I suck at updating XD Sooorry :
Well heres two..well one and a half XD
This first one is sorta angsty and dark..I didn't want you guys to think their parenting life was easy and happy all the time. So I decided to write about the first few months the twins were alive and how they had a hard time adjusting to the new life.
The second one's word really goes with the next part more than this one..oh well XP
Thanks for the reviews though Love you peoples X3
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38. Abandoned
Roxas sighed heavily as he put down his chemistry book. Akuseru was crying. Again. Axel was out partying. Again.
"Roxas!" Sora screamed from next door. After a few moments Roxas could hear his brother's stereo turn on. Roxas tried to ignore the two. He had a test the next day. Couldn't he have a few moments peace? Akuseru's cries, however, only grew louder. He slammed the book closed and walked over to the cribs.
"Shut up!" he screamed at the child, "Shut up, Shut up!"
The small infant eyes' grew, startled, and he continued to cry louder.
"Ugh!" Roxas slammed his door closed as he walked out of the room. As he went down the stairs, he noticed his brother was leaving the house. "I'm going to Riku's." Sora said trying to avoid his brother's glare.
Sitting on a kitchen stool, Roxas took his cell out and punched in Axel's number. Stupid asshole is really going to get a mouthful. 'Why the hell did that thing leave me alone with the kids the night before a test?' Roxas thought angrily, 'and why the hell is he not picking up?!' After the third time the redhead's voicemail came up, the cell was snapped shut.
"Fucking Axel." Roxas muttered as he laid his head down on the kitchen counter.
After a few minutes the cell vibrated as it danced around on the counter.
"Axel, you stupid moth-"
"Whaat?! Whoose tissh?"
Roxas eye's narrowed. Axel's voice was drowned out by heavy music but he could still hear the slur in his voice.
"Are you drunk?"
"Roxie-baby! Wash uuup?"
"Get your fucking ass over here, Ax-"
Roxas stopped as he heard a feminine giggle, 'What the hell?'
"Hey, stop it. No! Dooon't stop. Mmm…that feels nice…"
"Axel…" Roxas couldn't believe the redhead would have the nerve to…
"Oh shiit ha ha, forgot yous we're thera…ahh..Look I'm kindaah buseh ca-"
Roxas couldn't take it. He was tired of this. At first Axel would just go out at night and ignore his duties as a father. Then he started drinking and coming to Roxas' house drunk. Now this. He threw the cell phone across the room. Wiping his eyes, he walked up to his room and ignoring the crying infants he threw himself on his bed. After crying and screaming out his frustrations, he sat up on his bed and stared at the cribs across the room.
'It's all their fault...no it's all Axel's fault.'
He walked up, pillow in hand, and leaned on one crib, staring down at Aku. Nickolai was fast asleep in his crib despite the noise coming from his brother and mother. Akuseru, however, was still bawling his eyes out. Although he was pink from crying, he still looked like an infant version of Axel. In the short three weeks, his hair had grown and he now had shaggy red locks. His green eyes' were puffy and wet from all the crying.
Roxas growled. He couldn't stand seeing his face; it looked too much like his. He shoved the pillow onto the baby's face, pressing down on it. He sobbed, hands shaking, as the baby's hands waved around uselessly.
"Roxas! What are you doing?!"
Roxas gasped, letting the pillow fall as his mother pulled him away. Akuseru's coughs and crying tore into his heart and he collapsed in his mother's arms.
He leaned into his mother's arms as she held him, rocking him as he let out his own forced sobs. Once he calmed down, he listened to his children's combined crying and a wave of guilt struck him.
"I-I almost k-killed m-my Aku," he gasped out horrified.
He rushed to the crib and held the child tightly to his chest.
"I'm so sorry, Aku…"
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71. Obssession
Part. 1
Just go without me," Roxas sighed leaning his head on the wall.
"Come on, Rox. You missed out the first trip cause you were pregnant."
"I know…but they're sick…" Roxas frowned looking at the twins.
"I'll stay with you if you stay…"
"No….go without me…"
"You crazy? I was looking forward to spending time with you."
"Me too, but I can't leave them,"
Roxas shut the lights off and went downstairs, Axel following.
"They fell asleep?" Avila asked as they seated themselves at the table.
Roxas nodded glumly.
"They picked the wrong weekend to be sick," Roxas muttered.
"It's not their fault," Axel rolled his eyes.
"What? You're saying it's mine?" Roxas narrowed his eyes.
"Maybe…"
"…."
"Kidding!" Axel raised his arms up in defense.
"What time are you two leaving in the morning?" Avila asked.
"I'm not going," Roxas sighed.
"Nonsense, you are going. The twins will be fine with me." Avila frowned, "You two have been so excited because of this trip."
"I can't enjoy myself knowing they are sick,"
"Excuses, you're going Roxas. You've missed so many things already. You need to enjoy yourself more." Avila said.
"I have 3 month old twins, Mom." Roxas scoffed, "I don't have time to 'enjoy myself'"
"Axel does."
"He's an idiot."
"Hey!" Axel pouted, "I'm right here."
"For once."
The red head winced, "Ouch."
"Roxas."
"You sure you'll be okay with them?" The blonde asked his mom.
The older woman nodded, "You forget I raised you and Sora. Now go sleep over at Axel's so you won't be fussing over them in the morning."
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Axel laughed insanely as he dove in his bed. Roxas raised an eyebrow.
"What the hell is wrong with you?"
"You're in my bed,"
"…and? How many times have I been here?"
"Yea, but it's the first time it's only been us two since who knows when." Axel grinned nuzzling the blonde's nose.
"The night before you broke up with me?" Roxas closed his eyes as Axel kissed his cheek.
"I should have never done that," Axel muttered kissing the blondes lips, slipping his tongue in when the blonde opened them.
"Wait," Roxas broke the kiss as Axel's hands slipped under his shirt.
"What's wrong?"
"I don't think we should do this," Roxas said his eyes downward, "I still haven't lost all the weight I gained and I have stretch marks all ov-"
"Roxas." Axel stopped the rambling with another kiss, "I don't care about how you look."
"But I'm all gross." Roxas whined.
"Please, you're almost the same as before you got pregnant." Axel rolled his eyes, "You can't even tell you had twins."
"…"
"Roxas you look fine. Seriously, you have no idea how much I wanted you when you were all huge and looked like a blimp."
"Axel!" Roxas blushed hiding his face in the red head's shoulder. He gasped as his was thrown on his back, the red-head grinning over him. He smiled into the kiss and moaned as Axel's hands moved down.
"Wait."
Axel groaned, "Now what?"
"Do you have…you know…"Roxas blushed.
"I'm not an idiot Rox," Axel rolled his eyes, "Two kids is enough."
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"We're late!" Roxas ran across Axel's apartment looking for his shoes. Axel stared at him, hair messy and in boxers.
"Huh?"
"Idiot! Change!" Roxas screeched pushing the red head into the bedroom, "Cell phone! Wheres my phone?!"
"Eh?"
Roxas pushed the half asleep teen into the bathroom, "Last time I let you keep us up so late."
"Please, you weren't complaining last night!" Axel yelled out from the shower.
Roxas paused in changing the sheets and glared at the door.
"It's so weird not worrying about the twins in the morning." Roxas told Axel as he came back in. He looked away as Axel started changing.
"Please don't tell me you're all shy again." Axel smirked. The blonde glared at him.
The red-head got his stuff and let the blonde drag him out of the building.
"Drive faster!" Roxas frowned from his seat, "Faster! Hit it harder! Faster! Faster!"
"I think I creamed my pants." Axel said as he parked at the school.
"…" Roxas rolled his eyes and slammed the door.