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The characters do not belong to me. Stephanie Meyers is the owner of the Twilight characters.
"WHAT?" Jacob jumped. I startled him with my outburst. "What did I do wrong?" He asked with his face full of shock. He looked quit hilarious. His hands were in the air as if someone had shot a gun, his eyes were wide, and his mouth was shaped in a round "o". I had to laugh at him, despite the sexual tension.
"Jake, relax. Sorry, I didn't mean to startle you. I just, I don't know what's with you today. I mean, I didn't even realize we decided to play the nervous game. Look, you're my best friend and I love you but I refuse to let you do something that could ruin everything we have." I ranted.
"Bells, I didn't realize that you were unhappy. Why didn't you just say so and I wouldn't have done that to you." He sighed looking very regretful. I didn't want him to regret it; I just wanted him to realize what he was doing.
"I wasn't unhappy, I was probably a little too happy actually. I just don't understand why you're doing what you're doing. This isn't like you. And I'm not just some girl that you can just do what you want with and then throw aside!" I was fuming all of a sudden. I'm not even sure why I was angry. Maybe I have a bipolar disorder I'm not aware of. Or, maybe I was pissed at myself for stopping him when I really wanted him to continue and kind of mad at him because I was completely confused as to why he wanted to do that with me in the first place.
"No! Bella, I would never do that to you! You're my best friend; I would never take advantage of you." He was becoming very emotional. "I guess I just let my hormones get the best of me. I didn't mean to confuse or upset you. Can you forgive me?" He begged.
How could I resist that puppy dog face? I inwardly kicked myself for getting so angry. I reached up to stroke his cheek softly and ran my fingers over his full bottom lip that was jutting out. He kissed my fingertips and smiled. I couldn't help but smile at his happiness.
"Of course I forgive you, Jake. Just think before you act next time. We have too much to lose." I comforted him.
He sweetly smiled at me after taking my hand into his.
"I understand. Maybe…maybe we could go out or something," he thought momentarily before continuing, "We could go see a movie in Port Angeles." He suggested with a hopeful expression. He was obviously trying to make up for his recent hormonal outburst. I tried to suppress a chuckle. He was already forgiven.
"Sure, let's go before it gets too late." I said, jumping up and grabbing him to head out the door.
We arrived in Port Angeles about an hour later. When we pulled into the parking lot and exited the car, Jake casually threw his arm around my shoulders. It made me happy that the gesture seemed to subconscious.
The movie theatre wasn't packed at all. We quickly agreed on a cheesy thriller about vampires. I didn't really feel the thrill until Jacob had lifted the armrest, which was in between us, out of the way. He scooted a little closer to me and rested his hand on top of mine. That hand was resting on my thigh. I suddenly felt an electric shock run from my hand, down my leg, to my feet, and back up again right in between my legs. I gasped. Jake looked at me with questions in his eyes. I just shrugged and smiled at him.
He didn't move his hand until the movie was over. When the lights finally came back on, the way Jake looked at me in that moment set my soul ablaze. He had never looked at me that way before. There was a sense of longing, determination, and…lust?
He drove us to his house so that he didn't have to walk home. It was only 6:30 when we arrived and it didn't seem like his father, Billy, was home. So, we lingered in my truck for a while. He didn't say anything for a good ten minutes. I broke the silence.
"Well, I should probably be heading home to make dinner for Charlie. I had fun tonight." I told him truthfully.
"Yea, I had fun too. Well, I guess I'll see you tomorrow." Excitement was ringing in those last few words as he spoke them.
Right before he got out, he leaned over and swiftly pecked me on the cheek and whispered in my ear, "Miss you already, baby." He winked at me before he exited the cab. I swear I felt my heart stop and then jump out of my chest after him.
I snapped out of my reverie after a minute or two and drove home. Charlie was getting out of the cruiser when I arrived.
We spoke in passing as I went to heat up leftovers from the night before. I was very anxious to get into my warm, cozy bed.
When dinner was finally over and the dishes were washed, I told Charlie goodnight and sprinted into my bedroom. I never usually lock my door but tonight was an exception…
I had business to take care of.
After I removed my day clothes, without bothering to put on my pajamas, I crawled into bed. I wasn't wearing anything but my silky, red, see-through panties.
I started to replay the day's events over in my head. As I was imagining Jacob's hands trailing up my thigh, I started to replay the motions. I found myself lightly dragging my fingers along the lips of my pussy, not yet entering my panties. I added more pressure to the spot, known to be, my clit, and moaned quietly. I imagined his warm shaft going in and out of my wet, creamy pussy. I started to feel the pressure building inside of my stomach and I could feel the amazing tingle run through my legs and my ass until it reached my clit and then, with a silent, but sensual moan, I had my release.
I don't know how many times I have done this over him but I'm beginning to think it's turning into an addiction. Oh how I wished that Jacob could do this for me. Actually, I'm starting to think that idea isn't so farfetched anymore.
I was very glad I did it because not long after, I drifted off into a dreamless sleep.
I woke up that morning feeling refreshed and quit chipper. I was very anxious to see Jacob. I quickly stuffed down some cereal and headed to school. When I got there, Jake's car was nowhere to be found. I shrugged and walked toward the school's entrance. I'm sure he'll show up any minute.
To my unfortunate surprise, Jake still wasn't in school and lunch was already over. So, I just let the disappointment show and dragged my feet onto biology class.
Edward was the only person sitting in the classroom, again. Mr. Thompson wasn't there yet. Noticing my doom and gloom mood, Edward looked up at me with concern in his eyes. You would think he had known me forever.
"Hello, Bella. You usually seem much happier. Do you mind if I ask what's bothering you?" He offered politely. I've only spoken with Edward one other time and even then it wasn't an in depth conversation. We were merely paired up for one afternoon.
"Oh, it's nothing. I'm just tired. It's been a long day." It was half of the truth but Jacob's absence was the biggest factor in my gray mood.
"Well, I noticed that your friend was for the day and wanted to know if you would mind being my lab partner for the day. I would be much obliged and wouldn't mind some attractive company, myself." He smiled the most beautiful crooked smile that sent my heart into over drive and made me blush. Wait…did he just say attractive? I think he might be hitting on me…maybe…I wouldn't mind.
I smiled at him and nodded. By the time he gathered his belongings and made his way over to my table, the rest of the class had begun filing in.
Edward and I talked the entire class as if we had been best friends forever. He asked all the basic introductory questions and was very polite and formal the whole time. He seemed to be vitally interested in everything I had to say. The entire time I spoke, he stared deeply into my eyes with a piercing intensity. Sometimes I found myself having to look away because of my blush.
Unfortunately, the class ended which meant Edward and I would have to go our separate ways. He offered to walk me to my next class and I gladly accepted.
"Thanks for walking with me and keeping me company today. It was nice getting to know you." I told him.
He shot me that crooked smile and made my breath hitch. "Any time Bella. I haven't actually enjoyed being in school this much before," he started contemplating something, "Would it be so bold of me to request your phone number? Maybe I could take you out sometime. I enjoy spending time with you." He smiled gently.
"Uh, y-yea you can." I stuttered and gave him my phone number. He departed, flashing me that breath taking crooked smile.
I trotted off to my seat in Spanish in a whole new light. I was so grateful that Edward Cullen had taken time out of his day just to cheer me up.
I received a text message then, it couldn't possibly be from Edward already.
It read: Hey, Bells. Sorry I wasn't in class, I woke up late and then my car wouldn't start. But I'm on my way to Spanish right now. See you in five. Jacob.
I laughed. Couldn't he have just waited until he got here to tell me?
Jacob walked in the room one minute before the tardy bell rang.
"Hey, beautiful, did you get my text? He asked smiling at me.
"Yup, a whole two minutes ago. You could've just explained it now. Besides, it doesn't matter, you're here now. He lit up at me as I said this. I didn't understand why. He acts surprised that I'm happy to see him.
"So, what all have I missed? Any stupid jerks try and mess with you while I was gone?" He looked at me with a serious expression. I laughed but still couldn't completely ignore the electric jolt in my gut that wished he cared for more than only my well being.
"No, Jake, the only guy I talked to today was Edward Cullen. He was kind enough to be my partner today since you weren't here. He also asked me for my phone number." I grinned a little at that. Jacob started to look a little upset, kind of angry.
He didn't look at me for a minute until he finally spoke. "Did you give it to him? What did he want it for anyway?" He asked with a little disgust in his tone. I was instantly peeved about his attitude.
"He said he wanted to hang out with me sometime. And yes, I gave it to him, what do you care anyway?" I shot back at him. He doesn't even know Edward so he shouldn't be acting like he has a right to get mad about it.
"I don't know, Bella. I just don't trust him. I've noticed the way he looks at you. He looks at you like he knows he can have you whenever he wants or something…like he owns you." He said seeming a little exasperated and defeated.
I just dropped it and rolled my eyes. He can be so ridiculous sometimes.
Class was halfway finished before he started talking to me again. We had already finished our assignment, so we had nothing else to do.
"Uh, Bella, can I tell you something?" He asked. He seemed kind of nervous, which made me nervous.
"What is it?"
"I, uh, I have a proposition for you but I want to wait until we're alone to explain." He laughed nervously. Why was he acting this way? Whatever the reason, it had me anxious to find out for the rest of the hour.
"Can I follow you to your house?" He asked.
"Of course, I don't mind." Why did he even ask? He knew I wouldn't care. He was acting so differently.
About ten minutes later, the bell rang and we walked out into the parking lot together. To my surprise and Jake's, Edward Cullen was standing against my car with my jacket draped over his arm. I hadn't even realized that I left it behind.
"Hello, again Bella. You left your jacket in biology. I promised Mr. Thompson That I would return it to you." He smiled that perfect crooked smile. I smiled back at him and blushed. I looked over at Jake, who was tapping his foot with his arms crossed, glaring at Edward, who was staring at me. I approached him and took my jacket from his hands.
"Thank you. I probably would've frozen tomorrow without it." I admitted. Then, of course, Jake had to put his two cents in.
"No you wouldn't have, Bells. I've always got you covered." He winked. He obviously meant something other than "I would've let you borrow mine."
Edward looked away and said he'll see me tomorrow and went to his car. I gave Jake one of those looks that said "not cool".
I was so relieved when I made it home. Jake was right behind me the whole way there. School always tired me out. Not five seconds after we pulled in the driveway, Jake was already out of his car and to mine, pulling me out and dragging me into the house.
We finally ended up in my room on my bed staring at each other. I don't know why we were in here; I figured he would want to watch some T.V. or something but apparently he had other plans.
My mouth fell open when he started pulling his shirt over his head. I always become weak when I see his body. He has always had that sick power over me and he knew it. It was a ploy to get his way or to distract me from getting mad. He used the excuse of it being too hot in the room or outside. His amazing body always clouded my judgment.
"Jake, what are you doing?"
"It's a little toasty in here." He lied. "You could take yours off too if you want." He teased me winking.
Okay, it was not that hot in here but hey, I can't honestly complain. I mean, those sculpted abs made my mouth water. The image of him sprawled out on my bed, shirtless, was something I could not pass up. He started to make my fantasies come true little by little as he wrapped his arm around my waist and pulled me to him. Stay strong, Bella! Say something!
"You're not getting carried away again are you?" I asked, sort of hoping he was.
"Bella, I'm going to suggest something to you…after all, we are best friends and we trust each other, right?" I nodded cautiously and he continued. "Now, I want you to be open minded, okay? And, I promise you, if you agree or disagree, it won't make shit weird between us. So are you ready?" I nodded again, eyeing him suspiciously.
"Okay, I think we should do stuff…" I looked at him with a confused expression when he didn't finish his thought. I motioned for him to continue. "We should do stuff together, like the stuff we've never done before." He seemed at a loss for words. I still didn't understand.
"What kind of stuff?" I asked, wishing he would just spit it out. Instead of telling me, he leaned into me a little more and places his hand on my thigh and used his other hand to push my hair out of my face. Once he pushed my hair over my shoulder, he leaned up to my neck and placed a small kiss below my ear, just as he did the day prior. My breath hitched a little and my hormones were starting to cloud my judgment.
He moved his lips up and nibbled on my earlobe. "Just go with this baby, I just want to have a little fun with my best friend." He purred in ear.
"Jacob, I don't know if this is such a good idea. Are you sure you want to do this?" I asked nervously. He snickered and turned my face toward him and placed a soft, wet kiss on my lips.
"Honey, there is nothing wrong with two friends having some…benefits in their relationship." He snickered.
"That's what this is about? You want to be friends with benefits? Why?" I didn't understand. If he wanted to be physical and wanted to be with me, then why not be in a relationship? There was no way I was going to suggest that though. I'm not ready to tell him that I'm absolutely crazed about him.
"Yes and no. I know if we do this, things aren't going to be the same with us but I don't really want to push us into a relationship, Bells, I love you and I would be with you but that could ruin us more than sex could. But, if you don't feel comfortable doing this then I understand. I won't pressure you into anything. If I'm being completely honest with myself and you, I would rather have my first experiences with you, Bella, my first kiss, touch, orgasm, everything." He laughed shyly and looked down. He obviously didn't want to admit this part.
"Jake, look at me, I know how you feel. I want those things to be with you too. So, I'll do it, for both of us." This felt so out of place. I was the one who wanted him and wanted to share all of my experiences with him. Why was he being the vulnerable one and I the strong one?
He watched me with excitement and lust in his eyes. He cupped my cheek in his big warm hand and leaned into me. My eyes fluttered closed and my breathing sped up. I felt him place his lips on mine and kiss me gently. Then he started sucking on my bottom lip. My mouth opened up automatically when I felt his tongue glaze my lip and we started fighting for dominance in each other's mouth. My hands started exploring his muscular build. I slid my hands down his abs until my fingers landed on the top of his jeans. He let out a groan in my mouth and caused me to crawl up on my knees and find my way into his lap. I wrapped each let around his hips and moved my arms around his neck and tangled my hands in his short, messy hair.
As I started to pull it, he pulled away from my mouth gasping for air. "Bella, I didn't think you would be this into it," he panted. "I'm not complaining though. You are an amazing kisser." He exclaimed, kissing me again.
I looked at him with hooded eyes. "Thanks, now do you still want to make out or is there anything else you had in mind?" I was so horny that I couldn't find it in me to be self conscious. I was enjoying this way too much and I didn't care.
He laid me down and moved on top of me. I could feel his erection pressing into me. I wrapped my legs around his waist and he started to writhe against me causing a moan to escape my lips.
"Faster." I ordered. I wanted more friction. He started grinding harder and pounding into me with more force. With each writhe, he would grunt and I would moan. He would kiss me sometimes and grope my breast while I lifted off the bed, trying to create more friction.
All of a sudden, we heard a car door slam. We both jumped and gasped. We looked at each other, eyes wide and mouthed, "Charlie." He jumped up off of me and put his shirt back on. We bolted for the door and threw ourselves down the stairs. Charlie wasn't very strict but I didn't think he would be too happy about Jacob being in my bedroom with me, alone, when he isn't home.
Not two minutes after we landed on the couch, Charlie walked through the door.
"Hey, kids! You guys okay?" He asked, noticing our panting and flushed condition.
"Yea, we're great, we were just rough housing, acting stupid, you know?" Jake said, technically, it wasn't a lie.
"Okay well don't get carried away, now." He lectured.
Too late.
"Why are you home so early, Dad?" I pushed; kind of aggravated that he interrupted us when we were just getting really into it. I'm actually excited about the whole "friends with benefits" thing. Maybe one day we can progress to more. It's not impossible.
Jacob stood after a few minutes. "Bells, you want to walk me out? I think it's about time I head home; Billy's probably wondering where I am." He pointed. I nodded and stood up to head for the door.
Once we got outside, Jake pulled me around to the side of his car that was blocked from Charlie's view. He gave me a quick, rough, passionate kiss. "Miss you already, babe." He smiled my favorite smile and hopped in his cab then sped away.
He will be the death of me. I can't wait for tomorrow. Who knows what he's going to have in store for me.