 yrs after that I wandered around own my own. Confused, Alone, and Scared.I started feeding off of Animals mainly. Occassionally I got carried away. I've killed three humans. After the third one I broke down, I had just killed my father.(A/N:no flames! I had to put someone she was close to.)That was when I met Sam, Mike, and Summer. I was breaking down when they walked up. They helped me calm down and I helped them become vegetarians. We started 'Didn't Move on' about one year ago. The tour went by, we stopped at Forks, saw you and you know the rest." When I finished I walked over and hugged Edward hesitantly. He surprised me by hugging me back, rocking me back and forth while apologizing in my ear.
"It's okay Edward. I forgive you. I am surprised though." I said.
"Why?" He asked.
"You're hugging me back. 80 yrs ago you told me that you didnt love me anymore. That you didnt want me. Then you walked away." I said wincing.
"Bella,I've always loved you, and always will love you. I'm sorry I didnt realise that I was hurting you more than helping you. All I wanted was for you to have a normal happy human life where I couldn't put you in danger." He said. 'will he stop apologizing'
"Let's go to my place." I suggested.
"What about signing auto graphs?" Summer asked.
"They will live." I said.
A/N: sorry this chapter is so short. all the chapters will be pretty short. Reviews are welcome.
