How…Just…Just How?

HOLY SHIT!

Jake hit his head on the wall. Leah made a gagging sound.

HOLY SHIT HE WAS KISSING ME!

Just how did this happen? I have no idea. One second, I'm screaming, the next I'm playing tonsil hockey with Seth.

My Seth.

Ew, sappy! My mind seemed very grossed out by the fact I was kissing someone.

Again.

I couldn't do this.

It would only make it worse.

He can't leave you.

That's what he said too.

Like it's the truth.

Imprinting or no imprinting, I'm always the last one picked for anything. It's something you grow weary of, something you become accustomed to.

I don't think anyone quite understood my pain; Leah was too old when Sam left her. She had a right to be upset. It's not like Eric promised me forever, I'm too young for that.

It was more the fact he left me for Elizabeth.

That's what killed me.

The moment he had laid his eyes on her he imprinted.

And it didn't make sense, the fact we had managed to date, with him as a shifter, for two years. It's funny how he never met Liz. You would think he would have…

You can't risk it.

My heart shut-down, not my brain, my heart, it just closed off.

I closed my mouth and pushed away.

"I can't…" I whispered.

Seth winced.

Jacob muttered something under his breath.

Leah whacked him.

I couldn't think straight. Seth was in pain. I was confused. My body wouldn't listen.

I cried.

For the second time, after years of avoiding it, I cried.

Damn, this whole place messed with my emotions.

Seth didn't make any movement towards me, nor did he move away. Jacob hit his head on the wall again. Leah looked at me with sympathy.

That wasn't what I wanted.

Sympathy, I was past it. I had enough of it. Someone actually caring would help.

There he was.

But I didn't want him.

What the hell was wrong with me?

"I-I'm sorry." I blinked the tears away. I couldn't let him get to me like this already. I always fell too hard too fast. He didn't deserve me, how the hell did Fate screw that up? It was the most obvious thing in the world. He already had Leah for a sister; he didn't need another broken girl.

But Fate seems to work backwards.

Seth watched, completely frozen.

My chest felt like it was ripping open again.

He was in pain.

He was in pain because I was in pain.

I fell to the floor.

Everything went black.

"What the hell?"

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A/N

Yeah, short chapter. I sorta threw it together while waiting for the document upload to be accessible again. It's very, very confusing and extremely hard to follow in my opinion—the chapter I mean. I couldn't quite figure out where I was going with it.

Who agrees with that statement?

I DO!

Thanks Again Elizabeth, even though you don't know I'm writing this about you… Sorry but you'd kill me if you knew.

We have a violent tempered family.

Jk jk! Actually she's prob the most calm. I'm prob the least.

So comment your little heads off! I appreciate criticism and I love to hear what you think! Yeah, grammar is usually something I'm picky about but I think I've been pretty lax about it in this story. I have a feeling there are too many commas in this chapter, oh well!