A hint of a Plastic case Suicide music
A legal Psycho on a perfect Red line

She knew his world was twisted. his diabolical mind was filled with thoughts of deliberately wanting to hurt people. That was his only mission in life, he had no other agenda but to make everyone suffer through his fantasies of wanting to be Superior, to be far beyond life itself. Miharu knew with every fiber within her living being that it was idiotic but she still fantasized about him in the most intimate disturbing ways imaginable, she wanted him to suffer, beg and cry for his life right before she ended it...

It wasn't love that sparked her Desire. she was sure of it.. in her righteous mind it was only lust, One of the seven deadly sins, pride, envy, anger, avarice, sadness, gluttony, and lust. they were dangerous even in the purest of hands, like a drug tainting her every thought, burning away at her soul, conscious, her burning temptations were reaching it's peak, Jin would subscribe to her in the deepest darkness, and allow his demons and desire to guide him to Hell.

If one thing he couldn't resist was an operuntuity... Miharu secretly watched him as he spyed the dance floor in search of the next victim that will become a slave to his will. As if being a magnet to stupidity Girls flocked to him like desperate prostitutes. Miharu had to swallow her disgust as he turned each away, maybe they didn't fit his requirements, Like having a best friend to betray, a family they love. something that would cause agony, that's what he wanted... To cut scars to so deep that it wouldn't have chance to completely heal.

At this moment she didn't bother to think where Xiaoyu might be, to be honest she didn't care. Taking the glass off the counter she rose it to her lips and golfed the wine down in one shot. pushing her hood down she begin to make her way through the crowd.

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''This doesn't make any sense... it should enhance my power not absorb it'' Jin's body shook in anger as he turned away from the dance floor and grabbed another bottle of Sake and begin to drink. it's been two days since returning from Hawaii with the orb and each time he touched it or came near it he felt himself weakening. he even felt his control over Jin slipping away...

Your thoughts fall I'll imitation like
So, a Backbone that melts into a Frenzy
Melancholy and razor play
The Backbone which is bent like this

''Hi'' He was greeted with a tap on his shoulder and a warm smile

Jin eyed her, Long dark hair, small frame, Above average looking girl in glasses, she appeared to be innocent but being in a place like this and the way her eyes glared at him hungrily, he didn't second guess himself that she was indeed a closet freak looking for a night passion.

''I usually wouldn't do this...'' She blushed shyly ''but, I think you're very handsome and my friends insist that I come over here and talk to you. so here I am'' she giggled nervously as he stared at her blankly. ''I'm so sorry'' she apologized feeling quite embarrassed for putting herself in this situation. '' I shouldn't have..''

She quickly tried to turn away and leave but stopped as he grabbed her hand. ''What's your name?'' he asked in a deep meaningful voice, his tone was low enough to send goosebumps over her body.

''Honoko Chinami'' She softly spoke whistle staring mindless into his face, almost mesmerised in disbelief that this Angel had a voice to match his image.

''Kazama Jin'' He stared deeply into her eyes, fully aware that she reminded him of Xiao...

''Now that the introduction are over, I think you should get lost'' Miharu interrupted them and glared threateningly at Honoko. not being a one for violence she simply smiled towards Jin with disappointment and walked away.

Jin smiled amusingly. '' How are things working out for you? do you still need help with your washer machine? or have you simply tracked me down because you can't get enough of thinking and wishing I were screwing you in your best friend bed again?''

Miharu scoffed ''Don't flatter yourself... My former best friend? do you mean that little lapdog that follow you everywhere? where is she by the way, licking the dog bowl you left out for her? or did she send you out to fetch innocent people to hurt? She's just as disgusting as you, you two belong to each other'' She watched him grin, and it made her sick to her stomach that people like him could actually exist.

''Miharu...'' He begin chuckling. ''I sense that you're bitter, I mean you had nothing going for you, The furthest you got in life was to High school, you were so stupid that no college would dare accept you into there University. even your own family recognized what a failure you are. You leeched onto Xiaoyu when you realized it yourself...'' reaching out he put his thumb on her cheek and softly begin stroking it affectedly, he smiled brighter as she slapped his hand away ''Is the truth to painful for you to hear? The brutal truth... you were never a real friend to Xiaoyu, I saw that and that's what inspired me to expose you, that unforgettable night when I was fucking your best friend and she screaming her lungs into the next world, do you honestly expect me to believe you didn't hear anything? you chose to come out of your room naked hoping that I would see you. You wanted me, so I didn't betray, Xiao. I only enlighten her to the real person that you really are, A whore''

''Is that so?'' She looked him as disbelief over-took her expression '' Is there anything you wouldn't say to believe your own lies, Jin?. The obvious truth is you're a coward who pick on people smaller than yourself, underneath your pretty face is a monster, and you're to fucking scared and ashamed to show yourself because you know everyone would reject such a hideous beast. Xiaoyu wouldn't want you! I sure as hell wouldn't want you!. The real you is nothing more than a circus act that no one wants to see!... so you can go on believing in your lies, that seems to be the only thing you have going for yourself.

Taking another sip of sake Jin sat the bottle back on the counter then begin to laugh. ''I wouldn't say that's the only thing, I have your best friend, I have money, Power... And pretty soon I'll have your panties over my head as I rock your world... again''

*Slap!*

Rubbing his cheek Jin smirked amusingly ''Was it something I said?'' he asked gazing into her raging face. ''Hirano-chan'' His facial expression became softer as he tried to reach out to touch her face but was yet again denied. ''Don't fight it, Just admit that you enjoyed yourself. the things you were saying while we were having sex. I refuse to believe they were spoken just because you were lust filled. You said that you loved me. I saw the look in your eyes, Miharu... you meant it''

Pulling her closer to him he glared passionately into her eyes ''Kiss me, If I'm lying kiss me and prove me wrong''

A head full of biting words
Black eyelids and lips
The healing darkness is my place
I write with a lacking blade
Like a relief for the mouth which doesn't have any lies

Staring back at him her tears were threatening to break free from her glistening eyes as her lips trembled fighting her guilty emotions ''You're right, Jin...'' She softly confessed sliding her hands down his chest. ''I wanted you... the truth is I've never experienced anything so amazing in my life, that kiss and wonderful sex you gave me made my soul weak, my heart beat faster and I was scared that I would lose myself and the few people that actually cared about me. I knew you were forbidden, I knew I would hurt Xiaoyu, but I couldn't help it...'' She leaned forward and begin Seductively Kissing his chest before climbed up to his neck. ''I want you so much, Jin.'' she breathe into his ear. ''

Jin groaned in satisfaction as his member harden painfully as his pants ''How much do you want me? I might not make you beg for it this time''

Sliding her hands over his abs she carefully reached into her jacket and pulled out a gun. ''Not as much as I want you dead'' she whispered stepping back and pointing the gun directly in front of his face, with a squeeze of her finger she fired...

Sad razor play…
So cold day

Scream your self…
Drain your self…
Without forget to yearn for liberty

Song - Gazette

I haven't been able to write like I want to... I have a lot on my mind.

I'm sorry