My eye sight started to blur and before I knew it, tears started to flow down
my cheeks. I tried to hold back the sobs, but they were becoming to much of a
hasle. I looked out of the window of the bus only to see a happy couple
sitting on a bench holding each other.
I scoffed. "Love...Love is only somthing the mind and heart wants you to
think."
I laugh at how stupid I sounded. I was in love once. At least, I thought I
was. My heart stopped beating once he left. Everything I had ever thought
about him was a lie!
My stop came up so I pulled the string on the bus. It stopped and I went to
the top floor of the apartment building. I pulled out my key and went in to
take a cold shower. The water was cold running down my spine, tensing for only
a brief momment then relaxing.
'Why does it have to be this way!? Why can't we still be together!?' I
thought, puching the wall. Just then, I noticed a trickle of blood running
down my knuckles that was carried away by the water and down the drain.
I reached out of the shower and grab the blade that usually sat by the sink.
I look at it and, too slow for it to hurt, I traced a faded scar. It stung, I
will admit, but it was worth it. It was better than feeling my heart throb for
him. Reluctantly, I think of him. How he shiverd when I traced my finger down
his spine, the way he smiled and the cute little dimple on his cheek. God
loved him. Before I knew it, I slashed my wrist.
It hurt, but the water was so cold I couldn't even feel my own heart beat. I
watched the blood flow down the drain and then everything went black. The last
thing I saw was green hair.
I opened my eyes, expecting to see Lucifer looking at me and laughing at how
stupid I am, but instead I closed them real fast. I forced them open again and
noticed that I was in a white room. "Is this heaven?"
"No, you're in a hospital." I looked over and froze.
"What are you doing here?" I asked slowly.
"I came to say sorry. Do you still wish to see heaven?" He asked.
I looked away silently. I didn't know what to say. Then, I felt a warm hand
touch my shoulder, warm lips followed shortly. I pressed into it and got a
moan after. Maybe love was real.