Epilogue
And that's how it happened. That's how I became who I am now. I understand a lot better what it means to be a Nobody now than I did then, of course. Sometimes I wonder if everybody else went through the same shit I did. Whenever I think about it, I can usually only picture anger. I can totally see Axel trying to burn down the castle and I can see Zexion being depressed, of course. But I can't really see any of them being guilty or bargaining or anything like that. I mean, can you picture Xigbar down on his knees telling the gods he'll be good if he doesn't have to be a Nobody anymore? Yeah, I didn't think so. I don't know though, maybe we all went through the same thing, but who knows really? The death of a heart is a complicated thing and it might not be the same for everyone, but who am I to try to figure this stuff out? I'm not exactly the brains of the operation ... erm ... Organization. But anyway, that's what happened to me. That's how who I was died and who I am was born.