He left me. Alone, and now i'm going to show him. Show him that I'm better now, I'm better than him now. That I don't love him anymore. I don't need him anymore. I don't want him anymore. But this is just a cover up of all the hurt he caused and still causes me. The last attempt at keeping an inch of dignity. These thoughts are what will me on to survive. I'm Bella Swan Volturi and I will survive.
I stare in my mirror admiring my flawless looks. The soft contours of my features give no hint in how impenetrable my skin is. My high cheek bones give nothing away about my unbreakable bones. Everything about me deceives you. Rich mahogany hair, flowing in soft waves down to mid back. Tight curves that make any man drool. Legs that put supermodels to shame. I hate to be stuck up but I am the most beautiful woman to ever walk earth.
Nothing of this I think is beautiful in my opinion. I think all my beauty lays in my eyes. Imagine the bluest ocean the healthiest leaves the sparkiest diamond. Those element churned together are my eyes. That is not why I think them beautiful though. I like them because he wouldn't like them. He always said he loved my brown eyes. He always said they were his favourite feature on me. I always fell deeper in love with him when he said that. Now they're gone and that I embrace.
I don't apply makeup. I don't brush my hair. I don't overdress. There's no need. I wear a simple white shirt over washed out skinny jeans. Brown ankle boots and leave my hair to cascade down my back. I'm Ready.
No matter how accepting the volturi family has been I need closure. This is my chance. It kills me to have to look at my new family everyday and see the defeat in their eyes, knowing they're not enough to fill the gaping hole that is the replacement of my heart. So I've decided to stop torturing them and fill it myself, on my terms.
I think back to the moment that broke me and sent me into this rut I call a life.
"I don't love you anymore belle, were leaving and you have to stay here"
Just like that my word shattered, in a single moment.
I think about the fortunate event on my being that brought me to the Volturi
"I can't stay here anymore Charlie, everything reminds me of him. I've decided it would be better to take a year to travel before uni. Get a new outlook on life, some fresh air." I tried to speak with as little emotion as possible.
"I'll miss you Bells if you need anything I'll only be a phone call away. Remember, I love you."
After that I knew for sure I was hurting him. He would never show such emotion otherwise.
The next morning I was gone. I took a flight straight to Italy where I searched for weeks to find the Volturi. When I finally discovered them underground I told Aro Marcus and Caius of my predicament. They took me as their own and changed me after learning that and of course of my shield.
Of course they never predicted just how strong I would become. I have a physical and mental shield to any vampire powers and attacks. I also control the elements. You can tell I'm using an element when my eyes change from their normal blue colour to the colour of the element I'm controlling.
I embrace my family one by one, Jane, Heidi, Felix, Demeri, Alec, Caius, Marcus and lastly Aro. They made me promise if anything goes wrong to send for them immediately.
One by one they filed out of the room leaving me and Aro.
"Bella won't be easy, be as strong and devious as I taught you don't let them get away with anything, let them know Bella is back." He laughs mumbling something about being to soft these days and constantly falling for my charm.
"Don't worry Uncle I'll give them a taste of their own medicine." I reply with smirk on my face.
"Well then what are you still doing here, go,be Bella"
And with that I strut out of the building and hail a cab.
"To the airport please" I tell the driver while handing him a ridiculous tip.
I had this trip planned out to the nearest millimetre. Nothing can possibly go wrong. I have already had a house built just a few miles from him, and in dense bush for my privacy and hunting needs. My cars and belongings are being moved in as we speak, having already been shipped. I've enrolled myself in school as a senior just like them. I've searched all records of people and all the people I went to school with have long deceased. Yes it will all go perfectly, my little plan. I hope...:/