After Set up we went to go get settled in Edward's Guest bedrooms. Even though we dont sleep. Soon enough it was time for the concert.
"What are we for songs tonight?" Sam asked.
"Tonight I wanna cry, Jacob Black, By You, I Dont know, and My Immortal." I said. Edward and his whole family were coming over. Esme and Carlisle didnt know I was in the band, nor that I was here. We ran out while it was still dark. As the Music started the lights flashed on. The Crowd screamed.
"Alone
in this house again tonight
I got the TV on, the sound turned down
and a bottle of wine
There's pictures of you and I on the walls
around me
The way that it was and could have been surrounds
me
I'll never get over you walkin' away
I've never been the
kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong
meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to
let go of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like
rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry
Would it help if I
turned a sad song on
"All By Myself" would sure hit me
hard now that you're gone
Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost
love letters
It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better
But I'll
never get over you by hidin' this way
I've never been the kind to
ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant
never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go
of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my
eyes
Tonight I wanna cry
I've never been the kind to ever let
my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never
losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my
pain
To hell with this pride, let it fall like rain
From my
eyes
Tonight I wanna cry"
Next we sang Jacob Black.
"Jacob
Black
She's not coming back
La Push has come to shove
And
she's through with you
Can't you see
You're just a dog to me
If
you come near her again
I'll eat you too
First you missed
her
Then you kissed her
I'm just watching
You think you're
fine
I'm waiting
Contemplating
Don't you screw up
Or
you're mine
(x2)
You're
nothing but a dog,
Nothing but a dog, nothing but a dog
And
it's time for you to face the truth
You're nothing but a
dog
Nothing but a dog, nothing but a dog
And she's still way
too good for you
Watch your back cause who knows what I'll
do
Jacob Black I've got my eye on you
The other day
I
thought I heard you say
May the best man win
But I see through
your ploy
You might think
That you are on the brink
Of
winning her love
But you are just a boy
First you missed
her
Then you kissed her
I'm just watching
You think you're
fine
I'm waiting
Contemplating
Don't you screw up
Or
you're mine
You're nothing but a dog,
Nothing but a dog,
nothing but a dog
And it's time for you to face the truth
You're
nothing but a dog
Nothing but a dog, nothing but a dog
And
she's still way too good for you
Watch your back cause who knows
what I'll do
Jacob Black I've got my eye on you
You were there
to save her life
When I was far away
Differences aside and
I'll
say thank you anyway
The bigger man will shake your hand
And
pretty soon you'll see
In your mind you're kissing her
In life
she's kissing me
You're nothing but a dog,
Nothing but a dog,
nothing but a dog
And it's time for you to face the truth
You're
nothing but a dog
Nothing but a dog, nothing but a dog
And
she's still way too good for you
Watch your back cause who knows
what I'll do
Jacob Black I've got my eye on you"
Afterwards we performed By You.
"This
hole in my chest has been getting
The best of my life
That day
in the woods
Hurt me more than any kind of pain
In this life
ever should
What's the cause?
I guess I'll walk around in this
Empty shell of all that I was
Hold myself
Who else
will?
Please be still
Get up off the floor and try
Never let
them see you cry
You're swimming now but
Swans were maent to
fly
And the chill of your touch
Never thought I'd miss the cold
so much
Wrapped in stone
I felt at home
If only you knew
that this hole
Was created by you.
I can't sleep
Dream of
you
There you are
Its not true
I walk to the edge
I look
at the see
I never imagined how easy it'd be
You give me no
choice
To hear your voice
I feel so free
It's difficult
way
To live out each day
I wonder where you are
But now here
I come
Don't step in the sun
You're almost in my arms"
Finally we finished with My Immortal.
"I'm
so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And
if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause
your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried
I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away
all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By
your resonating life
Now I'm bound by the life you've left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it
chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to
heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that
time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held
your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All
of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But
though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
When
you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd
fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of
these years
But you still have
All of me"
Backstage after the show we met Edward and his family in the dressing room. As soon as I walk into the dressing room Esme and Carlisle rush forward and pull m into a huge bear, or should I say Vampire, hug.
"Nice to see you again Bella! Hurt yourself lately?" Carlisle asked forgetting breifly that i was a vampire.
"Carlisle, Im on of you. You guys left 80 years ago. I'd be ninety-eight years old now." I reminded him. The rest of the family including my Coven giggled.
"Right!" Carlisle said, covering up his mistake. I shook my head.
"Let's get out of here!" Edward said. We all agreed and drove back to Edward's house.
A/N: sorry it took so long to update. Finals are coming up and the teachers seem to think its fun to load us down with homework. ugh! and Ice skating in Gym. Im just as clumsy on skates as Bella is on her feet.
