Hey readers this chapter isn't exactly uplifting or cheerful (not that any of the chapters have been) so pull out your Harry Potters books and read your favourite part when you're done reading this. Anyway this one's about Peter relising what a mess he's made of his life. He had everything worked out for him, best friends who loved him and looked out for him but he through it all away with one decision made out of cowardice. As always, the lyrics that were the inspiration for this drabble are after it. Lines that are "bolded" are the main source of inspiration, if you care.

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Song: The End

Artist: My Chemical Romance

Album: Welcome To the Black Parade

Peter took a swig from the bottle of fire whiskey.

How he hated these four walls.

He swallowed and put the bottle to his lips again.

He was disgusted this what he'd done, who he'd become.

Another gulp.

He didn't know who he'd become. His first decision towards the dark lord had been his last decision at all. After that everything was decided for him.

A fourth sip from the bottle.

Murder after murder.

Another slurp.

Lie after lie.

He tipped back the bottle, a few more spoonfuls of liquid made it's way to his mouth. A few cups made it's way down his shirt.

He was a puppet.

The bottle slipped through his trembling fingers and shattered on the floor.

Now come one, come all to this tragic affair
Wipe off that makeup - What's in his despair?
So throw on the black dress
Mix in with the lot
You might wake up and notice you're someone you're not

If you look in the mirror and don't like what you see
You can find out first-hand what it's like to me
So gather 'round piggies and kiss this goodbye
I'd encourage your smiles
I'll expect you won't cry

Another contusion, my funeral jag
Here's my resignation, I'll serve it in drag
You've got front row seats to the penitence ball
When I grow up I want to be nothing at all!
I said

YEAH! YEAH! I SAID-YEAH! YEAH!

C'mon C'mon C'mon I said
Save Me!
Get me the hell out of here
Save Me!
Too young to die and my dear
You Can't!
If you can hear me just walk away and
Take Me!

Well there's another one for ya. Hope you liked it. Do you think it was too depressing? Please review and let me know what you think- good or bad.