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Chapter 5: Hearts Racing

To walk away from the man that she fell in love with so long ago was terribly hard. To try not to show all the feelings she ever had for him was almost impossible to do. What was she doing? This was her chance, a chance for everything to go right, and she just blew it off.

She got inside her room letting all her tears shed, and letting everything go. She knew that it was so wrong what was going on. She knew that she could never hurt Miroku like that. Inuyasha and him were always best friends, could she have possibly messed up everything? She looked at herself contemplating on if she should call Miroku, tell him what had been going on, and go back home. Maybe things weren't ever supposed to happen between her and Inuyasha, maybe she was meant to stay with Miroku.

She walked around her room, still crying, confused like no other. She sat on her bed and just rested her head in her hands. She wanted to just fall off the other side of the planet. She lied back staring at the ceiling till she fell asleep.

She didn't know how long she had slept before she herd a knocking on the door. Nobody knew what hotel she was in, and she was little scared. She went to her door looking in the peep hole, and she saw him, Inuyasha, just standing there. She ran into the bathroom making sure she looked somewhat decent, and came running back out, to open the door. No one was there, was this a trick or a halucination? She was getting ready to close the door, but there his hand flew right in the way, so she was unable to close it. He started to walk towards her, slowly and steadly. She walking backwards somewhat afraid, insecure. Next thing she knew, she was standing against the wall, trying to push harder, but couldn't. He grabbed her neck in and pulled her body towards him, kissing her cherry colored lips. She swayed and kissed him back. Her skin started to crawl, wanting more, not able to hold back the feeling, and deepened the kiss, pushing herself upon him.

He soon picked her up, her legs wrapping around his body, her back pressing against the wall, and his warmth taking hers with his. Kisses becoming ever so more passionate. The feelings spilling outward, the want coming undone. He soon grabbed her all inside his strong arms and moved her to the bed, her lying there, and him on top. The kissing stopped, but Inuyasha was very into the whole act. He started to kiss and nibble on her neck, as Sango was trying to hold back her moans. They were both enjoying it so much, and unwillingly to stop as well. He got down to her full breast, his hands carressing them ever so lightly, she tilted her head back in ecstacy.

They heard a knock on the door, and they both shot straight up, trying to act all innocent and what not. There stood a bell man standing there with his jaw wide opened and staring at the young couple. He informed the two that if they wished to proceed that they must close their door, and then he soon left. Sango and Inuyasha started to giggle at their antics while Sango got up and went to the door closing it quietly. She turned back to Inuyasha, who sat there in all astonishment. She sat on the bed with him, not touching him at all, a few inches away, but still able to feel the want from him, the warmth, the need coming from him. She gave him a quick glanced and then stared at the mirror that stood in front of them. She could see him eyeing her down, undressing her that very moment, with all her clothes still on. She looked at him, and let out a deep sigh.

"Inuyasha, you know this possibly can't go on. I'm sorry" She said, knowing that more then anything she was becoming more of a liar every passing second.

"Sango, I know you so well. Stop trying to resist, and just come back to my place? Check out of this place and you can stay at my house for how ever long it may take. Just trust me okay? If you want it so that you and I don't even touch one another, then fine, so be it. But I don't want you staying here all by yourself with nothing to do. Okay?"

Sango smiled at her friend. She knew that she wouldn't mind him touching her, touching every single inch of her body. For him to be able to kiss, do whatever pleased him, but she needed to stop all of this. She needed to get all these fantasies out of her mind. She did need to go back to her real home, and be with Miroku. The one that she had spent so much time with, some one who she did want to grow old with, just so terrified. She soon got up and started to pack the few things that she took out of her suitcase and put them back inside neatly. She went downstairs with Inuyasha, giving the clerk her room card, and giving him the money for the time that she had barely spent inside her room. She then got inside her car and followed Inuyasha back to his place.

She couldn't believe how much things can change, as in her feelings, as in her everything just ultimately change in a matter of hours. Her whole life was on a thin line at this moment, and she was in a spot that she thought she was unable to get out of. She reached his house, all lights off, and she got out of her vehicle. Inuyasha went to hers and got her items out, and they went inside.

He walked in front of her, turning all the lights on, making it feel more like home. He put her things inside the guest room, as she followed closely behind, he turned back around and they bumped into one another, resulting in her falling down. He bent down, reaching out his hand, and helping her back up. She smiled as she brushed her behind off and made sure that she was okay.

"So no falling asleep on the couch this time okay? When you get tired, just come in here and sleep." Inuyasha said with a wink and a glint in his eye. She knew that he wanted more, but she just wasn't going to give it up to him, and if she was, not quite yet.

He left the room, not looking back and closing the door behind him. He wanted to make sure that she knew that she had enough space, and he wasn't going to be around all the time. Not being up her butt, and suffocating.

She started to unpack some of her belongings. She didn't know how long she was going to stay, but she did know that she need to leave in a few days, or needed to contact some people, so that Miroku wouldn't go crazy. She looked at her cell phone. She didn't want to turn it on still. She then thought to herself, how did Inuyasha find out where she was staying? Did he really follow her? What are his true intentions behind all of this.

She soon, decided to get into some more comfortable clothes, for it was getting really late and it was almost time for her to go to sleep. After slipping on some pajamas she got out a pen and paper. She needed to write, and she had left her diary at home, so it was time to vent in the only possible way she knew anymore.

Dear Diary,

Wow, I laugh and morn at the events that have occured in such a short amount of time. Im so confused within myself. I don't know if I should just run away to a deserted place, a place where no one knows me. Or if I should just confront everyone. Yet I don't know what to say or do if I dd decide to confront everyone. My mind and my heart are battling one another, battling within my very soul. I'm trapped within myself, gosh, I think I just might be going mad. I need to figure out which is right. To do what my heart says, and let myself be with Inuyasha, let myself be in complete lust, and able to live happily ever after, yet breaking Miroku's heart in the proccess and giving up all my other dreams.

I could also do what my mind is saying and do the logical thing and just stay with Miroku. I know what is expected if I stay with him, I know my future, and that is with him. No surprises, everything is planned out. I would be able to have everything and anything except the one thing that I am still missing, and that's love.

What's right and what's wrong anymore? I feel like a little child, unable to make up her mind on if she was a regular barbie or the high style one. Wow, I guess I need to grow up, need to get to some kind of conclusion. I need a stable ground before I fall apart, I need something.

Before she knew it, she had fallen asleep once again. She was becoming acustemed to falling asleep at random moments, and times. Inuyasha peeked inside her bedroom, since the light was still on. He quietly laughed at her, as he took the pen and paper out of her hand, he started to read it. Then he lied it on the dresser next to her bed, and tucked her in. Gave her a kiss on her lips, then while turning off the lights left the bedroom.

He had always known that she felt that way, but now the thing was, how could he make her stay...

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