Last Chapter guys. :(
I own nothing but Sam, Summer, and Mike.
BPOV
It has been about a week since the wedding. Me and Edward were at a private Island that Carlisle bought Esme back in the late 1900's. Right now we were swimming deep in the atlantic ocean. Since we didnt need to breathe we could stay down here for hours. and that's what we did. When we needed to hunt we hunted together on the mainland. Then we'd return and watch a movie before moving to the bedroom. We cant sleep but we can have sex. I loved the way our bodies molded together. We walked into the living room and my cell phone rang. Ugh. Summer. They've been calling me non stop for about three days now. I finally answered.
"Hello." I said.
"Hiiiiiiiiiiiiii !" Summer squealed.
"Whaddya want." I asked slightly annoyed.
"when are you coming home?" she asked. Ugh. this girl is unbelievable.
"Whenever we damn feel like it. We've only been here a week Sum." I said.
"I know but I miss you." she said.
"Awww...I miss you too but we dont want to come home quite yet, we are having fun here." I said trying not to hurt her feelings.
"Oh eww. I dont need to know about your bedroom activities." Summer exclaimed. I laughed.
"I wasnt talking about that, but if you'd like I can go into detai-" I started before she cut me off.
"No. No need. Emmett does that enough for both of you." She told me.
"That's Emmett for you. Listen I got to go. I'll see ya when I see ya. Bye." I said.
"Bye." Summer replied. The line went dead, but not before she muttered another 'Ew'. I laughed and put my phone in my pocket.
"What did Emmett do now?" A velvety voice asked me from behind. Strong arms encircled me in a loving embrace.
"Summer's just annoyed with him talking about his and Rose's...Bedroom activities." I said. Edward chuckled.
"Thats Emmett for you." He said.
"That's what I said!" I laughed leaning back to kiss him. We turned on the tv to CNN. Jeez we've been so out of the loop, World war 3 could've started and we wouldnt even know. They were playing one of our music video's. It was too, "Everytime". They werent playing the audio but just the video.
"Didnt move on's song 'Everytime' has hit top of the charts this week, This is the fourth week in a row. Here's the music video," She said before it cut to the video. (Link to the video on my profile.)
"Notice me, take my hand
Why are we strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me
Everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you, baby
I make believe that you are here
It's the only way I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy
And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby
I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song's my sorry
At night I pray
That soon your face will fade away
And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby ''
I looked back at Edward. He was looking down towards his feet. He had a pained look in his eyes.
"Bella. I am so so sorry for what I put you through. I will regret my decision to leave you as long as I live. I promise you I will never leave again. That was the stupidest thing I have ever done in my 189 years." he said.
"Edward. Dont. I have already forgiven you for that. I know that you are regretful about that and I know that you always will be but please dont beat yourself up about it. Its in the past. We can put that behind us now. We can move on with our lives together." I said. He nodded.
We spent another thee weeks at the island before deciding to go home. Edward insisted on packing. Once he was done he brought the bags back to the boat and came back for me.
"I'm beginning to get used to this. Even though I can fully well get in and out of a boat without killing myself now but I like this." I rambled as he picked me up bridalstyle and carried me out to the boat. He chuckled and kissed my forehead. Once we had left the island and were speeding back towards land, he slowed the boat down and turned it to face west. We looked at the island back about 600 feet. We stared at it for about ten minutes before Edward turned back north and sped off again. We docked at the mainland in aout a half hour. Edward helped me out of the boat and got the bags out. I stole one from him, much to his disliking. We hailed a taxi to the airport. Edward must have called the airport because when we got to the ticket counter he said Cullen and the lady handed him two first class tickets. Of course it'd be first class, but thats my adorable husband for ya. We sat down in our seats to wait out the plane ride, there wasn't a layover anywhere so it would be about a two day flight. (Im guessing so sorry if thats wrong) Unless something went wrong, In which case, me and Edward would run home. That is, if we were in the United States when said thing went wrong, which that's not going to happen is it? Pull yourself together Bella, Even if the plane had something wrong with it, which I doubt, Edward wouldn't let anything hurt you, if anything could even hurt you on this plane. Calm down deep breaths. Don't let Edward sense that you're am I kidding, I'm completely freaked out. I looked over at Edward and he was 'sleeping' I reached over and shut the window silently, it appeared as though I was making it darker so I could sleep too. I leaned my head against his shoulder and closed my eyes. It was pretty easy to fake sleep. I felt his arm wrap around my waist and gently pull me closer. I wrapped my left arm around his stomach. I was trying to relax, I didnt want to tip him off that I was nervous. It wasnt my fault. I just dont like planes. If we were meant to fly we'd be born with wings. And machines arent too reliable. I just hope they did a throrough check up with the plane to see if everything was working correctly. Edward started rubbing my shoulder in a calming motion. Crap, he figured it out.
"Shhh...Calm down love. It's okay. I wont let you get hurt, it's okay.'' He repeated. I burrowed myself farther into his side He kept his arm on my shoulder rubbing. He watched me for a while to make sure I was alright. A little while later the plane went into a little turbulence and started falling only to be brought back up really fast. I tensed and clung to Edward. He was really patient about it, he hugged me closer and rubbed my back murmuring sweet nothings in my ear. The pilot came on the intercom.
"Ladies and Gentlemen, please buckle your seatbelts, we are experiencing some slight difficulties. Dont panic, this is something we can fix. We are set to land in Port Angeles airport tomorrow at 3 you."
I closed my eyes and repeated in my head that it was something they can fix, Its something they can plane fell again but this time it just kept falling and coming back up over and over and over again. By this time I was trembling and Edward was trying desperately to calm me down.
"Bella love, listen to me, It's alright, I'm here, I wont let anything hurt you, its alright. Calm down. Deep ..." He said hugging me to him. I flung my arms around him and held on tight. This really freaked me out. Suddenly the masks came down and everyone screamed. Oh god. That's not helping. Edward took one and put it on me. He told me to breathe slowly. He kept his arms around me.
"That's it. Keep going. Good job. It's going to be alright, Shhh.." he said trying to comfort me. He sounded almost desperate for the plane to be fixed and continue on normally. We all know its not going to. I peeked in his mind.
'I wonder why she's so scared? Did something happen to her to make her afraid? Please god let her be alright. I dont know what I'd...no, dont think like that. She's immortal now, she can't...wait, yes she still can...no. do NOT think like that. She is NOT going to get hurt. She's not. She can't. I just got her back, no!' There was one part of my past that I didnt tell him when we started dating back in Forks. I was flying to Forks one summer when the plane started falling. We were in a death spiral towards the Earth, the pilots succeeded in righting the plane but we were still too low to the ground. We crash landed in Idaho. It was on the news but they didnt mention half of the survivors. They only mentioned the dead and a pregnant woman who went into labor a month too soon. Both survived. Ever since I've been terrified of planes. I will go on a plane if I have to but I have anxiety attacks the whole time. I continued to take deep breaths. Suddenly the plane started to spiral. Crap. Deja vu big time. I started hyperventilating again. I tried to take deep breaths but I couldn't. This only made Edward more distressed. The pilot came back on the intercom.
'Ladies and Gentlemen. We are going to land at Idaho International Airport. Please remain calm.' he said. Great. Definately Deja vu. But wait. If the plane crashes, me and Edward arent human. We dont have heartbeats. I have to try to call Carlisle and see if he can get down here. I dialed his number.
"Hello." he answered.
"Carlisle, can you get to Idaho International Airport anytime soon?" I asked.
"Yeah, why." he asked.
"Our plane is going down and they are going to try to safely land the plane there." I explained.
"You mean the plane is crashing? But you and Edward arent human. We'll be exposed!"
"I know Carlisle. That's where you come in. You take charge of our care and the humans will never know." I whispered as if it was the most normal thing to say.
"Ahhh... Right. I'll be there as soon as I can."
"See ya then." I said. I laid my head back on Edward's shoulder and hid my face in his neck. I tried to think of something else. So I concentrated on one of the band's favorite songs. It was "More Than Words can say." by Amanda Kay. I started singing it in my head.
''I told myself I couldnt do it
face another day when I knew it
All too well and all too soon
you were taken from my life.
Its like you get used to the pain
you cant see the sun shine in the rain
And I smile and keep it inside
cuz I dont wanna cry
You,you were my Friend,
Until the end
but now I have to let you go
Please tell me why,
I write these lines
when you're nothing but a memory
that burns a hole
deep inside my mind
I keep these words too myself
and when I close my eyes
I miss you more
I miss you more
More than words can say.
Tell me what it takes and I'll do it
I close my eyes cuz I wanna get through this
Now your face is just a faded photograph
Sometimes somethin so good that it cant last
So many things I wanted to show you
So many things I wanted to tell you
You're in my heart I just wanted you to know
A piece of you is with me whereever I go.
Now. Its just too late
I had the chance to say goodbye
but I let it slip away.
Please tell me why
I write these lines
when you're nothing but a memory
that burns a hole
deep inside my mind
I keep these words to myself
and when I close my eyes
I miss you more
I miss you more
More than words can say
Oh, oh, oh, oh
oh, oh, oh, oh
oh, oh, oh, oh
oh, oh
Please tell me why,
I write these lines
when you're nothing but a memory
that burns a hole
deep inside my mind
I keep these words to myself
and when I close my eyes
I miss you more
I miss you more
More than words can say.
And I dont know why
but I feel like the way I do
Its all too much
And I just need some time
And I keep these words to myself
and when I close my eyes
I miss you more 189 passenger 737
I miss you more
More than words can say."
When I finished we were just reaching the airport. The plane was still going up and down rapidly. I knew we'd be crash landing. Great. The only thing we didn't know was when we'd land. Suddenly, we hit the ground,bounced back up and dropped down and skidded to a stop before the pilot's cabin blew up. Edward had grabbed my hand and was leading us out of the door farther back. Everyone who could walk ran out too. The paramedics stopped us and told us to go to the green mat. I stood near Edward, shaking like a leaf. He had his arms around me and was rocking us back and forth. Then Carlisle was standing next to us in his uniform.
"You guys okay?" he asked.
"I'm fine, and I think Bella is fine, she's just really freaked out." Edward said.
"I-I'm fine." I said against Edward's chest.
"Okay, I already cleared you guys to come with me so come on. Edward, you may want to carry her." Carlisle said. I could feel Edward nod his head and take me into his arms. We walked to Carlisle's Mercedes. Edward put me into the backseat and slid in after me. I was still in shock I'd guess. We drove in silence for a while before Carlisle started a conversation.
"So Bella, Why were you so freaked out. Well, other than the plane just crashed. You dont have to share I was just wondering." he asked. I sighed softly. I knew I should tell them. But what will they do? Will they get mad and kick me out of the family?
"You wont get mad?" I asked.
"What? Why would we be mad, love?" Edward asked.
"Well...because, the reason I am afraid of flying happened when I was human. It was about three years before I moved to Forks. Did you watch the news when flight number 32199 crash landed in Idaho International Airport?" I asked them. They nodded.
"That was bad. 35 dead 112 injured. 42 survivors." Carlisle commented.
"Yeah. Trust me I know. Take it from experience." I said. Nonchalantly mentioning that I was on it.
"What do you mean by experience?" Edward asked.
"I was on that plane. I was flying to Forks for two weeks and then fly back. we were supposed to get there that day. The plane started bobbing up and down in the air, or what they call in air turbulance. Then it started a death spiral towards the Earth. The pilots got the plane righted but it was still going down. When we landed at Idaho International Airport, you could just hear the screams from inside the terminal. The plane had exploded. the pilot's cabin and back by the bathroom were on fire. The paramedics came in and got everyone they could out of the 737. They numbered everyone who was alive and lettered the dead. I was number 109. I had burns along my spine from some flames behind me. I also had a broken leg. They kept me at the hospital for a few weeks. The burns healed and the leg healed fine and yeah." I told them while staring at the car's upholstery.
"Why didnt you tell me love?" Edward asked. There was something about his tone that I didnt like.
"I knew it! I knew you'd be mad." I cried.
"We're not mad Bella. Trust me on this. We are not mad. Edward loves you more than anything else on this world. He could never be mad at you."Carlisle said. I looked at Edward for confirmation. I couldnt stand it if he was mad at me.
"Shhh...It's okay Bella. I'm not mad, I'm just surprised that's all. But there is one thing I do want to know, you dont have to tell me but why didn't you tell me?" he asked again.
"When we met and started dating back in Forks, it was still a painful subject for me to talk about and Everytime I did talk about it it sent me into sort of a spell. I'd look around wildly and listen for any airplanes. If I heard one I'd hide under anything that I could find to hide under. And when we met again backstage and when we started dating again, I was scared. Scared that you wouldnt love me anymore once you learned that I had kept a part of my past away from you. Scared that you'd throw me out of your life again. That you'd tell me to go away and that you didnt love me anymore and to never come back. I wouldnt be able to live through that again. I'm sorry I didnt tell you earlier its just...not my favorite subject." I finished cringing down waiting for him to start yelling.
"Love, I am never going to leave you again, that was the biggest mistake of my life. It's okay, I understand why you didnt tell me-us. You were scared. Its a natural reaction. It's okay. I will always love you." He said kissing my hair. I smiled and lifted my head to kiss him back. I then put my head back on his shoulder, wrapped my arms around him and closed my eyes. He wrapped his arms around me and started rubbing my back. We finally arrived and Edward carried me inside. Sam, Summer, and Mike ran up and took me from my husband and hugged me yelling about how much they missed me and how crazy Alice and Emmett are. I laughed. They obviously didn't know about the crash. Next Alice tackled me with Emmett right behind her. Me and Alice screeched when he picked us both up and hugged me.
"EMMETT! Please put me down." Alice said. Emmett put her down but kept me in his embrace.
"I missed you bellsie boo." he said.
"I missed you too Emmie-bear." I said laughing. Esme brought me into a hug.
"Welcome home Bella. Welcome home." And so, I was finally surrounded by my family forever.
So What did you think? Yes this is the last chapter of I miss you. I'm so sad to see it end, it's my baby. Tell me in Review if you think I should put a sequel up or not.