So hey guys, srry im not going to be able to post this weekend. I had Mid-terms =P and wasn't able to write much =*(. But on the bright side I did good =D. Soooo to make it up I scribbled down a short preview of the next Chapter (Ch.4). It's not all that good and I still have to go through it but I thought that you guys would like to see it in the process =). So here you go..............

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Bella's P.O.V.

As seen as she said those two syllables my heart sunk. I felt a stabbing pain in my chest and held myself from falling. It was as though his words came and hit me in the face. The day when he said that he didn't love me and ," It will be as if I never existed." Those words haunted me after the days that he had left, "It will be as if I never existed"

These words chanted in my head,".......I never existed."

"What happened to him?" I managed to choke out. I felt a warm hand slip into mine, it was Jacob's. And for once I didn't pull away. I needed him right now.

Alice's petite, pixie-like eyes turned to me with true sorrow filling them, "He's dead."she whispered, as she fell to her knees, hands cupped in her face.

I felt as though someone had knocked all the oxygen out of me. I fell to the ground, gasping for air. I was soon surrounded by everyone and Jacob reaching out to pick me up. But I pushed him away, he took a step back and just stared at me with blank eyes. He was hurt. The hole in my chest gashed open and I gasped for air again. Despite all my pain I got to my feet and stumbled back inside the house. Stepping inside to house I heard Jacob call my name, "Bella!" Swallowing the lump in my throat, I turned around and said, " No Jacob.... just leave me alone. I've never loved you and never will. Can't see that it's him that I loved and it's always been him. So save your breath 'cause it'll never happen." And I said this with as much bitterness in my voice as possible. And I knew what I just did but it had to be done.

I just broke his heart and nothing in the world made me want to die more than this moment. Just the look on his face tore me to shreds. The last thing I saw of him was a single tear fall down his face and him running into the forest.

Running inside I slammed the door behind me and slid down it. I wanted to be alone. This pain was unbearable.

And so I sat there back at the door, pouring my heart no-one bothered to knock on the door, not even must have left. Great. She was leaving me too. Why am I so selfish. I hurt everyone I love whether it's in one way or the other, I mean look at Jacob. Oh no, what did I just say, did I love Jacob?

My chest started aching even more as the hole became bigger, ready to swallow me in. I couldn't think of Jacob right now, I just couldn't.

From there on I let all the memories of Edward flow in. The way his crooked smile made me flush. The way I'd melt at his velvety-voice. The way his kisses left me breathless. The way his stone-marble body glistened under the sun. His touch cold. His soft bronze hair. And last but not least, his gorgeous topaz eyes. "Edward." I sobbed, "Edward."

I stay there crying till the tears stopped coming down. I got up and ungainly walked to my room. Charlie wasn't coming home, he was spending to night at Uncle John's a few miles away. Flopping on the bed, I fell asleep that night with the memories of what use to be my life.

So that's it guys, hope you liked the preview! What are your thoughts on it? Review plz =) I'll try to post it as soon as I can ;-).